Thirty Years With Mary Jane

**Verse 1**

I’ve been married to Mary Jane for thirty years

Through the laughter, through the smoke, through the tears

She was a comfort, she was a quiet place to hide

But now she’s pulling something heavy on the inside

Every morning feels like ashes in my lungs

Every promise that she whispered comes undone

What once was love is now a tightening chain

And I’m learning how to live without the pain

**Chorus**

This year I’m getting a divorce

From the only love I ever knew of course

She’s slowly suffocating me, I can’t breathe

Giving me mental pain when she’s not with me

Cannabis, you’re no longer my life

No longer my wife, no longer my life

**Verse 2**

Late nights talking to the ceiling in my head

Lost conversations with the things she said

She used to calm the storm inside my mind

Now she leaves me trapped in another kind

I thought I needed her to make me whole

But she’s been taking pieces of my soul

What felt like peace has turned to fear

And I can’t keep pretending she belongs here

**Chorus**

This year I’m getting a divorce

From the only love I ever knew of course

She’s slowly suffocating me, I can’t breathe

Giving me mental pain when she’s not with me

Cannabis, you’re no longer my life

No longer my wife, no longer my life

**Bridge**

I’m walking out the door for the final time

Breaking the bond, severing the line

No more smoke where my future should be

Just a chance to finally be free

**Final Chorus**

This year I’m getting a divorce

From the only love I ever knew of course

She’s slowly suffocating me, I can’t breathe

But I’m letting go so I can finally leave

Cannabis, you’re no longer my life

No longer my wife, no longer my life

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No One Cares

**No One Cares**

**Verse 1**

In the place where I was born

No one cares, no one cares

Through the nights and through the storms

No one cares, no one cares

Every dream I tried to hold

Faded in the empty air

I was young, but I grew old

Thinking no one cares

**Chorus**

In the town where I came from

No one cares, no one cares

When I cried, when I came undone

No one cares, no one cares

If you're right, if you're wrong

No one cares, no one cares

That's what I was told back there

So I learned to sing this song

That no one cares

**Verse 2**

And the day that I was born

No one cares, no one cares

Like a page that's ripped and torn

No one cares, no one cares

Faces passed me in the rain

Never stopping, never there

I carried all my hurt and pain

'Cause no one cares

**Chorus**

In the town where I came from

No one cares, no one cares

When I cried, when I came undone

No one cares, no one cares

If you're right, if you're wrong

No one cares, no one cares

That's what I was told back there

So I learned to sing this song

That no one cares

**Bridge**

Maybe somewhere down the road

There's a place beyond despair

Where a lonely heart can go

And somebody cares

**Final Chorus**

In the town where I was born

No one cares, no one cares

But I'm leaving it behind

No one cares, no one cares

Though the memories linger on

Like shadows in the air

I survived and carried on

When no one cared

Come With Me to Mars

 **Come With Me to Mars**

**Verse 1**

So sell all you own and come with me to Mars,

The night sky always has pretty stars,

We'll leave our worries sleeping on the ground,

Trade the city noise for a cosmic sound.

The rivers glow with shades of gold and blue,

Every distant light is something new,

The universe is wider than it seems,

Floating through a sea of waking dreams.

**Chorus**

Come with me to Mars tonight,

Drifting through the neon light,

Nothing lost and nothing far,

We're dancing underneath the stars.

Come with me and you'll soon see,

A thousand worlds in harmony,

Every heartbeat, every spark,

Shining through the endless dark.

**Verse 2**

The mountains hum a gentle melody,

Echoing across eternity,

Crystal flowers bloom beneath our feet,

And every passing stranger that we meet

Carries little galaxies inside their eyes,

Tiny constellations in disguise,

There's wonder in the smallest things we find,

A universe unfolding in the mind.

**Chorus**

Come with me to Mars tonight,

Drifting through the neon light,

Nothing lost and nothing far,

We're dancing underneath the stars.

Come with me and you'll soon see,

A thousand worlds in harmony,

Every heartbeat, every spark,

Shining through the endless dark.

**Bridge**

No clocks, no chains, no reason to pretend,

The road keeps winding round and round again,

And every colour sings a different song,

Reminding us that we belong.

**Final Chorus**

Come with me to Mars tonight,

Drifting through the neon light,

Nothing lost and nothing far,

We're dancing underneath the stars.

Come with me and you'll soon see,

A thousand worlds in harmony,

Eve

ry heartbeat, every spark,

Shining through the endless dark.

Distracted by Elephants

Distracted by Elephants

The city bends
Beneath a painted afternoon
A paper moon
Is drifting through a room of blue

Distracted by elephants
Moving through the ceiling
Quietly revealing
Shapes I've never known

The traffic hums
Like distant waves beneath the floor
I lose my place
And wonder what I came here for

Distracted by elephants
Walking through my daydream
Nothing's what it may seem
Everything has grown

The walls dissolve
Into a field of silver light
A hundred trunks
Are tracing patterns in the night

Distracted by elephants
Floating through the silence
Far beyond the sirens
Calling me back home.

