Monday, 11 May 2026
scarecrow ventriloquist
Aurora borealis spilling over the midnight tide,
crystal seas breathing in slow electric sighs,
an astral monarch drifting through mist-woven isles,
where the sky forgets its measurements and smiles.
Flowers flick open like rumours in the rain,
catching stray sparks from the broken windowpane,
let them shimmer, let them misbehave,
turning silence into something brave.
No need to hold the noise in a straightened line,
let it unravel into oceanic design,
a soft collapse of colour-coded sound,
where even falling becomes unbound.
Flicker and weave through the drifting haze,
thoughts folding into electric blue phase,
hovering carpets stitched from fading light,
floating just out of reach of night.
If I ever rise again from this weightless frame,
gravity whispering it doesn’t know my name,
I’ll leave it behind in a blinking field,
where forgotten signals refuse to yield.
Glyphs in the static are humming my skin,
fractured transmissions let the dreaming in,
broken syntax of a half-formed song,
but it still feels like where I belong.
Go slow, glow low, let the system unwind,
static echoes rewriting the mind,
pulse in the noise where the edges mend,
loop it, reboot it, begin again.
Love my soul in the flicker and flame,
no sense in letting it fade or tame,
a scarecrow prophet with no direction home,
still talking to crows in a language of chrome.
You cease to resist as you cease to appear,
vapour-thought dripping through fluorescent fear,
cartoon satellites wobbling under the skin,
hallway jellyfish drifting within.
Rubber-moon creatures slip through the door,
softly insisting they’ve been here before,
singing in wallpaper, humming in glue,
painting the air in impossible hue.
Did the painted kings ever lie to the sky?
Did the mirrors just learn how to cry?
We swore the masks were different that time,
but they melted into repeating rhyme.
We could tear the horizon with a whispering thread,
watch iron children drift out of their head,
paper crowns dissolving into streetlight foam,
elevator falling but never reaching home.
Hunt the ghost in the machinery’s breath,
wild-eyed riders negotiating with death,
marble figures move when no one dares see,
you’re only safe in uncertainty.
I’d like to return to the outline I knew,
before the ceiling forgot how to be blue,
before the world learned to flicker and stall,
before I became nothing at all.
Scarecrow ventriloquist with borrowed belief,
black birds laughing in theatrical grief,
they follow me through the electric parade,
where illusions are carefully made.
Grant me a pause in your disbelief tonight,
a fragment of mercy in unfinished light,
the benefit of maybe, the grace of unsure,
before the last neon dream shuts its door.
---
## **“Astral Monarch (Crystal Seas Reprise)”**
Aurora borealis on the midnight tide
on crystal seas where the sleepwalkers hide
Astral monarch in mistwoven isles
wearing the weather like borrowed smiles
Flowers out? Yeah, let them glow in the rain
Catch the spark, let it wander again
Set it loose through the ribs of the air
turning the noise into colour everywhere
No point letting it fall into chaotic sound
dissolving in currents of oceanic ground
code in the water, humming through bone
everything drifting, but nothing alone
Flicker and weave, thread light through haze
folding thought into electric maze
breaking to blue in a floating refrain
gravity whispering “don’t remember your name”
I was on a hovering magic carpet
(if I ever get up again)
but the sky forgot how to start it
and the wind just laughed at when
Glyphs in the static are singing my name
fractured transmission but it feels the same
broken signal decay in the rain
lost in the pattern but I’m okay
Go slow, glow low, let the system unwind
static echo-syntax rewiring the mind
pulse in the noise where the broken things mend
loop it, reboot it, begin it again
Love my soul—no sense in letting it go
it hums like a radio buried in snow
a scarecrow that don’t scare the crows
just stands there glowing where nobody knows
You cease to resist as you cease to exist
vapour-thoughts dripping from a fluorescent twist
cartoon satellites wobbling skin-deep
dreaming in circuits they never can keep
Hallway jellyfish hum in the wall
electric wallpaper breathing it all
rubber-moon creatures drift through the room
wearing the shape of a half-formed tune
Did the painted kings deceive us again?
