Lost in My Mind

**Title: Lost in My Mind**

**Verse 1**

Dying inside, but I’m breathing still

Walking these streets with a broken will

Shadows follow wherever I go

Smiling outside, but they’ll never know

Every night feels the same again

Same dark thoughts, same silent pain

Try to run but I’m stuck in place

Haunted by my own headspace

**Pre-Chorus**

And I scream but it don’t make a sound

Feel like I’m buried six feet in the ground

**Chorus**

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

Crying inside

Lost in my mind

Falling apart

Piece by piece

No way out

No release

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

**Verse 2**

Voices echo, they never fade

Every promise I never made

Looking for light but I’m going blind

Trapped in the maze of my own mind

Days go by but I’m standing still

Fighting a war I can’t seem to kill

Every breath feels like a lie

Living, but I feel like I’ve died

**Pre-Chorus**

And I try but I can’t break free

Feels like this is what I’m meant to be

**Chorus**

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

Crying inside

Lost in my mind

Falling apart

Piece by piece

No way out

No release

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

**Bridge**

If I disappear, would anyone see?

Or am I just what’s left of me?

Screaming loud in the silence deep

Wide awake but I can’t find sleep

Hold on tight but I’m letting go

Down this road that I don’t control

**Final Chorus**

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

Crying inside

Lost in my mind

Breaking tonight

No more disguise

Fading away

Right before your eyes

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

 That mystical love is so much misunderstood

Like fire in the veins, like it’s doing no good

They try to name the feeling, but they never really could

It bends the mind like shadows carved in wood

You see it in the colors when the night turns gold

Hear it in the silence, in the stories never told

It slips between the seconds, too wild to hold

A secret that the universe unfolds

**Chorus**

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A kaleidoscope of truth beneath the hood

It breaks you down to build you like it should

And lifts you far beyond the flesh and blood

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A burning light inside the darkest wood

You lose yourself to find what always stood

A deeper kind of knowing where you could

**Verse 2**

Drifting through dimensions in a liquid sky

Every thought dissolves, every question “why”

You touch the edge of something you can’t deny

A silent scream that teaches you to fly

Faces made of starlight start to breathe and glow

Whispers of eternity begin to flow

You are every place you thought you'd never go

A seed that only cosmic winds can sow

**Chorus**

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A kaleidoscope of truth beneath the hood

It breaks you down to build you like it should

And lifts you far beyond the flesh and blood

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A burning light inside the darkest wood

You lose yourself to find what always stood

A deeper kind of knowing where you could

**Bridge**

Melt into the rhythm of the endless sea

Every form undone, every part set free

What you thought you were is just a memory

You are what you are, and what you’ll always be

Echoes in the void begin to harmonize

Every fear dissolves before your eyes

Truth is not a thing you realize—

It’s the spark behind the great disguise

**Final Chorus**

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

Not something evil, not something just good

It’s the pulse beneath all that ever stood

The hidden root inside the living wood

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

But once you feel it, you know that you should

Let go of everything you thought you could—

And become the fire that always would 🔥

cosmic carousel

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**Cosmic Carousel**

*Verse 1*

Spinning, spinning in the violet air,

Whispers tickle your thoughts, they’re everywhere.

Twist and tumble through the candy sky,

Past the clocks that melt and the stars that sigh.

*Chorus*

Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,

Round and round where secrets dwell.

Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,

Nothing is quite what it seems.

*Verse 2*

Colors tumble, bend, and fold,

Silver rivers of sound, bright and bold.

A little spark whispers, “you are more,”

Not just a shell on the sandy shore.

*Chorus*

Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,

Round and round where secrets dwell.

Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,

Nothing is quite what it seems.

*Bridge*

Let go of the fear, let go of the night,

Jump through the mirrors, step into the light.

Every pebble, every star, every sigh,

Is a wink from the universe as it floats by.

*Verse 3*

You are illusion, you are gleam,

A rolling bubble in a midnight stream.

Yet in the twist of the spinning tune,

You touch the sun, you touch the moon.

*Chorus*

Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,

Round and round where secrets dwell.

Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,

Nothing is quite what it seems.

*Outro*

Spinning, spinning in the violet air,

Whispers tickle your thoughts, they’re everywhere.

Round and round and back again,

The carousel hums, and you ascend.

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painted dream

 **Verse 1**

In the twizzle-twine of tick and tock

Where the star-moths hum and the clocks go soft,

A whisper wriggles through the all—

Not quite a call, not quite a thought.

The zigzag trip to nowhere’s nook,

Through marmalade skies and paper moons,

Is where the nowhere folds itself

Into something that hums a tune.

**Chorus**

Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,

A giggle stitched in the in-between,

Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,

Find your face where the lines forgot—

Round and round where the maybes play,

Nighttime melts into yesterday,

In the hush of the upside view,

The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.

**Verse 2**

Kaleido-knot of fizz and flash,

Spinning sherbet in your head,

Where up is down and down’s a grin,

And the unsaid words are said.

You’re not just bones in a buttoned coat,

Nor a think-thing tied in lace—

You’re a ripple-rattle, a maybe-mote,

In the wobble of every place.

**Chorus**

Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,

A giggle stitched in the in-between,

Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,

Find your face where the lines forgot—

Round and round where the maybes play,

Nighttime melts into yesterday,

In the hush of the upside view,

The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.

**Bridge**

Slip your worries in a teacup crack,

Let them drip to the tulip floor,

For the oddity road goes roundabout

To the place you were before.

Through the jingle-jangle, threadbare bright,

You toddle the edge of the evermore,

Where secrets sit on upside chairs

And knock on an inward door.

**Verse 3**

You’re a perhaps, a mishap, a lantern dream,

A giggle in the cosmic seam,

A flicker-figure, a yes-and-no,

In the maybe-mean between.

So tip your hat to the nonsense breeze,

Let it tangle your name anew—

For the whole wide swirl of the what-is-not

Is quietly dreaming you.

**Final Chorus**

Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,

A giggle stitched in the in-between,

Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,

Find your face where the lines forgot—

Round and round where the maybes play,

Nighttime melts into yesterday,

In the hush of the upside view,

The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.

Journey Through Myself

## **“Journey Through Myself”**

**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**

On a journey to find myself

Trying to change myself

I wish I was someone else

Maybe plastic dreams will help

---

**[Verse 1 – wandering, introspective]**

Should I call myself Michael?

Or something wild from the initials of LSD?

Real self, old self, new self — which am I?

Let us reason why

On a journey to change myself

Trying to lose the shadow of yesterday

So I can meet the one who waits

Oh, how I wish I was someone else

---

**[Chorus – swirling, hypnotic]**

Finally, I’m with myself

Talking to myself

“How to disappear?” — you’ll never find me

Where am I?

As I look into the sky

Oh my, I’m high, dimensions flowing by

Where am I?

Who am I?

Why am I here?

Why am I there?

Over here, over there

Real self, old self, new self — which am I?

Let us reason why

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**[Verse 2 – dreamlike, psychedelic imagery]**

Floating through colors I can’t name

Echoes of laughter, whispers of flame

The walls bend, the stars revolve

All my questions slowly dissolve

Finally, I’m alone with myself

And I feel a strange, soft peace

I’m at rest

The trip has no end

The mirrors all bend

---

**[Chorus – repeat, layered]**

Finally, I’m with myself

Talking to myself

“How to disappear?” — you’ll never find me

Where am I?

As I look into the sky

Oh my, I’m high, dimensions flowing by

Where am I?

Who am I?

Why am I here?

Why am I there?

Over here, over there

Real self, old self, new self — which am I?