**Distracted by Elephants**

They cross the road

I called out through the drifting haze

They raise their trunks

I got swept up and lost my place

**Distracted by elephants**

The drums and the echo

The drums and the echo

I'm in a dream

There's nothing so strange

As wandering under painted skies

But what I tried to say

The parade just carried me away

**Distracted by elephants**

The drums and the echo

Crawling through the jungle vines

I'm in a dream

They fill the clouds

With silver shapes and amber light

They circle round

Then disappear into the night

**Distracted by elephants**

The drums and the echo

The drums and the echo

I'm in a dream

The stars all bend and sway

As the moon hums a lullaby

But what I tried to find

Was lost among a thousand eyes

**Distracted by elephants**

The drums and the echo

Walking throug

h the open sky

I'm in a dream.** 🎵🐘**

🎵 **Distracted by Elephants** 🎵

**Verse 1**

I was walking through a tangerine sky,

Floating on a feather as the moon drifted by,

Crystal butterflies were singing in my hair,

When a purple elephant appeared from nowhere.

His tusks were made of starlight, his eyes were liquid green,

He danced across a rainbow where the silver rivers gleam,

I tried to ask a question but the answer never came,

Because a thousand tiny elephants were spelling out my name.

**Chorus**

I'm distracted by elephants, marching through my mind,

Leaving trails of neon footprints that are impossible to find.

Distracted by elephants, drifting through the haze,

Painting cosmic mandalas in a million different ways.

Oh, distracted by elephants, beneath the candy sun,

Every time I think I'm focused, another one has come.

**Verse 2**

The clocks were growing flowers in a garden made of sound,

And jellyfish balloons were floating upside down,

A saxophone volcano started melting into light,

While elephants on unicycles vanished into night.

One balanced on Saturn, one slept inside a cloud,

One whispered secret equations that were far too strange and loud,

I followed their procession through a doorway in a tree,

Where every leaf was laughing and every root was free.

**Chorus**

I'm distracted by elephants, marching through my mind,

Leaving trails of neon footprints that are impossible to find.

Distracted by elephants, drifting through the haze,

Painting cosmic mandalas in a million different ways.

Oh, distracted by elephants, beneath the candy sun,

Every time I think I'm focused, another one has come.

**Bridge**

Trumpets made of moonbeams, echo through the void,

Spinning kaleidoscopic dreams that can never be destroyed.

The universe is wobbling like a marble in the sea,

And every elephant is somehow another part of me.

**Final Chorus**

I'm distracted by elephants, dancing in the glow,

Through the endless psychedelic circus only dreamers know.

Distracted by elephants, forever wandering free,

Through a jungle made of galaxies and electric poetry.

Oh, distracted by elephants, the parade goes rolling on,

And when the

 last one disappears, a million more are born. 🎵🐘🌈✨

scarecrow ventriloquist

Aurora borealis spilling over the midnight tide,
crystal seas breathing in slow electric sighs,
an astral monarch drifting through mist-woven isles,
where the sky forgets its measurements and smiles.


Flowers flick open like rumours in the rain,
catching stray sparks from the broken windowpane,
let them shimmer, let them misbehave,
turning silence into something brave.


No need to hold the noise in a straightened line,
let it unravel into oceanic design,
a soft collapse of colour-coded sound,
where even falling becomes unbound.


Flicker and weave through the drifting haze,
thoughts folding into electric blue phase,
hovering carpets stitched from fading light,
floating just out of reach of night.


If I ever rise again from this weightless frame,
gravity whispering it doesn’t know my name,
I’ll leave it behind in a blinking field,
where forgotten signals refuse to yield.


Glyphs in the static are humming my skin,
fractured transmissions let the dreaming in,
broken syntax of a half-formed song,
but it still feels like where I belong.


Go slow, glow low, let the system unwind,
static echoes rewriting the mind,
pulse in the noise where the edges mend,
loop it, reboot it, begin again.


Love my soul in the flicker and flame,
no sense in letting it fade or tame,
a scarecrow prophet with no direction home,
still talking to crows in a language of chrome.


You cease to resist as you cease to appear,
vapour-thought dripping through fluorescent fear,
cartoon satellites wobbling under the skin,
hallway jellyfish drifting within.


Rubber-moon creatures slip through the door,
softly insisting they’ve been here before,
singing in wallpaper, humming in glue,
painting the air in impossible hue.


Did the painted kings ever lie to the sky?
Did the mirrors just learn how to cry?
We swore the masks were different that time,
but they melted into repeating rhyme.


We could tear the horizon with a whispering thread,
watch iron children drift out of their head,
paper crowns dissolving into streetlight foam,
elevator falling but never reaching home.


Hunt the ghost in the machinery’s breath,
wild-eyed riders negotiating with death,
marble figures move when no one dares see,
you’re only safe in uncertainty.


I’d like to return to the outline I knew,
before the ceiling forgot how to be blue,
before the world learned to flicker and stall,
before I became nothing at all.