we swore the masks were different then
but mirrors crack and flicker unsure
and corridors don’t answer anymore
We could tear the sky in half with a whisper
children of iron streets sinking quicker
see you spinning on the elevator down
paper crowns melting into the town
Hunt the ghost inside machinery
wild-eyed riders in broken scenery
marble figures move when nobody stares
you’re only safe while the silence cares
I’d like to return now, if the door still fits
to the outline I was before all this
faded carbon copy on the wall
before the ceiling learned how to fall
I’m a scarecrow ventriloquist with no authority left
black birds laughing in the field of theft
they trail behind me through shopping arcades
so I decorate illusions with masquerade
Grant me a pause in your disbelief tonight
lend me the mercy of unfinished light
give me the benefit of maybe and doubt
before the last neon window burns out
Aurora returns on the midnight tide
and everything opens but nothing decides
astral monarch drifts out of view
saying “I was never separate from you”
---
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Scarecrow Ventriloquist
Verse 1
Aurora borealis on the midnight tide
on crystal seas where the sleepwalkers hide
Astral monarch in mistwoven isles
wearing the weather like borrowed smiles
Flowers out? Yeah, let them glow in the rain
catch the spark, let it wander again
set it loose through the ribs of the air
turning the noise into colour everywhere
No point letting it fall into chaotic sound
dissolving in currents of oceanic ground
code in the water, humming through bone
everything drifting, but nothing alone
Chorus
I’m a scarecrow ventriloquist with no authority left
black birds laughing in the field of theft
they trail behind me through shopping arcades
so I decorate illusions with masquerade
Love my soul—no sense in letting it go
it hums like a radio buried in snow
a scarecrow that don’t scare the crows
just stands there glowing where nobody knows
Verse 2
Flicker and weave, thread light through haze
folding thought into electric maze
breaking to blue in a floating refrain
gravity whispering “don’t remember your name”
I was on a hovering magic carpet
(if I ever get up again)
but the sky forgot how to start it
and the wind just laughed at when
Glyphs in the static are singing my name
fractured transmission but it feels the same
broken signal decay in the rain
lost in the pattern but I’m okay
Go slow, glow low, let the system unwind
static echo-syntax rewiring the mind
pulse in the noise where the broken things mend
loop it, reboot it, begin it again
Chorus
I’m a scarecrow ventriloquist with no authority left
black birds laughing in the field of theft
they trail behind me through shopping arcades
so I decorate illusions with masquerade
Love my soul—no sense in letting it go
it hums like a radio buried in snow
a scarecrow that don’t scare the crows
just stands there glowing where nobody knows
Verse 3
You cease to resist as you cease to exist
vapour-thoughts dripping from a fluorescent twist
cartoon satellites wobbling skin-deep
dreaming in circuits they never can keep
Hallway jellyfish hum in the wall
electric wallpaper breathing it all
rubber-moon creatures drift through the room
wearing the shape of a half-formed tune
Verse 4
Did the painted kings deceive us again?
we swore the masks were different then
but mirrors crack and flicker unsure
and corridors don’t answer anymore
We could tear the sky in half with a whisper
children of iron streets sinking quicker
see you spinning on the elevator down
paper crowns melting into the town
Hunt the ghost inside machinery
wild-eyed riders in broken scenery
marble figures move when nobody stares
you’re only safe while the silence cares
Bridge
I’d like to return now, if the door still fits
to the outline I was before all this
faded carbon copy on the wall
before the ceiling learned how to fall
Grant me a pause in your disbelief tonight
lend me the mercy of unfinished light
give me the benefit of maybe and doubt
before the last neon window burns out
Final Chorus / Outro
I’m a scarecrow ventriloquist with no authority left
black birds laughing in the field of theft
they trail behind me through shopping arcades
so I decorate illusions with masquerade
Aurora returns on the midnight tide
and everything opens but nothing decides
astral monarch drifts out of view
saying “I was never separate from you”
Love my soul—no sense in letting it go
it hums like a radio buried in snow
a scarecrow that don’t scare the crows
just stands there glowing where nobody knows
Open your 3rd eye wide
Open your 3rd eye wide
and let it drift outside
join the universal mind
where nothing is defined
“Where nothing is real?” it sighs
but don’t unpack the why
don’t blow your mind with why
don’t ask the room to lie
Why is the room melting slow
why does the ceiling grow
into a river of sound
spilling all over the ground
Don’t let it blow your mind
don’t let it unwind
the question is a spiral toy
that eats the answer’s voice
Across a great divide
where thoughts go out to tide
a giant turtle’s eyes
blink through electric skies
Jellyfish float by
in corridors of time
no rules to apply
just drifting shapes of “I”
as open as the sky
that forgot how to try
the holes we measure out
are what this dream’s about
it’s what keeps me alive
this soft unstructured drive
why does it not add up?
a spider to a fly
a universal sigh
inside a lullaby
a giant turtle’s eyes
watching questions die
Don’t blow your mind with why
the current’s just too high
don’t let it split the sky
don’t ask it to reply
Across a great divide
the words between the lines
are slipping out of time
and calling themselves “mine”
None of this stuff is mine
it fell through space and time
I throw my arms wide
and let the signal slide
Open your heart and smile
for just a little while
no need to pull that face
gravity is grace
Always I’m before you
and always after too
the cards that have been dealt out
are learning how to move
Turning in somersaults
through accidental faults
ours not to reason why
just watch the colours fly
I’m reeling with this feeling
no ceiling, no revealing
wherever currents go
they already know
Precious little time
like sugar in the tide
distances and time
are folding up inside
The wind takes all the leaves
and then it takes me
the parts we have to play
just laugh and drift away
I cannot help but laugh
at the broken math
of why becoming how
and here becoming now
Sunday, 10 May 2026
Rock Is Dead
**Rock Is Dead**
The preacher on the television
Selling fear in neon light
Another faded revolution
Trying hard to stay alive
You said the truth would disappear
That every empire cracks with time
Now the amplifiers are screaming
But nobody hears the rhyme
Christianity will vanish
Shrink into the dust of years
You said rock and roll would outlive it
Now both are drowning in their fears
Jesus was all right, maybe
But the crowd just twists the flame
Every saint becomes a product
Every rebel does the same
Oh yeah, rock is dead
Long live hip hop
Buried underneath the vinyl
And the ghosts of boys
The back catalogue keeps feeding
On the corpse it left behind
And now you know it gets you nowhere
Now you know you've gone blind
Oh Yeah, rock is dead
It just gave up
We raise the dead with old nostalgia
But they don't stand up
The emperor has no jacket
And his skin is peeling thin
Every facelift cracked in public
Every anthem fading dim
The radios are poisoned
Static crawling through the halls
Every revolution sponsored
Every outlaw starts to fall
One last line across the mirror
One more stadium goodbye
Everybody wants forever
But everything was born to die
Oh no, rock is dead
Long live the beat
Hip hop rising from the ruins
With bleeding feet
One final shot to numb the silence
One more king without a crown
Another god of youth collapsing
As the curtains tumble down
He left this message for us
Scratched in feedback and decay
All your idols turn to ashes
All your kingdoms fade away
He left this message for us
In the magazines and scars
You can crucify the dreamers
But you can't revive the stars
Oh no, rock is dead
Long live hip hop
Another generation dancing
While the prophets die
And now you know you've gotta face it
Every movement turns to dust
The microphones are rusting over
And the crowd has lost its trust
He left this message for us
He left this message for us
He left this message for us.