Let us reason why

---

**[Outro – dissolving, echoing mantra]**

Finally, alone with myself

I’m at peace

I’m at rest

The journey folds in on itself

And I flow…

I flow…

I flow…

---

Lyndaleigh

### ✨ *“Lyndaleigh (Cosmic Drift)”* ✨

*(Verse 1)*

Lyndaleigh, Lyndaleigh,

Why are the stars spinning around me?

Lyndaleigh, what are you showing me?

Lyndaleigh, I thought we could float through time, just you and me.

Lyndaleigh, why are you dancing in shadows I can’t see?

*(Pre‑Chorus)*

Lyndaleigh, are you lost in a neon sky?

Do you not feel me when I’m drifting by?

*(Chorus)*

Lyndaleigh, you have

slipped away like light through fingers,

Lyndaleigh, you have

lost me in the cosmic glow.

And I’m floating, I’m floating,

Searching for the you I used to know.

*(Verse 2)*

Lyndaleigh, the echoes of your voice

Bend the air, twist my choice.

I reach for you in a kaleidoscope haze,

But you’re a shimmer, fading in the maze.

Lyndaleigh, why are you playing in the unknown?

Why are your colors never fully shown?

*(Bridge — surreal / trippy)*

The planets spin in your name,

The moons reflect your flame.

I drift, I dissolve,

In this space where we once evolved.

*(Chorus)*

Lyndaleigh, you have

slipped away like light through fingers,

Lyndaleigh, you have

lost me in the cosmic glow.

And I’m floating, I’m floating,

Searching for the you I used to know.

*(Outro — floating dream)*

Lyndaleigh, Lyndaleigh,

Maybe one day you’ll return,

Or maybe I’ll learn

To float alone among the stars,

And keep your name in sparkling scars.

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The Infinite Unseen

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## **“The Infinite Unseen”**

**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**

What is born will die…

What is gathered will disperse…

What is high comes low…

Collapse, dissolve, flow…

---

**[Verse 1 – surreal imagery]**

No words can tell it,

No sound can reach it,

No example points the way.

Nothing touches it,

Nothing names it,

No one shows it to the day.

Knowledge doesn’t harm it,

Naivety doesn’t help,

In its stillness

Nothing can be removed,

Nothing can be added.

---

**[Chorus – mantra-like, hypnotic]**

It has never been born,

It has never died,

Never ended, never stared.

Never free, never deceived,

Never existed, never nonexisted.

No limits at all… no limits at all…

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**[Verse 2 – flowing, cosmic drift]**

What has been built up

Will crumble into dust.

What has been accumulated

Will vanish into rust.

The mountains fall, the oceans fade,

The stars collapse in silent parade.

All things high are brought down low,

All streams of being endlessly flow.

---

**[Bridge – abstract, hallucinatory]**

Infinite mirrors

Reflecting nothing and everything,

Shadows of shadows

Where time does not cling.

The unseen whispers

Through corridors of space,

A song with no sound,

A face with no face.

---

**[Chorus – repeat, layered]**

It has never been born,

It has never died,

Never ended, never stared.

Never free, never deceived,

Never existed, never nonexisted.

No limits at all… no limits at all…

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**[Outro – dissolving, echoing]**

Born and dying,

Gathered and dispersed,

Accumulated, exhausted,

Built up, collapsed,

High and low,

All dissolves…

All flows…

All fades into the infinite unseen…

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What is born will die 

What has been gathered will be dispersed, 

What has been accumulated will be exhausted, 

What has been built up will collapse, 

And what has been high will be brought low. 

no words can describe it 

no words can explain what it is 

no example can point to it 

nothing can find it 

no one could show you it 

knowledge does not make it worse

naivety does not make it better

in this there is not a thing to be removed or not a thing  to be added 

it has never been born it has never died 

 it has never ended it has never stared 

it has never been free 

it has never been decived

it has never existed 

it has never nonexisted 

it has no limits at all 

 What is born will die What has been gathered will be dispersed, What has been accumulated will be exhausted, What has been built up will collapse, And what has been high will be brought low. no words can describe it no words can explain what it is no example can point to it nothing can find it no one could show you it knowledge does not make it worse naivety does not make it better in this there is not a thing to be removed or not a thing to be added it has never been born it has never died it has never ended it has never started it has never been free it has never been deceived it has never existed it has never nonexistent

Neon Mind

 "Neon Mind

*Verse 1:*  

LSD turn me on,  

All my friends are seeing tracers,  

Flashing neon signs,  

Laser rainbow lights in the skylines,  

Looking like phaser beams,  

In a kaleidoscope dream.  

*Chorus:*  

There are many colours in my head,  

Spinning round, they never end,  

Every thought a technicolor thread,  

Waves of light, floating instead.  

*Verse 2:*  

I’m lost in the spectrum of sound,  

Gravity’s fading, I’m not bound,  

I see the universe expand,  

Fingers tracing light in the sand,  

A thousand visions at my feet,  

Each one a beat, each one a leap.  

*Chorus:*  

There are many colours in my head,  

Spinning round, they never end,  

Every thought a technicolor thread,  

Waves of light, floating instead.  

*Bridge:*  

Electric, electric, the pulse in the air,  

My mind’s exploding, I’m everywhere,  

Neon rivers, flowing through,  

I’m a particle of light, breaking through.  

*Chorus:*  

There are many colours in my head,  

Spinning round, they never end,  

Every thought a technicolor thread,  

Waves of light, floating instead.  

*Outro:*  

LSD turn me on,  

I’m living in a neon dawn,  

Tracers following me all around,  

In this world of light, I’m unbound.