Scarecrow ventriloquist with borrowed belief,
black birds laughing in theatrical grief,
they follow me through the electric parade,
where illusions are carefully made.


Grant me a pause in your disbelief tonight,
a fragment of mercy in unfinished light,
the benefit of maybe, the grace of unsure,
before the last neon dream shuts its door.




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## **“Astral Monarch (Crystal Seas Reprise)”**


Aurora borealis on the midnight tide
on crystal seas where the sleepwalkers hide
Astral monarch in mistwoven isles
wearing the weather like borrowed smiles


Flowers out? Yeah, let them glow in the rain
Catch the spark, let it wander again
Set it loose through the ribs of the air
turning the noise into colour everywhere


No point letting it fall into chaotic sound
dissolving in currents of oceanic ground
code in the water, humming through bone
everything drifting, but nothing alone


Flicker and weave, thread light through haze
folding thought into electric maze
breaking to blue in a floating refrain
gravity whispering “don’t remember your name”


I was on a hovering magic carpet
(if I ever get up again)
but the sky forgot how to start it
and the wind just laughed at when


Glyphs in the static are singing my name
fractured transmission but it feels the same
broken signal decay in the rain
lost in the pattern but I’m okay


Go slow, glow low, let the system unwind
static echo-syntax rewiring the mind
pulse in the noise where the broken things mend
loop it, reboot it, begin it again


Love my soul—no sense in letting it go
it hums like a radio buried in snow
a scarecrow that don’t scare the crows
just stands there glowing where nobody knows


You cease to resist as you cease to exist
vapour-thoughts dripping from a fluorescent twist
cartoon satellites wobbling skin-deep
dreaming in circuits they never can keep


Hallway jellyfish hum in the wall
electric wallpaper breathing it all
rubber-moon creatures drift through the room
wearing the shape of a half-formed tune


Did the painted kings deceive us again?
we swore the masks were different then
but mirrors crack and flicker unsure
and corridors don’t answer anymore


We could tear the sky in half with a whisper
children of iron streets sinking quicker
see you spinning on the elevator down
paper crowns melting into the town


Hunt the ghost inside machinery
wild-eyed riders in broken scenery
marble figures move when nobody stares
you’re only safe while the silence cares


I’d like to return now, if the door still fits
to the outline I was before all this
faded carbon copy on the wall
before the ceiling learned how to fall


I’m a scarecrow ventriloquist with no authority left
black birds laughing in the field of theft
they trail behind me through shopping arcades
so I decorate illusions with masquerade


Grant me a pause in your disbelief tonight
lend me the mercy of unfinished light
give me the benefit of maybe and doubt
before the last neon window burns out


Aurora returns on the midnight tide
and everything opens but nothing decides
astral monarch drifts out of view
saying “I was never separate from you”


---


.


Scarecrow Ventriloquist



Verse 1

Aurora borealis on the midnight tide
on crystal seas where the sleepwalkers hide
Astral monarch in mistwoven isles
wearing the weather like borrowed smiles

Flowers out? Yeah, let them glow in the rain
catch the spark, let it wander again
set it loose through the ribs of the air
turning the noise into colour everywhere

No point letting it fall into chaotic sound
dissolving in currents of oceanic ground
code in the water, humming through bone
everything drifting, but nothing alone
Chorus

I’m a scarecrow ventriloquist with no authority left
black birds laughing in the field of theft
they trail behind me through shopping arcades
so I decorate illusions with masquerade

Love my soul—no sense in letting it go
it hums like a radio buried in snow
a scarecrow that don’t scare the crows
just stands there glowing where nobody knows
Verse 2

Flicker and weave, thread light through haze
folding thought into electric maze
breaking to blue in a floating refrain
gravity whispering “don’t remember your name”

I was on a hovering magic carpet
(if I ever get up again)
but the sky forgot how to start it
and the wind just laughed at when

Glyphs in the static are singing my name
fractured transmission but it feels the same
broken signal decay in the rain
lost in the pattern but I’m okay

Go slow, glow low, let the system unwind
static echo-syntax rewiring the mind
pulse in the noise where the broken things mend
loop it, reboot it, begin it again
Chorus

I’m a scarecrow ventriloquist with no authority left
black birds laughing in the field of theft
they trail behind me through shopping arcades
so I decorate illusions with masquerade

Love my soul—no sense in letting it go
it hums like a radio buried in snow
a scarecrow that don’t scare the crows
just stands there glowing where nobody knows
Verse 3

You cease to resist as you cease to exist
vapour-thoughts dripping from a fluorescent twist
cartoon satellites wobbling skin-deep
dreaming in circuits they never can keep

Hallway jellyfish hum in the wall
electric wallpaper breathing it all
rubber-moon creatures drift through the room
wearing the shape of a half-formed tune
Verse 4

Did the painted kings deceive us again?
we swore the masks were different then
but mirrors crack and flicker unsure
and corridors don’t answer anymore

We could tear the sky in half with a whisper
children of iron streets sinking quicker
see you spinning on the elevator down
paper crowns melting into the town