Monday, 13 April 2026
Lost in My Mind
**Title: Lost in My Mind**
**Verse 1**
Dying inside, but I’m breathing still
Walking these streets with a broken will
Shadows follow wherever I go
Smiling outside, but they’ll never know
Every night feels the same again
Same dark thoughts, same silent pain
Try to run but I’m stuck in place
Haunted by my own headspace
**Pre-Chorus**
And I scream but it don’t make a sound
Feel like I’m buried six feet in the ground
**Chorus**
Dying inside
Lost in my mind
Crying inside
Lost in my mind
Falling apart
Piece by piece
No way out
No release
Dying inside
Lost in my mind
**Verse 2**
Voices echo, they never fade
Every promise I never made
Looking for light but I’m going blind
Trapped in the maze of my own mind
Days go by but I’m standing still
Fighting a war I can’t seem to kill
Every breath feels like a lie
Living, but I feel like I’ve died
**Pre-Chorus**
And I try but I can’t break free
Feels like this is what I’m meant to be
**Chorus**
Dying inside
Lost in my mind
Crying inside
Lost in my mind
Falling apart
Piece by piece
No way out
No release
Dying inside
Lost in my mind
**Bridge**
If I disappear, would anyone see?
Or am I just what’s left of me?
Screaming loud in the silence deep
Wide awake but I can’t find sleep
Hold on tight but I’m letting go
Down this road that I don’t control
**Final Chorus**
Dying inside
Lost in my mind
Crying inside
Lost in my mind
Breaking tonight
No more disguise
Fading away
Right before your eyes
Dying inside
Lost in my mind
Friday, 27 March 2026
That mystical love is so much misunderstood
That mystical love is so much misunderstood
Like fire in the veins, like it’s doing no good
They try to name the feeling, but they never really could
It bends the mind like shadows carved in wood
You see it in the colors when the night turns gold
Hear it in the silence, in the stories never told
It slips between the seconds, too wild to hold
A secret that the universe unfolds
**Chorus**
That mystical love is so much misunderstood
A kaleidoscope of truth beneath the hood
It breaks you down to build you like it should
And lifts you far beyond the flesh and blood
That mystical love is so much misunderstood
A burning light inside the darkest wood
You lose yourself to find what always stood
A deeper kind of knowing where you could
**Verse 2**
Drifting through dimensions in a liquid sky
Every thought dissolves, every question “why”
You touch the edge of something you can’t deny
A silent scream that teaches you to fly
Faces made of starlight start to breathe and glow
Whispers of eternity begin to flow
You are every place you thought you'd never go
A seed that only cosmic winds can sow
**Chorus**
That mystical love is so much misunderstood
A kaleidoscope of truth beneath the hood
It breaks you down to build you like it should
And lifts you far beyond the flesh and blood
That mystical love is so much misunderstood
A burning light inside the darkest wood
You lose yourself to find what always stood
A deeper kind of knowing where you could
**Bridge**
Melt into the rhythm of the endless sea
Every form undone, every part set free
What you thought you were is just a memory
You are what you are, and what you’ll always be
Echoes in the void begin to harmonize
Every fear dissolves before your eyes
Truth is not a thing you realize—
It’s the spark behind the great disguise
**Final Chorus**
That mystical love is so much misunderstood
Not something evil, not something just good
It’s the pulse beneath all that ever stood
The hidden root inside the living wood
That mystical love is so much misunderstood
But once you feel it, you know that you should
Let go of everything you thought you could—
And become the fire that always would 🔥
Tuesday, 24 March 2026
cosmic carousel
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**Cosmic Carousel**
*Verse 1*
Spinning, spinning in the violet air,
Whispers tickle your thoughts, they’re everywhere.
Twist and tumble through the candy sky,
Past the clocks that melt and the stars that sigh.
*Chorus*
Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,
Round and round where secrets dwell.
Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,
Nothing is quite what it seems.
*Verse 2*
Colors tumble, bend, and fold,
Silver rivers of sound, bright and bold.
A little spark whispers, “you are more,”
Not just a shell on the sandy shore.
*Chorus*
Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,
Round and round where secrets dwell.
Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,
Nothing is quite what it seems.
*Bridge*
Let go of the fear, let go of the night,
Jump through the mirrors, step into the light.
Every pebble, every star, every sigh,
Is a wink from the universe as it floats by.
*Verse 3*
You are illusion, you are gleam,
A rolling bubble in a midnight stream.
Yet in the twist of the spinning tune,
You touch the sun, you touch the moon.
*Chorus*
Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,
Round and round where secrets dwell.
Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,
Nothing is quite what it seems.
*Outro*
Spinning, spinning in the violet air,
Whispers tickle your thoughts, they’re everywhere.
Round and round and back again,
The carousel hums, and you ascend.
---
painted dream
**Verse 1**
In the twizzle-twine of tick and tock
Where the star-moths hum and the clocks go soft,
A whisper wriggles through the all—
Not quite a call, not quite a thought.