Chasing dreams in a fleeting game

*Two sides of a paper moon,*  

*Floating softly, drifting soon.*  

*Where the shadows dance and play,*  

*Lines are drawn, but they slip away.*

*(gentle strumming, soft pauses)*

*Faces smiling, faces frown,*  

*In a world that spins around.*  

*Laughter echoes, tears will flow,*  

*What’s the difference? Who can know?*

*(pause, ethereal sounds)*

*Up in the sky, the clouds collide,*  

*While down below, the rivers slide.*  

*We’re all the same, yet worlds apart,*  

*Two hearts beating, one broken heart.*

**(Chorus)**  

*Us and them, a whispered name,*  

*Chasing dreams in a fleeting game.*  

*Divided lines, we walk the same,*  

*In the dark, we’re all to blame.*

*(soft, introspective melody)*

*Warriors clash, with swords of light,*  

*Fighting shadows in the night.*  

*But who’s the enemy, who’s the friend?*  

*In the end, it all will blend.*

*(short pause, building atmosphere)*

*Time keeps ticking, the sun will rise,*  

*We search for truth, beneath the lies.*  

*Yet every heartbeat feels the same,*  

*In the quiet, we play the game.*

**(Chorus)**  

*Us and them, a whispered name,*  

*Chasing dreams in a fleeting game.*  

*Divided lines, we walk the same,*  

*In the dark, we’re all to blame.*

*(soft fade-out, gentle strum)*

*So take my hand, let’s break the chains,*  

*In this dance of joy and pain.*  

*For in the end, it’s all a dream,*  

*Us and them, just a passing theme.*

---

The Great Gig

The Great Gig 

*Floating high, a feather’s flight,*  

*In the clouds, where dreams ignite.*  

*Voices whisper, soft and clear,*  

*Echoes linger, drawing near.*

*(gentle strumming, soft pauses)*

*The sun spills gold, the shadows play,*  

*While laughter dances, then drifts away.*  

*Moments flash, a spark, a sigh,*  

*Where time stands still, and we can fly.*

*(soft, ethereal sounds)*

**(Chorus)**  

*Up above the world so bright,*  

*In the silence of the night.*  

*With every breath, the stars align,*  

*In the great gig, it’s all divine.*

*(pause, gentle picking)*

*Clouds roll in like whispers sweet,*  

*A tapestry beneath my feet.*  

*Every heartbeat, a cosmic tune,*  

*As the night hums a lullaby to the moon.*

*(short pause, then build up)*

*In the chaos, find your way,*  

*Through the mist, where shadows sway.*  

*All that matters fades away,*  

*In the light of a brand-new day.*

**(Chorus)**  

*Up above the world so bright,*  

*In the silence of the night.*  

*With every breath, the stars align,*  

*In the great gig, it’s all divine.*

*(soft, fading outro)*

*So let it be, as it must go,*  

*In the great gig, we’re free to flow.*  

*With every sigh, a new refrain,*  

*In the sky, we’ll meet again.*

---

On the Run

On the Run 




*Footsteps echo in a glassy maze,*

*Shapes that flicker, shadows play,*

*Lost and found, I spin around,*

*In circles where no end is found.*




*(pause, scattered strums)*




*Ticket in hand, but nowhere to go,*

*Planes above, they dip down low.*

*A whispered word, then it’s gone,*

*On the run… on the run.*




*(quiet, trailing guitar notes)*




**(Chorus)**

*And I’m spinning, tumbling down,*

*Over fields, through ghostly towns.*

*The sky drops out, I’m falling fast,*

*But the ground just melts to glass.*




*(pause, slow strum)*




*In the distance, engines hum,*

*The race is on, but who has won?*

*Faces blur, then fade away,*

*We run and run and run all day.*




*(choppy, staccato guitar notes)*




**(Bridge)**

*Left and right, the road won’t stay,*

*Shapes dissolve and float away.*

*I laugh, I trip, but there’s no ground,*

*The world is spinning round and round.*




*(soft picking, dreamlike pause)*




**(Chorus)**

*Running, slipping, through the air,*

*Reaching out but there’s nothing there.*

*Lights flash by in threads of red,*

*The path unwinds, the end’s ahead.*




*(pause, echoing guitar)*




*There’s no start and there’s no end,*

*Just circles where the road won’t bend.*

*In a blur, the world spins on,*

*Gone again… on the run.*




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Chromatic Dreams

## **“Chromatic Dreams”**

**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**

Purple lights, violet lights

Scarlet flames, I speak your name

Swirling colors in my brain

All dissolving, all the same

---

**[Verse 1 – floating imagery]**

The purple colors spin around

The silence makes a deep, red sound

Blue, black, purple waves collide

Orange and yellow, side by side

Funny fellow in the neon haze

Laughing softly in the maze

Steps are floating, time is slow

Every shadow starts to glow

---

**[Chorus – hypnotic, mantra-like]**

Spin, spin, the colors grow

Through the inner cosmic flow

Feel the lights inside your mind

Leave the world you’ve left behind

---

**[Verse 2 – surreal expansion]**

Emerald rivers drip on gold

Voices hum but never told

Silver trees bend in the breeze

Floating islands over seas

Crimson sparks ignite the air

Every thought becomes a flare

Shapes that twist and start to blend

No beginning, no clear end

---

**[Bridge – layered, dreamy]**

Purple lights, violet lights

Scarlet flames, I speak your name

Blue, black, purple waves

Orange, yellow, funny fellow plays

Gliding through a liquid sky

Laughing stars and wondering why

Every color hums a tone

Every sound becomes your own

---

**[Chorus – repeat, fading]**

Spin, spin, the colors grow

Through the inner cosmic flow

Feel the lights inside your mind

Leave the world you’ve left behind

---

**[Outro – dissolving echo]**

Purple lights, violet lights

Scarlet flames, I speak your name

Spin and spin and let it go

Floating in the chromatic flow…

---

Cosmic Colour Glow

## **Cosmic Colour Glow**

**[Intro – slow, drifting]**

Softly turning, slowly bright

Liquid echoes in the night

Feel the shimmer start to grow

In the cosmic colour glow

---

**[Verse 1]**

There's a cosmic colour glow

Everywhere I go

I have found another world it seems

There where the cosmic colours lie

All around me in the night

Like standing in a land of green

---

**[Refrain – airy, repeating motif]**

Glow… let it flow…

Through the places we don’t know

---

**[Verse 2]**

When the cosmic colour glow

Calls on everyone I know

When the sun sets fire to the sky

And the pleasures drift in air

Flowing through your face and hair

Like a dream that won’t deny

---

**[Instrumental Break – (imagine sitar / reverb guitar / backwards effects)]**

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**[Verse 3]**

Crimson rivers softly stream

Through the corners of a dream

Where the silent voices start to sing

Shadows painted bright and strange

Always shifting, never same

Every thought begins to ring

---

**[Refrain – extended]**

Glow… let it show…

Everything we never know

Glow… drifting slow…

Where the hidden colours go

---

**[Bridge – hazy / surreal]**

Floating shapes of violet light

Melt the edges of the night

Time is folding in between

What is heard and what is seen

Golden whispers touch the air

Nothing solid anywhere

All dissolves and reappears

Far beyond the weight of years

---

**[Verse 4]**

There's a cosmic colour glow

In the spaces far below

In the places we have never been

Every sound becomes a wave

Every thought begins to cave

Into something in between

---

**[Outro – dissolving / hypnotic]**

There's a cosmic colour glow

Everywhere I go…

Everywhere I go…

Everywhere I go…

Glow… glow… glow…

---

Carousel of the Cloud-Eaters

## **“Carousel of the Cloud-Eaters”**

**[Spoken Intro – loose, dreamy]**

Spin the lantern, don’t let it land

There’s a staircase drawn in sand

Someone whispered, “not this way”

But the floor just floated anyway

---

**[Section I – tumbling rhythm]**

Crack the sky like sugared glass

Let the silver lizards pass

Tiptoe through a velvet hive

Count the clocks that stay alive

Tripwire moonbeams start to sing

Buttons grow on everything

Paper horses gently shout

“Turn yourself and turn about”

---

**[Break – sudden drop / minimal]**

hush now—

the ceiling’s breathing

---

**[Section II – rising, chant-like]**

Up the spiral, down the well

Ring the softly melting bell

Feathered footsteps lose their sound

Circles square and squares go round

Hey now, carry what you can’t

Fold it in a sideways chant

Every maybe, every might

Glows a little in the night

---

**[Hook – repeating, hypnotic but not a chorus]**

Roll me through the painted tide

Let the colours be my guide

Close the map and slip inside

There’s no edge on this ride

---

**[Section III – playful / absurd imagery]**

Teacups chatter, spoons take flight

Dancing forks in boots too tight

Marble kings with jelly crowns

Trade their thrones for upside-downs

A laughing door without a wall

Opens wide but not at all

Candles drip in reverse rain

Lighting shadows just the same

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**[Bridge – stretched, dreamy drift]**

Was it me or was it you

Or the echo passing through

All the names we never said

Sleeping lightly in our head

Drift a while, don’t ask why

Watch the ground forget the sky

Every step a soft disguise

For the truth that never tries

---

**[Hook – variation]**

Roll me through the painted tide

Let the colours be my guide

Tie the moment open wide

There’s no edge on this ride

---

**[Section IV – rhythmic, almost marching but unstable]**

Tick-tock, the jelly clock bends

Forward falling never ends

One step left and two steps through

Every path divides in two

Lantern fish in treetop seas

Hum in tangled harmonies

Catch a thought and let it go

Watch it bloom and overflow

---

**[Outro – dissolving / cyclical feel]**

Spin the lantern, let it fall

Wasn’t there a floor at all?