Hunt the ghost inside machinery
wild-eyed riders in broken scenery
marble figures move when nobody stares
you’re only safe while the silence cares
Bridge

I’d like to return now, if the door still fits
to the outline I was before all this
faded carbon copy on the wall
before the ceiling learned how to fall

Grant me a pause in your disbelief tonight
lend me the mercy of unfinished light
give me the benefit of maybe and doubt
before the last neon window burns out
Final Chorus / Outro

I’m a scarecrow ventriloquist with no authority left
black birds laughing in the field of theft
they trail behind me through shopping arcades
so I decorate illusions with masquerade

Aurora returns on the midnight tide
and everything opens but nothing decides
astral monarch drifts out of view
saying “I was never separate from you”

Love my soul—no sense in letting it go
it hums like a radio buried in snow
a scarecrow that don’t scare the crows
just stands there glowing where nobody knows

Open your 3rd eye wide

 Open your 3rd eye wide

and let it drift outside

join the universal mind

where nothing is defined

“Where nothing is real?” it sighs

but don’t unpack the why

don’t blow your mind with why

don’t ask the room to lie

Why is the room melting slow

why does the ceiling grow

into a river of sound

spilling all over the ground

Don’t let it blow your mind

don’t let it unwind

the question is a spiral toy

that eats the answer’s voice

Across a great divide

where thoughts go out to tide

a giant turtle’s eyes

blink through electric skies

Jellyfish float by

in corridors of time

no rules to apply

just drifting shapes of “I”

as open as the sky

that forgot how to try

the holes we measure out

are what this dream’s about

it’s what keeps me alive

this soft unstructured drive

why does it not add up?

a spider to a fly

a universal sigh

inside a lullaby

a giant turtle’s eyes

watching questions die

Don’t blow your mind with why

the current’s just too high

don’t let it split the sky

don’t ask it to reply

Across a great divide

the words between the lines

are slipping out of time

and calling themselves “mine”

None of this stuff is mine

it fell through space and time

I throw my arms wide

and let the signal slide

Open your heart and smile

for just a little while

no need to pull that face

gravity is grace

Always I’m before you

and always after too

the cards that have been dealt out

are learning how to move

Turning in somersaults

through accidental faults

ours not to reason why

just watch the colours fly

I’m reeling with this feeling

no ceiling, no revealing

wherever currents go

they already know

Precious little time

like sugar in the tide

distances and time

are folding up inside

The wind takes all the leaves

and then it takes me

the parts we have to play

just laugh and drift away

I cannot help but laugh

at the broken math

of why becoming how

and here becoming now

Rock Is Dead

 **Rock Is Dead**

The preacher on the television

Selling fear in neon light

Another faded revolution

Trying hard to stay alive

You said the truth would disappear

That every empire cracks with time

Now the amplifiers are screaming

But nobody hears the rhyme

Christianity will vanish

Shrink into the dust of years

You said rock and roll would outlive it

Now both are drowning in their fears

Jesus was all right, maybe

But the crowd just twists the flame

Every saint becomes a product

Every rebel does the same

Oh yeah, rock is dead

Long live hip hop

Buried underneath the vinyl

And the ghosts of boys

The back catalogue keeps feeding

On the corpse it left behind

And now you know it gets you nowhere

Now you know you've gone blind

Oh Yeah, rock is dead

It just gave up

We raise the dead with old nostalgia

But they don't stand up

The emperor has no jacket

And his skin is peeling thin

Every facelift cracked in public

Every anthem fading dim

The radios are poisoned

Static crawling through the halls

Every revolution sponsored

Every outlaw starts to fall

One last line across the mirror

One more stadium goodbye

Everybody wants forever

But everything was born to die

Oh no, rock is dead

Long live the beat

Hip hop rising from the ruins

With bleeding feet

One final shot to numb the silence

One more king without a crown

Another god of youth collapsing

As the curtains tumble down

He left this message for us

Scratched in feedback and decay

All your idols turn to ashes

All your kingdoms fade away

He left this message for us

In the magazines and scars

You can crucify the dreamers

But you can't revive the stars

Oh no, rock is dead

Long live hip hop

Another generation dancing

While the prophets die

And now you know you've gotta face it

Every movement turns to dust

The microphones are rusting over

And the crowd has lost its trust

He left this message for us

He left this message for us

He left this message for us.

Lost in My Mind

**Title: Lost in My Mind**

**Verse 1**

Dying inside, but I’m breathing still

Walking these streets with a broken will

Shadows follow wherever I go

Smiling outside, but they’ll never know

Every night feels the same again

Same dark thoughts, same silent pain

Try to run but I’m stuck in place

Haunted by my own headspace

**Pre-Chorus**

And I scream but it don’t make a sound

Feel like I’m buried six feet in the ground

**Chorus**

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

Crying inside

Lost in my mind

Falling apart

Piece by piece

No way out

No release

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

**Verse 2**

Voices echo, they never fade

Every promise I never made

Looking for light but I’m going blind

Trapped in the maze of my own mind

Days go by but I’m standing still

Fighting a war I can’t seem to kill

Every breath feels like a lie

Living, but I feel like I’ve died

**Pre-Chorus**

And I try but I can’t break free

Feels like this is what I’m meant to be

**Chorus**

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

Crying inside

Lost in my mind

Falling apart

Piece by piece

No way out

No release

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

**Bridge**

If I disappear, would anyone see?