The zigzag trip to nowhere’s nook,
Through marmalade skies and paper moons,
Is where the nowhere folds itself
Into something that hums a tune.
**Chorus**
Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,
A giggle stitched in the in-between,
Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,
Find your face where the lines forgot—
Round and round where the maybes play,
Nighttime melts into yesterday,
In the hush of the upside view,
The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.
**Verse 2**
Kaleido-knot of fizz and flash,
Spinning sherbet in your head,
Where up is down and down’s a grin,
And the unsaid words are said.
You’re not just bones in a buttoned coat,
Nor a think-thing tied in lace—
You’re a ripple-rattle, a maybe-mote,
In the wobble of every place.
**Chorus**
Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,
A giggle stitched in the in-between,
Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,
Find your face where the lines forgot—
Round and round where the maybes play,
Nighttime melts into yesterday,
In the hush of the upside view,
The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.
**Bridge**
Slip your worries in a teacup crack,
Let them drip to the tulip floor,
For the oddity road goes roundabout
To the place you were before.
Through the jingle-jangle, threadbare bright,
You toddle the edge of the evermore,
Where secrets sit on upside chairs
And knock on an inward door.
**Verse 3**
You’re a perhaps, a mishap, a lantern dream,
A giggle in the cosmic seam,
A flicker-figure, a yes-and-no,
In the maybe-mean between.
So tip your hat to the nonsense breeze,
Let it tangle your name anew—
For the whole wide swirl of the what-is-not
Is quietly dreaming you.
**Final Chorus**
Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,
A giggle stitched in the in-between,
Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,
Find your face where the lines forgot—
Round and round where the maybes play,
Nighttime melts into yesterday,
In the hush of the upside view,
The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.
Thursday, 19 March 2026
Journey Through Myself
## **“Journey Through Myself”**
**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**
On a journey to find myself
Trying to change myself
I wish I was someone else
Maybe plastic dreams will help
---
**[Verse 1 – wandering, introspective]**
Should I call myself Michael?
Or something wild from the initials of LSD?
Real self, old self, new self — which am I?
Let us reason why
On a journey to change myself
Trying to lose the shadow of yesterday
So I can meet the one who waits
Oh, how I wish I was someone else
---
**[Chorus – swirling, hypnotic]**
Finally, I’m with myself
Talking to myself
“How to disappear?” — you’ll never find me
Where am I?
As I look into the sky
Oh my, I’m high, dimensions flowing by
Where am I?
Who am I?
Why am I here?
Why am I there?
Over here, over there
Real self, old self, new self — which am I?
Let us reason why
---
**[Verse 2 – dreamlike, psychedelic imagery]**
Floating through colors I can’t name
Echoes of laughter, whispers of flame
The walls bend, the stars revolve
All my questions slowly dissolve
Finally, I’m alone with myself
And I feel a strange, soft peace
I’m at rest
The trip has no end
The mirrors all bend
---
**[Chorus – repeat, layered]**
Finally, I’m with myself
Talking to myself
“How to disappear?” — you’ll never find me
Where am I?
As I look into the sky
Oh my, I’m high, dimensions flowing by
Where am I?
Who am I?
Why am I here?
Why am I there?
Over here, over there
Real self, old self, new self — which am I?
Let us reason why
---
**[Outro – dissolving, echoing mantra]**
Finally, alone with myself
I’m at peace
I’m at rest
The journey folds in on itself
And I flow…
I flow…
I flow…
---
Lyndaleigh
The Infinite Unseen
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## **“The Infinite Unseen”**
**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**
What is born will die…
What is gathered will disperse…
What is high comes low…
Collapse, dissolve, flow…
---
**[Verse 1 – surreal imagery]**
No words can tell it,
No sound can reach it,
No example points the way.
Nothing touches it,
Nothing names it,
No one shows it to the day.
Knowledge doesn’t harm it,
Naivety doesn’t help,
In its stillness
Nothing can be removed,
Nothing can be added.
---
**[Chorus – mantra-like, hypnotic]**
It has never been born,
It has never died,
Never ended, never stared.
Never free, never deceived,
Never existed, never nonexisted.
No limits at all… no limits at all…
---
**[Verse 2 – flowing, cosmic drift]**
What has been built up
Will crumble into dust.
What has been accumulated
Will vanish into rust.
The mountains fall, the oceans fade,
The stars collapse in silent parade.
All things high are brought down low,
All streams of being endlessly flow.
---
**[Bridge – abstract, hallucinatory]**
Infinite mirrors
Reflecting nothing and everything,
Shadows of shadows
Where time does not cling.
The unseen whispers
Through corridors of space,
A song with no sound,
A face with no face.
---
**[Chorus – repeat, layered]**
It has never been born,
It has never died,
Never ended, never stared.
Never free, never deceived,
Never existed, never nonexisted.
No limits at all… no limits at all…
---
**[Outro – dissolving, echoing]**
Born and dying,
Gathered and dispersed,
Accumulated, exhausted,
Built up, collapsed,
High and low,
All dissolves…
All flows…
All fades into the infinite unseen…
---
What is born will die
What has been gathered will be dispersed,
What has been accumulated will be exhausted,
What has been built up will collapse,
And what has been high will be brought low.
no words can describe it
no words can explain what it is
no example can point to it
nothing can find it
no one could show you it
knowledge does not make it worse
naivety does not make it better
in this there is not a thing to be removed or not a thing to be added
it has never been born it has never died
it has never ended it has never stared
it has never been free
it has never been decived
it has never existed
it has never nonexisted
it has no limits at all
What is born will die What has been gathered will be dispersed, What has been accumulated will be exhausted, What has been built up will collapse, And what has been high will be brought low. no words can describe it no words can explain what it is no example can point to it nothing can find it no one could show you it knowledge does not make it worse naivety does not make it better in this there is not a thing to be removed or not a thing to be added it has never been born it has never died it has never ended it has never started it has never been free it has never been deceived it has never existed it has never nonexistent
Neon Mind
"Neon Mind
*Verse 1:*
LSD turn me on,
All my friends are seeing tracers,
Flashing neon signs,
Laser rainbow lights in the skylines,
Looking like phaser beams,
In a kaleidoscope dream.