Someone laughs behind your name

Nothing leaves the way it came

Roll me through…

roll me through…

roll me through the painted tide…

---

Ticket to Fly

**“Ticket to Fly”**

I think I'm gonna get high

i think it's today yeah

All the things she said are blowing away yeah

Morning light hits different now

No weight pulling me down

All the noise fades into clouds

Feet don’t even touch the ground

I was stuck in yesterday

Running circles in my mind

Now it’s drifting far away

Leaving all that behind

**Chorus**

I’ve got a ticket to fly

And I’m feeling alive

Got the wind at my back

And the sun in my eyes

I’ve got a ticket to fly

No more tears left to cry

Every mile that I go

Lifts me higher inside

Breathing in a clearer view

Sky is open wide

Every thought I outgrew

Falling off with the tide

Nothing heavy left to hold

Nothing left to prove

Just a story being told

In the way I move

**Chorus**

I’ve got a ticket to fly

And I’m feeling alive

Got the wind at my back

And the sun in my eyes

I’ve got a ticket to fly

No more tears left to cry

Every mile that I go

Lifts me higher inside

Floating past the doubt and pain

Let it all release

In this moment I remain

Somewhere close to peace

I think I'm gonna get high

i think it's today yeah

All the things she said are blowing away yeah

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killer teddy bears

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killer teddy bears

(Verse 1)
A wasted and destroyed landscape
Twisting under acid skies
Shadows crawl and colors scrape
Where the empty laughter lies

Screening dancing killer teddy bears
Won’t let me in, won’t let me breathe
Their stitched-up faces leer and stare
And I can’t find the door to leave

(Chorus – trippy, hypnotic)
And now I know it’s never gonna begin
The walls are bleeding, spinning, wearing thin
The monkey cuts his tongue with a razor blade
As the writing on the wall starts to fade… no, starts to bleed

(Verse 2)
Clock hands drip like melting wax
The floor folds under every step
Eyes appear in the ceiling cracks
Every corner holding death

Candles scream with violet tongues
Paper moons shatter in my head
Silver ants march with broken drums
Leading me to the things I dread

(Chorus)
And now I know it’s never gonna begin
The walls are bleeding, spinning, wearing thin
The monkey cuts his tongue with a razor blade
As the writing on the wall starts to bleed

(Bridge – jagged, chaotic, almost spoken)
I reach for a window that isn’t there
The teddy bears grin and tear
Colors twist like broken dreams
Nothing is quite what it seems

(Verse 3)
My hands are floating, not my own
The air is heavy, the ground has grown
Rivers of crimson, violet skies
Mirror cracks reflecting lies

And I can’t escape, I can’t rewind
This labyrinth is in my mind
Every step just pulls me through
To a trip I never wanted to

(Chorus – final, screaming)
And now I know it’s never gonna begin
The walls are bleeding, spinning, wearing thin
The monkey cuts his tongue with a razor blade
As the writing on the wall starts to bleed

(Outro – whispered, fading)
Destroyed landscape, twisted view
The trip is over… but it’s still in you

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Distorted View of Red and Blue

Distorted View of Red and Blue**

*(Verse 1)*

Spinning circles on the carpet floor

Whispers crawling through the door

Glass eyes flicker, shadows bend

Time dissolves, it has no end

Candles drip in crooked lines

Rivers hum in electric signs

I float between the walls and sky

Laughing at the reason why

*(Chorus)*

Mind revealing, soul receiving

I can see myself from the ceiling

As I'm dreaming this feeling

An altered state of perception

A distorted view of red and blue

Purple, it’s you

Purple light, violet night

*(Verse 2)*

Tangerine clouds and lemon rain

Tickle softly at my brain

Paper moons spin out of tune

Singing softly to the silver spoon

Velvet rivers twist and slide

Every thought is a butterfly

I hold the sky inside my hand

And watch it slip into the sand

*(Chorus)*

Mind revealing, soul receiving

I can see myself from the ceiling

As I'm dreaming this feeling

An altered state of perception

A distorted view of red and blue

Purple, it’s you

Purple light, violet night

*(Bridge – trippy, spoken/sung)*

Colors melt and bend and bloom

Faces fold inside the room

Echoes of a jellyfish sky

Blinking at the corners of my eye

*(Verse 3)*

Silver ants march up the wall

The shadows tumble, rise, and fall

Every note a golden thread

Weaving patterns in my head

Floating sideways through the sound

Gravity has lost its ground

Time drifts lazy, slow and new

As I’m tangled in the purple hue

*(Chorus – repeat, swelling)*

Mind revealing, soul receiving

I can see myself from the ceiling

As I'm dreaming this feeling

An altered state of perception

A distorted view of red and blue

Purple, it’s you

Purple light, violet night

*(Outro – whispering, fading)*

Red and blue, twist and turn

Purple light, I’ll never learn

Violet night, take me through

The distorted view of you…

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I Give Up

**I Give Up**

*(Verse 1)*

I give up on Jesus, I give up on God

I’ve been climbing mountains made of sand and sod

I’ve been looking for answers, they’re nowhere to be found

All the voices I hear just keep running me down

I give up on this life, can’t carry the weight

Every road I take just leads to the gate

The system is laughing, it’s choking my mind

I’ve been punching the air and I’m running out of time

*(Chorus)*

I give up! I give up!

No light in the night, no stars in my sky

I give up! I give up!

All the reasons I knew just passed me by

*(Verse 2)*

I give up on who I am, who I thought I could be

Every mirror I see just betrays me

I’ve been chasing shadows, I’ve been chasing lies

I’ve been swallowing fire and spitting out cries

I give up on trying to find out why

All the questions I asked just make me sigh

The walls are closing, the sky’s turning gray

I’ve been screaming to heaven, it’s fading away

*(Chorus)*

I give up! I give up!

No light in the night, no stars in my sky

I give up! I give up!

All the reasons I knew just passed me by

*(Bridge – raw, spoken)*

I’ve been holding on, I’ve been falling apart

Every beat of my heart feels like a broken dart

The world keeps spinning, it doesn’t care

I’m bleeding inside, but nobody’s there

*(Verse 3)*

I give up on laughter, I give up on love

I’ve been crawling through the dirt, the sky above

I give up on freedom, I give up on dreams

Life isn’t as kind as it once seemed

I give up on fighting, I give up on pain

I’ve been dancing in circles in the pouring rain

I give up on hope, I give up on fear

All that I wanted has disappeared

*(Chorus – shout it out, build fury)*

I give up! I give up!

No light in the night, no stars in my sky

I give up! I give up!

All the reasons I knew just passed me by

*(Outro – quiet, bitter, drawn out)*

I give up… I give up…

I give up… on everything…

I give up…

I give up…

I give up on Jesus

I give up on God

I give up…

I give up on this life

I give up…

I can’t carry on no more

I can’t fight the system no more

All the walls are closing in

All the doors are locked again

I give up!

I give up!

I give up on who I am!

I give up!

I give up!

I give up on trying to find out why!

I gave my heart

I gave my hope

I ran and ran, I couldn’t cope

The sky is grey

The streets are cold

Everything I touch turns old

I can’t carry on no more

I can’t fight the system no more

All the noise is in my head

All the dreams are hanging dead

I give up!

I give up!

I give up on who I am!

I give up!

I give up!

I give up on trying to find out why!

Why? Why? Why?

The world’s a cage and I’m the bird

Flying blind and never heard

I gave it all and it’s not enough

I gave it all, I give up…

I give up!

I give up!

I give up on who I am!

I give up!

I give up!

I give up on trying to find out why!

I give up…

I give up…

I give up…

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No Smoke, No Hope

**No Smoke, No Hope**

*(Verse 1)*

I can’t cope, I’ve lost all hope

Got dope to smoke but I don’t care

Ash on the floor, staring at the door

Wondering why it’s never fair

Hands shaking, head breaking

Nothing left inside my head

Smoke was my friend, it never stayed

Now it’s just a ghost instead

*(Chorus)*

No smoke tonight!

No green light!

Just the ceiling and the pain!

No smoke tonight!

No comfort in sight!

Only silence in my brain!