Or am I just what’s left of me?

Screaming loud in the silence deep

Wide awake but I can’t find sleep

Hold on tight but I’m letting go

Down this road that I don’t control

**Final Chorus**

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

Crying inside

Lost in my mind

Breaking tonight

No more disguise

Fading away

Right before your eyes

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

 That mystical love is so much misunderstood

Like fire in the veins, like it’s doing no good

They try to name the feeling, but they never really could

It bends the mind like shadows carved in wood

You see it in the colors when the night turns gold

Hear it in the silence, in the stories never told

It slips between the seconds, too wild to hold

A secret that the universe unfolds

**Chorus**

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A kaleidoscope of truth beneath the hood

It breaks you down to build you like it should

And lifts you far beyond the flesh and blood

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A burning light inside the darkest wood

You lose yourself to find what always stood

A deeper kind of knowing where you could

**Verse 2**

Drifting through dimensions in a liquid sky

Every thought dissolves, every question “why”

You touch the edge of something you can’t deny

A silent scream that teaches you to fly

Faces made of starlight start to breathe and glow

Whispers of eternity begin to flow

You are every place you thought you'd never go

A seed that only cosmic winds can sow

**Chorus**

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A kaleidoscope of truth beneath the hood

It breaks you down to build you like it should

And lifts you far beyond the flesh and blood

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A burning light inside the darkest wood

You lose yourself to find what always stood

A deeper kind of knowing where you could

**Bridge**

Melt into the rhythm of the endless sea

Every form undone, every part set free

What you thought you were is just a memory

You are what you are, and what you’ll always be

Echoes in the void begin to harmonize

Every fear dissolves before your eyes

Truth is not a thing you realize—

It’s the spark behind the great disguise

**Final Chorus**

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

Not something evil, not something just good

It’s the pulse beneath all that ever stood

The hidden root inside the living wood

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

But once you feel it, you know that you should

Let go of everything you thought you could—

And become the fire that always would 🔥

cosmic carousel

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**Cosmic Carousel**

*Verse 1*

Spinning, spinning in the violet air,

Whispers tickle your thoughts, they’re everywhere.

Twist and tumble through the candy sky,

Past the clocks that melt and the stars that sigh.

*Chorus*

Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,

Round and round where secrets dwell.

Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,

Nothing is quite what it seems.

*Verse 2*

Colors tumble, bend, and fold,

Silver rivers of sound, bright and bold.

A little spark whispers, “you are more,”

Not just a shell on the sandy shore.

*Chorus*

Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,

Round and round where secrets dwell.

Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,

Nothing is quite what it seems.

*Bridge*

Let go of the fear, let go of the night,

Jump through the mirrors, step into the light.

Every pebble, every star, every sigh,

Is a wink from the universe as it floats by.

*Verse 3*

You are illusion, you are gleam,

A rolling bubble in a midnight stream.

Yet in the twist of the spinning tune,

You touch the sun, you touch the moon.

*Chorus*

Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,

Round and round where secrets dwell.

Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,

Nothing is quite what it seems.

*Outro*

Spinning, spinning in the violet air,

Whispers tickle your thoughts, they’re everywhere.

Round and round and back again,

The carousel hums, and you ascend.

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painted dream

 **Verse 1**

In the twizzle-twine of tick and tock

Where the star-moths hum and the clocks go soft,

A whisper wriggles through the all—

Not quite a call, not quite a thought.

The zigzag trip to nowhere’s nook,

Through marmalade skies and paper moons,

Is where the nowhere folds itself

Into something that hums a tune.

**Chorus**

Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,

A giggle stitched in the in-between,

Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,

Find your face where the lines forgot—

Round and round where the maybes play,

Nighttime melts into yesterday,

In the hush of the upside view,

The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.

**Verse 2**

Kaleido-knot of fizz and flash,

Spinning sherbet in your head,

Where up is down and down’s a grin,

And the unsaid words are said.

You’re not just bones in a buttoned coat,

Nor a think-thing tied in lace—

You’re a ripple-rattle, a maybe-mote,

In the wobble of every place.

**Chorus**

Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,

A giggle stitched in the in-between,

Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,

Find your face where the lines forgot—

Round and round where the maybes play,

Nighttime melts into yesterday,

In the hush of the upside view,

The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.

**Bridge**

Slip your worries in a teacup crack,

Let them drip to the tulip floor,

For the oddity road goes roundabout

To the place you were before.

Through the jingle-jangle, threadbare bright,

You toddle the edge of the evermore,

Where secrets sit on upside chairs

And knock on an inward door.

**Verse 3**

You’re a perhaps, a mishap, a lantern dream,

A giggle in the cosmic seam,

A flicker-figure, a yes-and-no,

In the maybe-mean between.