*Chorus:*
There are many colours in my head,
Spinning round, they never end,
Every thought a technicolor thread,
Waves of light, floating instead.
*Verse 2:*
I’m lost in the spectrum of sound,
Gravity’s fading, I’m not bound,
I see the universe expand,
Fingers tracing light in the sand,
A thousand visions at my feet,
Each one a beat, each one a leap.
*Chorus:*
There are many colours in my head,
Spinning round, they never end,
Every thought a technicolor thread,
Waves of light, floating instead.
*Bridge:*
Electric, electric, the pulse in the air,
My mind’s exploding, I’m everywhere,
Neon rivers, flowing through,
I’m a particle of light, breaking through.
*Chorus:*
There are many colours in my head,
Spinning round, they never end,
Every thought a technicolor thread,
Waves of light, floating instead.
*Outro:*
LSD turn me on,
I’m living in a neon dawn,
Tracers following me all around,
In this world of light, I’m unbound.
Chasing dreams in a fleeting game
*Two sides of a paper moon,*
*Floating softly, drifting soon.*
*Where the shadows dance and play,*
*Lines are drawn, but they slip away.*
*(gentle strumming, soft pauses)*
*Faces smiling, faces frown,*
*In a world that spins around.*
*Laughter echoes, tears will flow,*
*What’s the difference? Who can know?*
*(pause, ethereal sounds)*
*Up in the sky, the clouds collide,*
*While down below, the rivers slide.*
*We’re all the same, yet worlds apart,*
*Two hearts beating, one broken heart.*
**(Chorus)**
*Us and them, a whispered name,*
*Chasing dreams in a fleeting game.*
*Divided lines, we walk the same,*
*In the dark, we’re all to blame.*
*(soft, introspective melody)*
*Warriors clash, with swords of light,*
*Fighting shadows in the night.*
*But who’s the enemy, who’s the friend?*
*In the end, it all will blend.*
*(short pause, building atmosphere)*
*Time keeps ticking, the sun will rise,*
*We search for truth, beneath the lies.*
*Yet every heartbeat feels the same,*
*In the quiet, we play the game.*
**(Chorus)**
*Us and them, a whispered name,*
*Chasing dreams in a fleeting game.*
*Divided lines, we walk the same,*
*In the dark, we’re all to blame.*
*(soft fade-out, gentle strum)*
*So take my hand, let’s break the chains,*
*In this dance of joy and pain.*
*For in the end, it’s all a dream,*
*Us and them, just a passing theme.*
---
The Great Gig
The Great Gig
*Floating high, a feather’s flight,*
*In the clouds, where dreams ignite.*
*Voices whisper, soft and clear,*
*Echoes linger, drawing near.*
*(gentle strumming, soft pauses)*
*The sun spills gold, the shadows play,*
*While laughter dances, then drifts away.*
*Moments flash, a spark, a sigh,*
*Where time stands still, and we can fly.*
*(soft, ethereal sounds)*
**(Chorus)**
*Up above the world so bright,*
*In the silence of the night.*
*With every breath, the stars align,*
*In the great gig, it’s all divine.*
*(pause, gentle picking)*
*Clouds roll in like whispers sweet,*
*A tapestry beneath my feet.*
*Every heartbeat, a cosmic tune,*
*As the night hums a lullaby to the moon.*
*(short pause, then build up)*
*In the chaos, find your way,*
*Through the mist, where shadows sway.*
*All that matters fades away,*
*In the light of a brand-new day.*
**(Chorus)**
*Up above the world so bright,*
*In the silence of the night.*
*With every breath, the stars align,*
*In the great gig, it’s all divine.*
*(soft, fading outro)*
*So let it be, as it must go,*
*In the great gig, we’re free to flow.*
*With every sigh, a new refrain,*
*In the sky, we’ll meet again.*
---
On the Run
On the Run
*Footsteps echo in a glassy maze,*
*Shapes that flicker, shadows play,*
*Lost and found, I spin around,*
*In circles where no end is found.*
*(pause, scattered strums)*
*Ticket in hand, but nowhere to go,*
*Planes above, they dip down low.*
*A whispered word, then it’s gone,*
*On the run… on the run.*
*(quiet, trailing guitar notes)*
**(Chorus)**
*And I’m spinning, tumbling down,*
*Over fields, through ghostly towns.*
*The sky drops out, I’m falling fast,*
*But the ground just melts to glass.*
*(pause, slow strum)*
*In the distance, engines hum,*
*The race is on, but who has won?*
*Faces blur, then fade away,*
*We run and run and run all day.*
*(choppy, staccato guitar notes)*
**(Bridge)**
*Left and right, the road won’t stay,*
*Shapes dissolve and float away.*
*I laugh, I trip, but there’s no ground,*
*The world is spinning round and round.*
*(soft picking, dreamlike pause)*
**(Chorus)**
*Running, slipping, through the air,*
*Reaching out but there’s nothing there.*
*Lights flash by in threads of red,*
*The path unwinds, the end’s ahead.*
*(pause, echoing guitar)*
*There’s no start and there’s no end,*
*Just circles where the road won’t bend.*
*In a blur, the world spins on,*
*Gone again… on the run.*
---
Chromatic Dreams
## **“Chromatic Dreams”**
**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**
Purple lights, violet lights
Scarlet flames, I speak your name
Swirling colors in my brain
All dissolving, all the same
---
**[Verse 1 – floating imagery]**
The purple colors spin around
The silence makes a deep, red sound