*(Verse 2)*

It’s not fair when you’re in despair

And nobody’s anywhere

No will, no spare time to feel

Just emptiness in the air

Mind racing, heart pacing

Every minute twice as long

Used to drown it in the haze

Now the silence screams a song

*(Chorus)*

No smoke tonight!

No green light!

Just the ceiling and the pain!

No smoke tonight!

No comfort in sight!

Only silence in my brain!

*(Bridge – fast, jagged)*

Cold room, slow doom

Nothing moving in my head

Throw it away, face the day

Even if it isn’t fair!

Even if it isn’t fair!

*(Verse 3)*

I can’t cope, I’ve lost all hope

Got dope to smoke but I won’t care

Throw it away, face the day

Even if it isn’t fair

Somewhere past the shaking

Past the hollow in my chest

There’s a quiet little whisper

Saying maybe this is best

*(Chorus – repeat, shout it out)*

No smoke tonight!

No green light!

Just the ceiling and the pain!

No smoke tonight!

No comfort in sight!

Only silence in my brain!

---

Violet Light, Purple Light

Violet Light, Purple Light

Violet light, purple light
Spilling through the ceiling tonight
Dripping down the painted air
Turning shadows into squares

Purple light, violet glow
Whispers where the day can’t go
Laughing in a silver chair
Floating in electric hair

Spin the moon like a vinyl plate
Let the starlight oscillate
Candy clouds and marmalade skies
Blinking through your butterfly eyes

Violet light, purple stream
Running softly through the dream
Tapping on a crystal door
Where the clocks don’t tick anymore

Purple light, violet flame
Calling every hidden name
Pebbles dancing in your shoe
Planets painted cobalt blue

Ride the ripple of a sigh
Watch the paper pigeons fly
Fold the night into a kite
Tie it to the violet light

Purple rivers hum and glide
Tiny galaxies inside
Teacups spinning round the sun
Counting backwards just for fun

Violet light, purple rain
Washing softly through the brain
Jellyfish of neon green
Swimming through the tangerine

Close your eyes and you might see
A ladder growing from a tree
Climb it past the lemon sky
Wave goodbye as you drift by

Violet light, purple sea
Sailing through your reverie
Silver laughter in the breeze
Buzzing softly through the trees

Purple light, violet tide
Rolling gently side to side
Dream machines begin to start
Painting circles in your heart

Violet light… purple light…
Everything is soft tonight.

Purple Mountains

**Purple Mountains**

**Verse 1**

Purple mountains, amber sky

Waves of sound flowing by

Rolling Stone, drifting free

Native American spirit guiding me

Mystic wisdom in the breeze

Whispering through the swaying trees

Colors shimmer, twist, and bend

Journey through a world that has no end

**Chorus**

Purple mountains, amber sky

Close your eyes, let your mind fly

Waves of sound, the river calls

Mystic visions through cosmic halls

**Verse 2**

Rolling Stone, hear the song

Ancient echoes moving strong

Native drums beat under moonlight

Guiding souls through the endless night

Mystic wisdom, secrets unfold

Stories of the young and old

Waves of sound, a sacred trance

In this kaleidoscope, we dance

**Chorus**

Purple mountains, amber sky

Close your eyes, let your mind fly

Waves of sound, the river calls

Mystic visions through cosmic halls

**Bridge**

Floating on a prism tide

Time dissolves, worlds collide

Colors drip from every tree

Native chants set the spirit free

**Chorus / Outro**

Purple mountains, amber sky

Close your eyes, let your mind fly

Waves of sound, the river calls

Mystic visions through cosmic halls

---

Direct Flight to Neptune

**Direct Flight to Neptune**

**Verse 1**

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope

Pass me a bag full of dope

The beat of my heart is about to dance

As I’m slipping into a trance

A psychedelic vision of the mid-60’s

On a direct flight to Neptune

**Chorus**

Lost in Cyberspace, we die by candlelight

We are healed by the daylight

Just the same as you, just the same as you

Colors bending, everything feels new

**Verse 2**

Stars drip like liquid gold

Time unravels, stories unfold

Neptune’s oceans swirl in electric hues

Galaxies spiral in my mind’s own muse

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope

Every heartbeat a fractal, every thought a scope

Slipping deeper into cosmic hope

**Chorus**

Lost in Cyberspace, we die by candlelight

We are healed by the daylight

Just the same as you, just the same as you

Colors bending, everything feels new

**Bridge**

Tripping through the echoes of neon rain

Mid-60’s visions pulsing in my brain

Floating on a wave that the cosmos made

Slipping through dimensions where the colors fade

A bag full of dope, telescopes, and light

We dance in the stars, lost in the night

**Chorus / Outro**

Lost in Cyberspace, we die by candlelight

We are healed by the daylight

Just the same as you, just the same as you

On a direct flight to Neptune, everything’s true

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope

A psychedelic trance where the mind can elope

---

**Direct Flight to Neptune (Mantra Version)**

**Chant / Verse 1**

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope, stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope, telescope

Pass me a bag full of dope, full of dope

The beat of my heart is about to dance, dance

Slipping into a trance, into a trance

A psychedelic vision of the mid-60’s, mid-60’s

On a direct flight to Neptune, flight to Neptune

Colors melt, the stars all swoon, all swoon

**Chorus / Mantra**

Lost in Cyberspace, lost in Cyberspace

We die by candlelight, we die by candlelight

We are healed by the daylight, healed by the daylight

Just the same as you, just the same as you

**Chant / Verse 2**

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope, stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope, telescope

Every heartbeat a fractal, fractal

Every thought a scope, a scope

Slipping deeper in cosmic hope, cosmic hope

Neptune’s oceans swirl in electric hues, electric hues

Galaxies spiral in my mind’s own muse, own muse

Floating through the light, there’s nothing to lose, nothing to lose

**Chorus / Mantra**

Lost in Cyberspace, lost in Cyberspace

We die by candlelight, we die by candlelight

We are healed by the daylight, healed by the daylight

Just the same as you, just the same as you

**Bridge / Trance**

Bag full of dope, telescopes, and light, light

Dancing in the stars, lost in the night, night

Tripping through echoes of neon rain, neon rain

Mid-60’s visions pulsing in my brain, brain

**Outro / Fade**

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope, stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope, telescope