So tip your hat to the nonsense breeze,

Let it tangle your name anew—

For the whole wide swirl of the what-is-not

Is quietly dreaming you.

**Final Chorus**

Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,

A giggle stitched in the in-between,

Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,

Find your face where the lines forgot—

Round and round where the maybes play,

Nighttime melts into yesterday,

In the hush of the upside view,

The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.

Journey Through Myself

## **“Journey Through Myself”**

**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**

On a journey to find myself

Trying to change myself

I wish I was someone else

Maybe plastic dreams will help

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**[Verse 1 – wandering, introspective]**

Should I call myself Michael?

Or something wild from the initials of LSD?

Real self, old self, new self — which am I?

Let us reason why

On a journey to change myself

Trying to lose the shadow of yesterday

So I can meet the one who waits

Oh, how I wish I was someone else

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**[Chorus – swirling, hypnotic]**

Finally, I’m with myself

Talking to myself

“How to disappear?” — you’ll never find me

Where am I?

As I look into the sky

Oh my, I’m high, dimensions flowing by

Where am I?

Who am I?

Why am I here?

Why am I there?

Over here, over there

Real self, old self, new self — which am I?

Let us reason why

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**[Verse 2 – dreamlike, psychedelic imagery]**

Floating through colors I can’t name

Echoes of laughter, whispers of flame

The walls bend, the stars revolve

All my questions slowly dissolve

Finally, I’m alone with myself

And I feel a strange, soft peace

I’m at rest

The trip has no end

The mirrors all bend

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**[Chorus – repeat, layered]**

Finally, I’m with myself

Talking to myself

“How to disappear?” — you’ll never find me

Where am I?

As I look into the sky

Oh my, I’m high, dimensions flowing by

Where am I?

Who am I?

Why am I here?

Why am I there?

Over here, over there

Real self, old self, new self — which am I?

Let us reason why

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**[Outro – dissolving, echoing mantra]**

Finally, alone with myself

I’m at peace

I’m at rest

The journey folds in on itself

And I flow…

I flow…

I flow…

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Lyndaleigh

### ✨ *“Lyndaleigh (Cosmic Drift)”* ✨

*(Verse 1)*

Lyndaleigh, Lyndaleigh,

Why are the stars spinning around me?

Lyndaleigh, what are you showing me?

Lyndaleigh, I thought we could float through time, just you and me.

Lyndaleigh, why are you dancing in shadows I can’t see?

*(Pre‑Chorus)*

Lyndaleigh, are you lost in a neon sky?

Do you not feel me when I’m drifting by?

*(Chorus)*

Lyndaleigh, you have

slipped away like light through fingers,

Lyndaleigh, you have

lost me in the cosmic glow.

And I’m floating, I’m floating,

Searching for the you I used to know.

*(Verse 2)*

Lyndaleigh, the echoes of your voice

Bend the air, twist my choice.

I reach for you in a kaleidoscope haze,

But you’re a shimmer, fading in the maze.

Lyndaleigh, why are you playing in the unknown?

Why are your colors never fully shown?

*(Bridge — surreal / trippy)*

The planets spin in your name,

The moons reflect your flame.

I drift, I dissolve,

In this space where we once evolved.

*(Chorus)*

Lyndaleigh, you have

slipped away like light through fingers,

Lyndaleigh, you have

lost me in the cosmic glow.

And I’m floating, I’m floating,

Searching for the you I used to know.

*(Outro — floating dream)*

Lyndaleigh, Lyndaleigh,

Maybe one day you’ll return,

Or maybe I’ll learn

To float alone among the stars,

And keep your name in sparkling scars.

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The Infinite Unseen

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## **“The Infinite Unseen”**

**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**

What is born will die…

What is gathered will disperse…

What is high comes low…

Collapse, dissolve, flow…

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**[Verse 1 – surreal imagery]**

No words can tell it,

No sound can reach it,

No example points the way.

Nothing touches it,

Nothing names it,

No one shows it to the day.

Knowledge doesn’t harm it,

Naivety doesn’t help,

In its stillness

Nothing can be removed,

Nothing can be added.

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**[Chorus – mantra-like, hypnotic]**

It has never been born,

It has never died,

Never ended, never stared.

Never free, never deceived,

Never existed, never nonexisted.

No limits at all… no limits at all…

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**[Verse 2 – flowing, cosmic drift]**

What has been built up

Will crumble into dust.

What has been accumulated

Will vanish into rust.

The mountains fall, the oceans fade,

The stars collapse in silent parade.

All things high are brought down low,

All streams of being endlessly flow.

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**[Bridge – abstract, hallucinatory]**

Infinite mirrors

Reflecting nothing and everything,

Shadows of shadows

Where time does not cling.

The unseen whispers

Through corridors of space,

A song with no sound,

A face with no face.

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**[Chorus – repeat, layered]**

It has never been born,

It has never died,

Never ended, never stared.

Never free, never deceived,

Never existed, never nonexisted.