Blue, black, purple waves collide
Orange and yellow, side by side
Funny fellow in the neon haze
Laughing softly in the maze
Steps are floating, time is slow
Every shadow starts to glow
---
**[Chorus – hypnotic, mantra-like]**
Spin, spin, the colors grow
Through the inner cosmic flow
Feel the lights inside your mind
Leave the world you’ve left behind
---
**[Verse 2 – surreal expansion]**
Emerald rivers drip on gold
Voices hum but never told
Silver trees bend in the breeze
Floating islands over seas
Crimson sparks ignite the air
Every thought becomes a flare
Shapes that twist and start to blend
No beginning, no clear end
---
**[Bridge – layered, dreamy]**
Purple lights, violet lights
Scarlet flames, I speak your name
Blue, black, purple waves
Orange, yellow, funny fellow plays
Gliding through a liquid sky
Laughing stars and wondering why
Every color hums a tone
Every sound becomes your own
---
**[Chorus – repeat, fading]**
Spin, spin, the colors grow
Through the inner cosmic flow
Feel the lights inside your mind
Leave the world you’ve left behind
---
**[Outro – dissolving echo]**
Purple lights, violet lights
Scarlet flames, I speak your name
Spin and spin and let it go
Floating in the chromatic flow…
---
Wednesday, 18 March 2026
Cosmic Colour Glow
## **Cosmic Colour Glow**
**[Intro – slow, drifting]**
Softly turning, slowly bright
Liquid echoes in the night
Feel the shimmer start to grow
In the cosmic colour glow
---
**[Verse 1]**
There's a cosmic colour glow
Everywhere I go
I have found another world it seems
There where the cosmic colours lie
All around me in the night
Like standing in a land of green
---
**[Refrain – airy, repeating motif]**
Glow… let it flow…
Through the places we don’t know
---
**[Verse 2]**
When the cosmic colour glow
Calls on everyone I know
When the sun sets fire to the sky
And the pleasures drift in air
Flowing through your face and hair
Like a dream that won’t deny
---
**[Instrumental Break – (imagine sitar / reverb guitar / backwards effects)]**
---
**[Verse 3]**
Crimson rivers softly stream
Through the corners of a dream
Where the silent voices start to sing
Shadows painted bright and strange
Always shifting, never same
Every thought begins to ring
---
**[Refrain – extended]**
Glow… let it show…
Everything we never know
Glow… drifting slow…
Where the hidden colours go
---
**[Bridge – hazy / surreal]**
Floating shapes of violet light
Melt the edges of the night
Time is folding in between
What is heard and what is seen
Golden whispers touch the air
Nothing solid anywhere
All dissolves and reappears
Far beyond the weight of years
---
**[Verse 4]**
There's a cosmic colour glow
In the spaces far below
In the places we have never been
Every sound becomes a wave
Every thought begins to cave
Into something in between
---
**[Outro – dissolving / hypnotic]**
There's a cosmic colour glow
Everywhere I go…
Everywhere I go…
Everywhere I go…
Glow… glow… glow…
---
Carousel of the Cloud-Eaters
## **“Carousel of the Cloud-Eaters”**
**[Spoken Intro – loose, dreamy]**
Spin the lantern, don’t let it land
There’s a staircase drawn in sand
Someone whispered, “not this way”
But the floor just floated anyway
---
**[Section I – tumbling rhythm]**
Crack the sky like sugared glass
Let the silver lizards pass
Tiptoe through a velvet hive
Count the clocks that stay alive
Tripwire moonbeams start to sing
Buttons grow on everything
Paper horses gently shout
“Turn yourself and turn about”
---
**[Break – sudden drop / minimal]**
hush now—
the ceiling’s breathing
---
**[Section II – rising, chant-like]**
Up the spiral, down the well
Ring the softly melting bell
Feathered footsteps lose their sound
Circles square and squares go round
Hey now, carry what you can’t
Fold it in a sideways chant
Every maybe, every might
Glows a little in the night
---
**[Hook – repeating, hypnotic but not a chorus]**
Roll me through the painted tide
Let the colours be my guide
Close the map and slip inside
There’s no edge on this ride
---
**[Section III – playful / absurd imagery]**
Teacups chatter, spoons take flight
Dancing forks in boots too tight
Marble kings with jelly crowns
Trade their thrones for upside-downs
A laughing door without a wall
Opens wide but not at all
Candles drip in reverse rain
Lighting shadows just the same
---
**[Bridge – stretched, dreamy drift]**
Was it me or was it you
Or the echo passing through
All the names we never said
Sleeping lightly in our head
Drift a while, don’t ask why
Watch the ground forget the sky
Every step a soft disguise
For the truth that never tries
---
**[Hook – variation]**
Roll me through the painted tide
Let the colours be my guide
Tie the moment open wide
There’s no edge on this ride
---
**[Section IV – rhythmic, almost marching but unstable]**
Tick-tock, the jelly clock bends
Forward falling never ends
One step left and two steps through
Every path divides in two
Lantern fish in treetop seas
Hum in tangled harmonies
Catch a thought and let it go
Watch it bloom and overflow
---
**[Outro – dissolving / cyclical feel]**
Spin the lantern, let it fall
Wasn’t there a floor at all?