On a direct flight to Neptune, flight to Neptune

Colors melt, the stars all swoon, all swoon

---

Darth Vader, Space Invader

**Darth Vader, Space Invader**

**Verse 1**

Darth Vader, the space invader

Floating through stars like a neon crusader

Galaxies twist while I drift on the vapor

Mind expanding, reality’s a caper

Cosmic visions in kaleidoscope layers

Lights flicker wild in electric prayers

**Chorus**

Darth Vader, space invader

Riding the waves like a neon crusader

Colors explode, the universe wavers

Lost in the night with my cosmic savior

**Verse 2**

Laser beams cut through shadowed skies

Planets spin like the truth in disguise

Darth Vader, the space invader

Psychedelic dreams make me a crusader

Gravity bends, I’m weightless, I’m stranger

Time loops around in a rainbow danger

**Chorus**

Darth Vader, space invader

Riding the waves like a neon crusader

Colors explode, the universe wavers

Lost in the night with my cosmic savior

**Bridge**

Stars hum songs that vibrate my spine

Echoes of futures that’ll never be mine

Darth Vader, space invader

Pushing the limits, I’m a neon crusader

Mind on fire, perception on fire

Every moment burns higher and higher

**Chorus / Outro**

Darth Vader, space invader

Riding the waves like a neon crusader

Colors explode, the universe wavers

Lost in the night with my cosmic savior

---

Many Colours in My Head

**Many Colours in My Head**

**Verse 1**

In the darkness I can see the sunlight

You like to push the boundaries of your reality

LSD turn me on

All my friends are seeing tracers

Flashing neon signs, laser rainbow lights in the skylines

Looking like phaser beams

**Pre-Chorus**

There are many colours in my head

There are many colours in my head

**Chorus**

I can see the light of the sun in the evening

Shadows bend, everything’s revealing

There are many colours in my head

There are many colours in my head

**Verse 2**

Time distorts, and the walls start breathing

Shapes melt together, nothing deceiving

Rainbow sparks in the corners of my vision

Every heartbeat syncs with cosmic precision

Flashing neon signs, laser rainbow lights in the skylines

Looking like phaser beams, it’s divine

**Pre-Chorus**

There are many colours in my head

There are many colours in my head

**Chorus**

I can see the light of the sun in the evening

Shadows bend, everything’s revealing

There are many colours in my head

There are many colours in my head

**Bridge**

Spinning, twirling, the universe bends

All my friends are dancing, the trip never ends

LSD turn me on, let the night ignite

Laser beams and fractals collide in the light

**Chorus / Outro**

I can see the light of the sun in the evening

Shadows bend, everything’s revealing

There are many colours in my head

There are many colours in my head

---

Don’t Worry About Dying

---

**Don’t Worry About Dying**

**Verse 1**

Don’t worry about dying

You weren’t meant to exist

As your physical body turns to jelly

The life you once lived fades away

Colors melt into sound, shapes bend and sway

Time folds in on itself, night consumes the day

Whispers of memory drift into the void

Everything familiar, nothing left to avoid

**Chorus**

Floating through the neon sky

Feel your essence split and fly

Don’t worry about dying, let it go

Into the streams where the cosmic rivers flow

Your body fades, your mind expands

Dancing through dimensions with no hands

Life dissolves, but you’re not gone

Just a note in the universal song

**Verse 2**

Particles hum in fractal designs

Thoughts unravel, crossing all lines

Reality twists, laughing at your fear

Every heartbeat echoes in spheres you can hear

Gravity loosens, your skin turns to light

Darkness and color become the same sight

You’re nothing, you’re everything, all at once

The universe pulses, infinite, nonchalant

**Chorus**

Floating through the neon sky

Feel your essence split and fly

Don’t worry about dying, let it go

Into the streams where the cosmic rivers flow

Your body fades, your mind expands

Dancing through dimensions with no hands

Life dissolves, but you’re not gone

Just a note in the universal song

**Bridge**

Turn inside out, let your atoms sing

Merge with the silence that the void will bring

Every boundary, every form, every name

Melts into nothing, but nothing’s the same

Ride the wave of entropy, feel it bloom

Time is a circle, spinning your tomb

Yet in the collapse, new worlds ignite

A kaleidoscope dawn in eternal night

**Outro**

Don’t worry about dying

You weren’t meant to exist

Your jelly body drifts into the unknown

The life you once lived fades away

And somewhere, somehow, the cosmos hums

A lullaby for everyone who comes

---

Satan Dawning

**Satan Dawning**

**Verse 1**

Turn me on, dead man

Oh my lord, Satan, look at me please

Satan, look at me, come on now

He is great, he is great

Come on, look at me

**Pre-Chorus**

Satan is he great

Dawning the Dawning

Satan is the great Dawning

**Chorus**

Turn me on, dead man

Oh my lord, Satan, look at me please

Satan, come on, look at me now

He is great, Dawning the Dawning

**Verse 2**

Whispers in the dark, calling my name

Flames and shadows, nothing feels the same

Eyes of fire, stare into the night

Satan is the great, guiding the light

**Pre-Chorus**

Satan is he great

Dawning the Dawning

Satan is the great Dawning

**Chorus**

Turn me on, dead man

Oh my lord, Satan, look at me please

Satan, come on, look at me now

He is great, Dawning the Dawning

**Bridge / Chant**

Look at me, look at me, come on now

He is great, he is great, hear me now

Dawning, dawning, dawning the great

Satan, Satan, my mind can’t escape

**Chorus / Outro**

Turn me on, dead man

Oh my lord, Satan, look at me please

Satan, come on, look at me now

He is great, Dawning the Dawning

Satan is the great Dawning

---

Antidepressants

**Antidepressants Coming On**

**Verse 1**

Antidepressants coming on slowly

Mind in a haze, feeling lowly

Suppressants locking thoughts like a tomb

Lost in the dark, drifting through gloom

**Pre-Chorus**

Seeking convalescents, searching for rest

Trying to calm all this chaos in my chest

Drifting in and out of consciousness

Ominous shadows, mind under duress

**Chorus**

Antidepressants coming on slowly

Suppressants holding back what I know, see

Seeking convalescents, trying to stay free

Drifting in and out, ominous like the sea

**Verse 2**

Thoughts collide, breaking my focus

Suppressants steady, but life still hocus-pocus

Seeking convalescents, people who get it

Trying to heal in a world that won’t let it

Drifting in and out of consciousness

Ominous whispers in the quietest recess

Antidepressants coming on slowly

Pull me back from the edge, keep me only

**Chorus**

Antidepressants coming on slowly

Suppressants holding back what I know, see

Seeking convalescents, trying to stay free

Drifting in and out, ominous like the sea

**Bridge**

Ominous nights, I fight to stay awake

Suppressants in my system, trying to take

The edge off the pain, drifting in the haze

Seeking convalescents to guide me through the maze

**Outro**

Antidepressants coming on slowly

Suppressants, drifting, but I’m only

Seeking convalescents, trying to be me

Drifting in and out of ominous seas

---

playing with razor blades

 **ex bitch**

**Verse 1**

Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,

Trying to move on, live calm, but you’re chasing me,

Drama every day still banging at my door,

Same toxic cycle I ain’t living in no more.

Late-night ringing, same fight on repeat,

Stress in my head, can’t even get sleep,

Every time I block, you find another way in,

I’m trying to leave while you drag me back in.

**Chorus**

Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,

I’m moving forward, you ain’t holding back on me,

Phone on silent, I’m cutting you free,

No more chaos, just peace for me.

Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,

But them days done, you ain’t controlling me,

Door closed now, I’m done with the grief,

Moving on, finding my own relief.

**Verse 2**

Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,

All hours, mad calls, pure insanity,

She needs locking up and going back to the psychiatric ward,

I’m done with the late-night fights, I can’t take it no more.

Every conversation turns into war,

Same broken story we’ve heard before,

I tried to help but I lost myself,

Now I’m choosing freedom and nothing else.

**Verse 3**

Whole relationship sinking, watching it fail,

Too much hate, too much madness, life off the rail,

She's so fat she looks like a whale,

I’m choosing freedom while you scream and you wail.

All that shouting, all them threats on repeat,

Same toxic energy knocking me off my feet,

But I’m stepping away, cutting loose the chain,

No more living trapped in your pain.

**Chorus**

Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,

I’m moving forward, you ain’t holding back on me,

Phone on silent, I’m cutting you free,

No more chaos, just peace for me.

Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,

But them days done, you ain’t controlling me,

Door closed now, I’m done with the grief,

Moving on, finding my own relief.

**Verse 4**

She's been playing with razor blades now she's got tiger patterns all over her skin,

Every argument dragging me back in again,

But I’m stepping away, letting new days begin,

Leaving behind all the chaos you’re in.

Tried to stand by you through every breakdown,

But every time I helped, you still pulled me down,

Now I’m walking out, done with the storm,

Choosing a life that feels normal and warm.

**Outro**

Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,

Now you’re just history, not part of me,

Phone on silent, peace finally mine,

Your chaos stays there, my future’s mine.

If you want next, we can **tighten this to fit a specific beat timing** so it flows clean over a drill or grime instrumental.