No limits at all… no limits at all…

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**[Outro – dissolving, echoing]**

Born and dying,

Gathered and dispersed,

Accumulated, exhausted,

Built up, collapsed,

High and low,

All dissolves…

All flows…

All fades into the infinite unseen…

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What is born will die 

What has been gathered will be dispersed, 

What has been accumulated will be exhausted, 

What has been built up will collapse, 

And what has been high will be brought low. 

no words can describe it 

no words can explain what it is 

no example can point to it 

nothing can find it 

no one could show you it 

knowledge does not make it worse

naivety does not make it better

in this there is not a thing to be removed or not a thing  to be added 

it has never been born it has never died 

 it has never ended it has never stared 

it has never been free 

it has never been decived

it has never existed 

it has never nonexisted 

it has no limits at all 

 What is born will die What has been gathered will be dispersed, What has been accumulated will be exhausted, What has been built up will collapse, And what has been high will be brought low. no words can describe it no words can explain what it is no example can point to it nothing can find it no one could show you it knowledge does not make it worse naivety does not make it better in this there is not a thing to be removed or not a thing to be added it has never been born it has never died it has never ended it has never started it has never been free it has never been deceived it has never existed it has never nonexistent

Neon Mind

 "Neon Mind

*Verse 1:*  

LSD turn me on,  

All my friends are seeing tracers,  

Flashing neon signs,  

Laser rainbow lights in the skylines,  

Looking like phaser beams,  

In a kaleidoscope dream.  

*Chorus:*  

There are many colours in my head,  

Spinning round, they never end,  

Every thought a technicolor thread,  

Waves of light, floating instead.  

*Verse 2:*  

I’m lost in the spectrum of sound,  

Gravity’s fading, I’m not bound,  

I see the universe expand,  

Fingers tracing light in the sand,  

A thousand visions at my feet,  

Each one a beat, each one a leap.  

*Chorus:*  

There are many colours in my head,  

Spinning round, they never end,  

Every thought a technicolor thread,  

Waves of light, floating instead.  

*Bridge:*  

Electric, electric, the pulse in the air,  

My mind’s exploding, I’m everywhere,  

Neon rivers, flowing through,  

I’m a particle of light, breaking through.  

*Chorus:*  

There are many colours in my head,  

Spinning round, they never end,  

Every thought a technicolor thread,  

Waves of light, floating instead.  

*Outro:*  

LSD turn me on,  

I’m living in a neon dawn,  

Tracers following me all around,  

In this world of light, I’m unbound.