Someone laughs behind your name
Nothing leaves the way it came
Roll me through…
roll me through…
roll me through the painted tide…
---
Ticket to Fly
**“Ticket to Fly”**
I think I'm gonna get high
i think it's today yeah
All the things she said are blowing away yeah
Morning light hits different now
No weight pulling me down
All the noise fades into clouds
Feet don’t even touch the ground
I was stuck in yesterday
Running circles in my mind
Now it’s drifting far away
Leaving all that behind
**Chorus**
I’ve got a ticket to fly
And I’m feeling alive
Got the wind at my back
And the sun in my eyes
I’ve got a ticket to fly
No more tears left to cry
Every mile that I go
Lifts me higher inside
Breathing in a clearer view
Sky is open wide
Every thought I outgrew
Falling off with the tide
Nothing heavy left to hold
Nothing left to prove
Just a story being told
In the way I move
**Chorus**
I’ve got a ticket to fly
And I’m feeling alive
Got the wind at my back
And the sun in my eyes
I’ve got a ticket to fly
No more tears left to cry
Every mile that I go
Lifts me higher inside
Floating past the doubt and pain
Let it all release
In this moment I remain
Somewhere close to peace
I think I'm gonna get high
i think it's today yeah
All the things she said are blowing away yeah
---
Monday, 9 March 2026
killer teddy bears
killer teddy bears
(Verse 1)
A wasted and destroyed landscape
Twisting under acid skies
Shadows crawl and colors scrape
Where the empty laughter lies
Screening dancing killer teddy bears
Won’t let me in, won’t let me breathe
Their stitched-up faces leer and stare
And I can’t find the door to leave
(Chorus – trippy, hypnotic)
And now I know it’s never gonna begin
The walls are bleeding, spinning, wearing thin
The monkey cuts his tongue with a razor blade
As the writing on the wall starts to fade… no, starts to bleed
(Verse 2)
Clock hands drip like melting wax
The floor folds under every step
Eyes appear in the ceiling cracks
Every corner holding death
Candles scream with violet tongues
Paper moons shatter in my head
Silver ants march with broken drums
Leading me to the things I dread
(Chorus)
And now I know it’s never gonna begin
The walls are bleeding, spinning, wearing thin
The monkey cuts his tongue with a razor blade
As the writing on the wall starts to bleed
(Bridge – jagged, chaotic, almost spoken)
I reach for a window that isn’t there
The teddy bears grin and tear
Colors twist like broken dreams
Nothing is quite what it seems
(Verse 3)
My hands are floating, not my own
The air is heavy, the ground has grown
Rivers of crimson, violet skies
Mirror cracks reflecting lies
And I can’t escape, I can’t rewind
This labyrinth is in my mind
Every step just pulls me through
To a trip I never wanted to
(Chorus – final, screaming)
And now I know it’s never gonna begin
The walls are bleeding, spinning, wearing thin
The monkey cuts his tongue with a razor blade
As the writing on the wall starts to bleed
(Outro – whispered, fading)
Destroyed landscape, twisted view
The trip is over… but it’s still in you
Distorted View of Red and Blue
I Give Up
No Smoke, No Hope
**No Smoke, No Hope**
*(Verse 1)*
I can’t cope, I’ve lost all hope
Got dope to smoke but I don’t care
Ash on the floor, staring at the door
Wondering why it’s never fair
Hands shaking, head breaking
Nothing left inside my head
Smoke was my friend, it never stayed
Now it’s just a ghost instead
*(Chorus)*
No smoke tonight!
No green light!
Just the ceiling and the pain!
No smoke tonight!
No comfort in sight!
Only silence in my brain!
*(Verse 2)*
It’s not fair when you’re in despair
And nobody’s anywhere
No will, no spare time to feel
Just emptiness in the air
Mind racing, heart pacing
Every minute twice as long
Used to drown it in the haze
Now the silence screams a song
*(Chorus)*
No smoke tonight!
No green light!
Just the ceiling and the pain!
No smoke tonight!
No comfort in sight!
Only silence in my brain!
*(Bridge – fast, jagged)*
Cold room, slow doom
Nothing moving in my head
Throw it away, face the day
Even if it isn’t fair!
Even if it isn’t fair!
*(Verse 3)*
I can’t cope, I’ve lost all hope
Got dope to smoke but I won’t care
Throw it away, face the day
Even if it isn’t fair
Somewhere past the shaking
Past the hollow in my chest
There’s a quiet little whisper
Saying maybe this is best
*(Chorus – repeat, shout it out)*
No smoke tonight!
No green light!
Just the ceiling and the pain!
No smoke tonight!
No comfort in sight!
Only silence in my brain!