**ex bitch**

Ex bitch constantly phone in me and harassing me

I’m trying to move on, get space, live peacefully

But every day it’s drama knocking back at my door

Same old chaos I ain’t living in no more

Ex bitch constantly phone in me and harassing me

She needs locking up and going back to the psychiatric ward

I’m done with the stress, done with the late-night war

Cutting all ties, I ain’t trapped anymore

She's so fat she looks like a whale

All that hate and madness never ends well

Whole relationship sinking, watching it fail

I’m choosing freedom while you sit there and wail

She's been playing with razor blades now she's got tiger patterns all over her skin

Every argument pulls me back in again

But I’m stepping away, letting my new life begin

Leaving the pain and the mess you’re in

Ex bitch constantly phone in me and harassing me

I’m walking forward, not going back, now you’re past to me

Phone on silent, peace finally mine

Your chaos stays there, my future’s mine.

Ex bitch

**Verse 1 (Opening)**

Hey girl I go forward not backwards of this im sure

Ive had enough sick of feeling rough

Walking through nights trying to close this door

Every argument cuts deeper than before

I tried to help but you push me away

Every time I stay, more pieces decay

I’m tired of drowning in battles not mine

So I step out the storm, draw my own line

**Pre-Chorus**

I can’t save someone who won’t save themselves

Pain on repeat like it sits on your shelf

I’m choosing breath, choosing life, choosing space

Before we both disappear without trace

**Chorus**

I saw something graffiti sprayed on a wall

You were sat home playing with your razor blades

**Verse 2**

You say you’re fine but your arms tell truth

Every scar screaming out silent proof

I tried to listen, tried to understand

But you keep slipping from my open hand

And love ain’t chains, love ain’t fear

Love don’t leave both of us stuck right here

So I’m running for daylight, breaking the thread

Before your darkness pulls me under instead

**Bridge**

I hope one day you find your peace

Find a way to let the hurting cease

But I can’t bleed just to prove I care

Sometimes leaving is the only repair

**Chorus**

I saw something graffiti sprayed on a wall

You were sat home playing with your razor blades

**Outro**

Moving forward, no looking behind

Trying to save what’s left of my mind

Some people heal, some people stay

I just hope you find a better way

---

Hey girl, I go forward, not backwards, that’s for sure

I’ve had enough, of feeling broken, I ain’t living rough no more.

I Saw graffiti on the wall, truth sprayed out there,

While you sat at home alone, fighting demons in despair.

City lights flicker while I’m dodging your drama, Every call, every message just adds to the trauma,
Trying to breathe but the past pulls tight,


So I lace up my boots and I’m gone in the night




I saw something graffiti sprayed on a wall

You were sat home playing with your razor blades




Every step away feels like escape,

From the chaos, the lies, every move you fake,

Not about walls or paint in the street,

It’s about getting free before I’m beat




I saw something graffiti sprayed on a wall

You were sat home playing with your razor blades




Friends tell me leave but you pull me back in,

Every promise you make just covered in sin,

Sharp words, sharp moods, cutting deeper than steel,

And you hide all the pain that you don’t wanna feel.

While I’m out here chasing air I can breathe,

You’re trapped in a cycle you never wanna leave,

And every night feels like walking on glass,

Trying to outrun memories moving too fast.




I saw something graffiti sprayed on a wall

You were sat home playing with your razor blades




**Bridge**

I ain’t trying to fight, I’m just trying to live,

Got no more pieces of myself to give,

Some people run streets, some run from pain,

Some sit in silence going insane.




**Final Chorus**

I saw something graffiti sprayed on a wall

You were sat home playing with your razor blades




**Outro**

So I move straight on, don’t look behind,

Leave the chaos and the cuts of the mind,

Forward motion, yeah that’s my lane,

Walking out free in the cold night rain.

Something to take the edge off

 **Verse 1**

Long day dragging on my mind,

Every worry stacked in line,

Clock hands moving way too slow,

Need a place my thoughts can go.

Pressure buzzing in my head,

Words I wish I’d never said,

Just need peace for a little while,

Something soft to make me smile.

**Pre-Chorus**

Neon lights and midnight air,

Trying not to even care,

Searching for that gentle calm,

A quiet place away from harm.

**Chorus**

Something to take the edge off,

Let the heavy feeling drift off,

Let the noise fade into night,

Let the wrong start feeling right.

Something to take the edge off,

Let the sharpness finally drop off,

Just a moment to breathe and slow,

Something to take the edge off.

**Verse 2**

Friends all laughing down the street,

Music flowing with the beat,

Smoke curls dancing in the glow,

Troubles fading nice and slow.

No big plans, no place to be,

Just a little clarity,

Let the tension slip away,

Tomorrow’s fight can wait a day.

**Pre-Chorus**

City humming far below,

Thoughts begin to loosen, flow,

All the weight I used to hold,

Melts away into the cold.

**Chorus**

Something to take the edge off,

Let the heavy feeling drift off,

Let the noise fade into night,

Let the wrong start feeling right.

Something to take the edge off,

Let the sharpness finally drop off,

Just a moment to breathe and slow,

Something to take the edge off.

**Bridge**

No running, no disguise,

Just peace behind tired eyes,

World can spin without me now,

I’ll catch up later, somehow.

**Final Chorus (soft, extended)**

Something to take the edge off,

Let the long hard day just fall off,

Every worry floating free,

Nothing left but clarity.

Something to take the edge off,

Let the restless feeling drift off,

Just a quiet place to go,

Something to take the edge off…

Something to take the edge off.

If you’d like, I can shape it to fit a **rap**, **acoustic**, or **indie rock** style next.

Welcome to the netherworld

Welcome to the netherworld

*Verse 1:*  

Welcome to the netherworld,  

Where the colors swirl and twirl,  

Lost in the shadows, I can't see,  

The walls are closing in on me.  

Blood red moon, it's watching me,  

Reflecting all my misery,  

I try to run but can't escape,  

Caught in the spiral, can't relate.  

*Chorus:*  

The future’s a nightmare, twisted and cold,  

The past is a blur, it’s breaking the mold,  

The present is pain, tearing me apart,  

A bad trip where I can’t find my heart.  

Blood red moon, bleeding light,  

Fading into the endless night,  

Echoes whisper, what’s real, what's fake?  

In the netherworld, I’ll break.  

*Verse 2:*  

Fingers trembling, I lose my grip,  

Reality begins to slip,  

I scream for help but no one's there,  

A vision of terror fills the air.  

The floor is melting, can’t stand still,  

The world is bending to its will,  

Whispers rise and shadows creep,  

In this madness, I can't sleep.  

*Chorus:*  

The future’s a nightmare, twisted and cold,  

The past is a blur, it’s breaking the mold,  

The present is pain, tearing me apart,  

A bad trip where I can’t find my heart.  

Blood red moon, bleeding light,  

Fading into the endless night,  

Echoes whisper, what’s real, what's fake?  

In the netherworld, I’ll break.  

*Bridge:*  

Where does the madness end?  

Spinning in circles, my mind can’t mend,  

Drifting deeper, no way out,  

Drowning in silence, I start to shout.  

*Chorus:*  

The future’s a nightmare, twisted and cold,  

The past is a blur, it’s breaking the mold,  

The present is pain, tearing me apart,  

A bad trip where I can’t find my heart.  

Blood red moon, bleeding light,  

Fading into the endless night,  

Echoes whisper, what’s real, what's fake?  

In the netherworld, I’ll break.  

*Outro:*  

Welcome to the netherworld,  

Blood red moon, I’m cursed and swirled,  

Fading, fading, into the dark,  

A bad trip, leaving its mark.

Take Me Back to the Sky

**Title: Take Me Back to the Sky**

**[Verse 1]**

Take me back to the sky,

Where the clouds learn how to sigh,

Paint my name in lemon light,

’Cause I just want to get high.