Chasing dreams in a fleeting game

*Two sides of a paper moon,*  

*Floating softly, drifting soon.*  

*Where the shadows dance and play,*  

*Lines are drawn, but they slip away.*

*(gentle strumming, soft pauses)*

*Faces smiling, faces frown,*  

*In a world that spins around.*  

*Laughter echoes, tears will flow,*  

*What’s the difference? Who can know?*

*(pause, ethereal sounds)*

*Up in the sky, the clouds collide,*  

*While down below, the rivers slide.*  

*We’re all the same, yet worlds apart,*  

*Two hearts beating, one broken heart.*

**(Chorus)**  

*Us and them, a whispered name,*  

*Chasing dreams in a fleeting game.*  

*Divided lines, we walk the same,*  

*In the dark, we’re all to blame.*

*(soft, introspective melody)*

*Warriors clash, with swords of light,*  

*Fighting shadows in the night.*  

*But who’s the enemy, who’s the friend?*  

*In the end, it all will blend.*

*(short pause, building atmosphere)*

*Time keeps ticking, the sun will rise,*  

*We search for truth, beneath the lies.*  

*Yet every heartbeat feels the same,*  

*In the quiet, we play the game.*

**(Chorus)**  

*Us and them, a whispered name,*  

*Chasing dreams in a fleeting game.*  

*Divided lines, we walk the same,*  

*In the dark, we’re all to blame.*

*(soft fade-out, gentle strum)*

*So take my hand, let’s break the chains,*  

*In this dance of joy and pain.*  

*For in the end, it’s all a dream,*  

*Us and them, just a passing theme.*

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The Great Gig

The Great Gig 

*Floating high, a feather’s flight,*  

*In the clouds, where dreams ignite.*  

*Voices whisper, soft and clear,*  

*Echoes linger, drawing near.*

*(gentle strumming, soft pauses)*

*The sun spills gold, the shadows play,*  

*While laughter dances, then drifts away.*  

*Moments flash, a spark, a sigh,*  

*Where time stands still, and we can fly.*

*(soft, ethereal sounds)*

**(Chorus)**  

*Up above the world so bright,*  

*In the silence of the night.*  

*With every breath, the stars align,*  

*In the great gig, it’s all divine.*

*(pause, gentle picking)*

*Clouds roll in like whispers sweet,*  

*A tapestry beneath my feet.*  

*Every heartbeat, a cosmic tune,*  

*As the night hums a lullaby to the moon.*

*(short pause, then build up)*

*In the chaos, find your way,*  

*Through the mist, where shadows sway.*  

*All that matters fades away,*  

*In the light of a brand-new day.*

**(Chorus)**  

*Up above the world so bright,*  

*In the silence of the night.*  

*With every breath, the stars align,*  

*In the great gig, it’s all divine.*

*(soft, fading outro)*

*So let it be, as it must go,*  

*In the great gig, we’re free to flow.*  

*With every sigh, a new refrain,*  

*In the sky, we’ll meet again.*

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On the Run

On the Run 




*Footsteps echo in a glassy maze,*

*Shapes that flicker, shadows play,*

*Lost and found, I spin around,*

*In circles where no end is found.*




*(pause, scattered strums)*




*Ticket in hand, but nowhere to go,*

*Planes above, they dip down low.*

*A whispered word, then it’s gone,*

*On the run… on the run.*




*(quiet, trailing guitar notes)*




**(Chorus)**

*And I’m spinning, tumbling down,*

*Over fields, through ghostly towns.*

*The sky drops out, I’m falling fast,*

*But the ground just melts to glass.*




*(pause, slow strum)*




*In the distance, engines hum,*

*The race is on, but who has won?*

*Faces blur, then fade away,*

*We run and run and run all day.*




*(choppy, staccato guitar notes)*




**(Bridge)**

*Left and right, the road won’t stay,*

*Shapes dissolve and float away.*

*I laugh, I trip, but there’s no ground,*

*The world is spinning round and round.*




*(soft picking, dreamlike pause)*




**(Chorus)**

*Running, slipping, through the air,*

*Reaching out but there’s nothing there.*

*Lights flash by in threads of red,*

*The path unwinds, the end’s ahead.*




*(pause, echoing guitar)*




*There’s no start and there’s no end,*

*Just circles where the road won’t bend.*

*In a blur, the world spins on,*

*Gone again… on the run.*




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Chromatic Dreams

## **“Chromatic Dreams”**

**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**

Purple lights, violet lights

Scarlet flames, I speak your name

Swirling colors in my brain

All dissolving, all the same

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**[Verse 1 – floating imagery]**

The purple colors spin around

The silence makes a deep, red sound

Blue, black, purple waves collide

Orange and yellow, side by side

Funny fellow in the neon haze

Laughing softly in the maze

Steps are floating, time is slow

Every shadow starts to glow

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**[Chorus – hypnotic, mantra-like]**

Spin, spin, the colors grow

Through the inner cosmic flow

Feel the lights inside your mind

Leave the world you’ve left behind

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**[Verse 2 – surreal expansion]**

Emerald rivers drip on gold

Voices hum but never told

Silver trees bend in the breeze

Floating islands over seas

Crimson sparks ignite the air

Every thought becomes a flare

Shapes that twist and start to blend

No beginning, no clear end

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**[Bridge – layered, dreamy]**

Purple lights, violet lights

Scarlet flames, I speak your name

Blue, black, purple waves

Orange, yellow, funny fellow plays

Gliding through a liquid sky

Laughing stars and wondering why

Every color hums a tone

Every sound becomes your own

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**[Chorus – repeat, fading]**

Spin, spin, the colors grow

Through the inner cosmic flow

Feel the lights inside your mind

Leave the world you’ve left behind

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**[Outro – dissolving echo]**

Purple lights, violet lights

Scarlet flames, I speak your name

Spin and spin and let it go

Floating in the chromatic flow…

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Cosmic Colour Glow

## **Cosmic Colour Glow**

**[Intro – slow, drifting]**

Softly turning, slowly bright

Liquid echoes in the night

Feel the shimmer start to grow

In the cosmic colour glow

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**[Verse 1]**

There's a cosmic colour glow

Everywhere I go

I have found another world it seems

There where the cosmic colours lie

All around me in the night

Like standing in a land of green

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**[Refrain – airy, repeating motif]**

Glow… let it flow…

Through the places we don’t know

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**[Verse 2]**

When the cosmic colour glow

Calls on everyone I know

When the sun sets fire to the sky

And the pleasures drift in air

Flowing through your face and hair

Like a dream that won’t deny

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**[Instrumental Break – (imagine sitar / reverb guitar / backwards effects)]**

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**[Verse 3]**

Crimson rivers softly stream

Through the corners of a dream

Where the silent voices start to sing

Shadows painted bright and strange

Always shifting, never same

Every thought begins to ring

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**[Refrain – extended]**

Glow… let it show…

Everything we never know

Glow… drifting slow…

Where the hidden colours go

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**[Bridge – hazy / surreal]**

Floating shapes of violet light

Melt the edges of the night

Time is folding in between

What is heard and what is seen

Golden whispers touch the air

Nothing solid anywhere

All dissolves and reappears

Far beyond the weight of years

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**[Verse 4]**

There's a cosmic colour glow

In the spaces far below

In the places we have never been

Every sound becomes a wave

Every thought begins to cave

Into something in between

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**[Outro – dissolving / hypnotic]**

There's a cosmic colour glow

Everywhere I go…

Everywhere I go…

Everywhere I go…

Glow… glow… glow…

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