Teacups spin inside my head,

Full of clocks and marmalade,

Every word I never said

Turns into a paper parade.

**[Chorus]**

Oh, take me back, take me back,

To the place where colors talk,

Where the pavement hums in tune,

And the moon goes for a walk.

**[Verse 2]**

Silver-haired girl on the radio,

Says that time is only air,

Breathe it in, then let it go,

Floating free without a care.

Shoes of sound, they don’t touch ground,

Every thought is upside down,

Whispers curl and spin around,

In the kaleidoscope town.

**[Chorus]**

Oh, take me back, take me back,

To the place where colors talk,

Where the pavement hums in tune,

And the moon goes for a walk.

**[Bridge]** *(Barrett-style whimsy)*

High like flowers on the moon,

Blooming sideways, out of tune,

Trumpets melt into the floor,

Yesterday is knocking at the door.

Spin me soft, spin me slow,

Paint the world in candy glow,

Fold me in a velvet sky,

I just want to learn to fly.

**[Chorus]**

Oh, take me back, take me back,

To the place where colors talk,

Where the pavement hums in tune,

And the moon goes for a walk.

**[Outro]**

Take me back to the sky,

I don’t need a reason why,

Fold me in the velvet blue,

I just want to get high.

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Mystic Sky

 **Song Title: "Mystic Sky"**

*Verse 1:*  

Purple mountains, amber sky,  

Waves of sound flowing by,  

In the winds, the whispers fly,  

Guiding me to where I lie.  

Rolling stone, the spirit's call,  

Through the land, we stand so tall,  

Native wisdom, ancient grace,  

Tells the truth of time and space.  

*Chorus:*  

Mystic sky, oh, watch and see,  

The sacred dance of land and sea,  

From the earth, the stars align,  

Revealing worlds where hearts combine.  

*Verse 2:*  

Ancient rivers, flowing free,  

Carrying the soul to be,  

In the fire, the spirits burn,  

Their wisdom’s flame, we seek and learn.  

Mystic visions fill the night,  

Shining in the soft moonlight,  

Through the haze of timeless dreams,  

We are one in cosmic streams.  

*Chorus:*  

Mystic sky, oh, watch and see,  

The sacred dance of land and sea,  

From the earth, the stars align,  

Revealing worlds where hearts combine.  

*Bridge:*  

Echoes of the elders speak,  

In the quiet, we find what we seek,  

Through the smoke, the path we tread,  

With open hearts, we’re gently led.  

*Chorus:*  

Mystic sky, oh, watch and see,  

The sacred dance of land and sea,  

From the earth, the stars align,  

Revealing worlds where hearts combine.  

*Outro:*  

Purple mountains, amber light,  

Carry us through endless night,  

In the rhythm, in the flow,  

We are one with all we know.  

Any Colour You Like

**Any Colour You Like **

*In a garden of painted skies,*  

*Where the colors dance and whisper lies.*  

*Shades of dreams, they twist and twirl,*  

*Each hue a secret, each shade a pearl.*

*(gentle strumming, soft melodies)*

*The sun dips low, a brush of gold,*  

*In the twilight, stories unfold.*  

*Clouds like candy, drifting slow,*  

*In this realm where wishes grow.*

*(pause, ambient sounds)*

*Pick a color, any hue,*  

*Let it flow, let it renew.*  

*In the spectrum of your mind,*  

*All the shades we leave behind.*

*(soft, ethereal soundscape)*

*Paint the sky with thoughts untold,*  

*In the twilight, the night turns cold.*  

*Every shade a fleeting glance,*  

*In the silence, we find our chance.*

**(Chorus)**  

*Any color you like, let it shine,*  

*In this canvas, we intertwine.*  

*Brush away the dark and light,*  

*In the stillness, we take flight.*

*(gentle picking, fading echoes)*

*So let it be, this moment's grace,*  

*In the colors, we find our place.*  

*Each stroke a memory, soft and bright,*  

*In the twilight, we paint the night.*

*(soft fade-out)*

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Money

Money 

*Pockets heavy, pockets light,*  

*Chasing shadows in the night.*  

*Coins like raindrops fall and play,*  

*Count them up, then drift away.*

*(soft, meandering guitar riff)*

*The market’s bustling, but where's the sound?*  

*Laughter echoing all around.*  

*Faces flicker, smiles like dreams,*  

*Lost in the glow of paper gleams.*

*(pause, gentle strumming)*

*Goldfish swimming in a glass,*  

*Time slips by, a fleeting pass.*  

*We barter whispers, trade in sighs,*  

*But in the end, what’s left is lies.*

**(Chorus)**  

*Money talks, but what’s it say?*  

*Just a game we love to play.*  

*Chasing thoughts that slip away,*  

*In the light of a dying day.*

*(soft, ethereal sounds)*

*Hollow laughter in the street,*  

*Echoes dance on weary feet.*  

*The walls are closing, shadows creep,*  

*Dreams and dollar bills, we keep.*

*(pause, build up)*

*The clock ticks loud, the sirens call,*  

*In a maze where the shadows fall.*  

*Chasing fortunes, but who can find?*  

*In the end, we’re all just blind.*

**(Chorus)**  

*Money talks, but what’s it say?*  

*Just a game we love to play.*  

*Chasing thoughts that slip away,*  

*In the light of a dying day.*

*(soft fade, gentle strum)*

*So hold your coins, and make a wish,*  

*In a world of gold, there’s little bliss.*  

*The paper burns, it turns to dust,*  

*In the end, it’s love we trust.*

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Technology made it easy

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We don’t knock.

We don’t speak.

We hover between refresh and silence.

We are eyes without faces,

usernames without weight,

lingering where your cursor hesitates.

A like we never give,

a view we always take.

We track the hour you wake,

the posts you delete,

the pauses between your words.

Technology made it easy—

no footsteps,

no breath on your neck,

just harassment without proximity,

stalking without distance.

We catalogue patterns.

We confuse access with entitlement.

We mistake visibility for ownership.

We collect fragments:

a sentence here,

a photo there,

a message you sent too late at night—

evidence we call attention.

We forget one thing—

screenshots exist.

Screenshots don’t forget.

Screenshots don’t blink.

Screenshots don’t care about **your** excuses.

It only takes one screenshot

to expose **you**,

one frozen frame

to name and shame **you**,

one receipt

to turn your silence into proof.

And suddenly **you** are accountable,

your hidden profiles exposed,

your anonymity stripped thin.

Because we record your life to control it,

even in whispers,

and the screen you thought protected you

can just as easily

hold you still

and show everyone

exactly who you are.

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Trolling

**Trollin’, trollin’, trollin’,**

**In the dark I’m scrollin’,**

Keep those shadows rollin’ — *Trolling!*

Cold blue light is glowin’,

Whispers keep on flowin’,

Watchin’ every footprint left behind.

**All the threads I’m skimming,**

**Eyes behind me dimming,**

Lurkin’ where the warnings flash and chime.

Hidden words I’m reading,

Through the cracks I’m bleeding,

Gotta keep on stalkin’ through the grime.

**Move ’em on! Track it in!**

**Click again! Sink within!**

**Trolling!**

**Load it up! Shadows spin!**

**Watch the feed pull me in!**

**Scroll liiine!**

Through the night I’m waitin’,

Every page I’m hatin’,

Echoes from the forums hiss like spite.

Broken links are creakin’,

Silent watchers sneakin’,

Profiles flicker ghostlike in the night.

**Keep it rollin’, rollin’, rollin’,**

**Through the dark unspoolin’,**

’Til the trail of someone’s words I find.

Always onward prowlin’,

Silent, steady, growlin’,

Gotta keep on stalkin’ down the line.

**Trolling!**

**Trolling!**

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