---
Violet Light, Purple Light
Violet light, purple light
Spilling through the ceiling tonight
Dripping down the painted air
Turning shadows into squares
Purple light, violet glow
Whispers where the day can’t go
Laughing in a silver chair
Floating in electric hair
Spin the moon like a vinyl plate
Let the starlight oscillate
Candy clouds and marmalade skies
Blinking through your butterfly eyes
Violet light, purple stream
Running softly through the dream
Tapping on a crystal door
Where the clocks don’t tick anymore
Purple light, violet flame
Calling every hidden name
Pebbles dancing in your shoe
Planets painted cobalt blue
Ride the ripple of a sigh
Watch the paper pigeons fly
Fold the night into a kite
Tie it to the violet light
Purple rivers hum and glide
Tiny galaxies inside
Teacups spinning round the sun
Counting backwards just for fun
Violet light, purple rain
Washing softly through the brain
Jellyfish of neon green
Swimming through the tangerine
Close your eyes and you might see
A ladder growing from a tree
Climb it past the lemon sky
Wave goodbye as you drift by
Violet light, purple sea
Sailing through your reverie
Silver laughter in the breeze
Buzzing softly through the trees
Purple light, violet tide
Rolling gently side to side
Dream machines begin to start
Painting circles in your heart
Violet light… purple light…
Everything is soft tonight.
Monday, 16 February 2026
Purple Mountains
**Purple Mountains**
**Verse 1**
Purple mountains, amber sky
Waves of sound flowing by
Rolling Stone, drifting free
Native American spirit guiding me
Mystic wisdom in the breeze
Whispering through the swaying trees
Colors shimmer, twist, and bend
Journey through a world that has no end
**Chorus**
Purple mountains, amber sky
Close your eyes, let your mind fly
Waves of sound, the river calls
Mystic visions through cosmic halls
**Verse 2**
Rolling Stone, hear the song
Ancient echoes moving strong
Native drums beat under moonlight
Guiding souls through the endless night
Mystic wisdom, secrets unfold
Stories of the young and old
Waves of sound, a sacred trance
In this kaleidoscope, we dance
**Chorus**
Purple mountains, amber sky
Close your eyes, let your mind fly
Waves of sound, the river calls
Mystic visions through cosmic halls
**Bridge**
Floating on a prism tide
Time dissolves, worlds collide
Colors drip from every tree
Native chants set the spirit free
**Chorus / Outro**
Purple mountains, amber sky
Close your eyes, let your mind fly
Waves of sound, the river calls
Mystic visions through cosmic halls
---
Direct Flight to Neptune
**Direct Flight to Neptune**
**Verse 1**
Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope
Pass me Galileo’s telescope
Pass me a bag full of dope
The beat of my heart is about to dance
As I’m slipping into a trance
A psychedelic vision of the mid-60’s
On a direct flight to Neptune
**Chorus**
Lost in Cyberspace, we die by candlelight
We are healed by the daylight
Just the same as you, just the same as you
Colors bending, everything feels new
**Verse 2**
Stars drip like liquid gold
Time unravels, stories unfold
Neptune’s oceans swirl in electric hues
Galaxies spiral in my mind’s own muse
Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope
Pass me Galileo’s telescope
Every heartbeat a fractal, every thought a scope
Slipping deeper into cosmic hope
**Chorus**
Lost in Cyberspace, we die by candlelight
We are healed by the daylight
Just the same as you, just the same as you
Colors bending, everything feels new
**Bridge**
Tripping through the echoes of neon rain
Mid-60’s visions pulsing in my brain
Floating on a wave that the cosmos made
Slipping through dimensions where the colors fade
A bag full of dope, telescopes, and light
We dance in the stars, lost in the night
**Chorus / Outro**
Lost in Cyberspace, we die by candlelight
We are healed by the daylight
Just the same as you, just the same as you
On a direct flight to Neptune, everything’s true
Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope
Pass me Galileo’s telescope
A psychedelic trance where the mind can elope
---
**Direct Flight to Neptune (Mantra Version)**
**Chant / Verse 1**
Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope, stethoscope
Pass me Galileo’s telescope, telescope
Pass me a bag full of dope, full of dope
The beat of my heart is about to dance, dance
Slipping into a trance, into a trance
A psychedelic vision of the mid-60’s, mid-60’s
On a direct flight to Neptune, flight to Neptune
Colors melt, the stars all swoon, all swoon
**Chorus / Mantra**
Lost in Cyberspace, lost in Cyberspace
We die by candlelight, we die by candlelight
We are healed by the daylight, healed by the daylight
Just the same as you, just the same as you
**Chant / Verse 2**
Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope, stethoscope
Pass me Galileo’s telescope, telescope
Every heartbeat a fractal, fractal
Every thought a scope, a scope
Slipping deeper in cosmic hope, cosmic hope
Neptune’s oceans swirl in electric hues, electric hues
Galaxies spiral in my mind’s own muse, own muse
Floating through the light, there’s nothing to lose, nothing to lose
**Chorus / Mantra**
Lost in Cyberspace, lost in Cyberspace
We die by candlelight, we die by candlelight
We are healed by the daylight, healed by the daylight
Just the same as you, just the same as you
**Bridge / Trance**
Bag full of dope, telescopes, and light, light
Dancing in the stars, lost in the night, night
Tripping through echoes of neon rain, neon rain
Mid-60’s visions pulsing in my brain, brain
**Outro / Fade**
Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope, stethoscope
Pass me Galileo’s telescope, telescope
On a direct flight to Neptune, flight to Neptune
Colors melt, the stars all swoon, all swoon
---
Darth Vader, Space Invader
**Darth Vader, Space Invader**
**Verse 1**
Darth Vader, the space invader
Floating through stars like a neon crusader
Galaxies twist while I drift on the vapor
Mind expanding, reality’s a caper
Cosmic visions in kaleidoscope layers
Lights flicker wild in electric prayers
**Chorus**
Darth Vader, space invader
Riding the waves like a neon crusader
Colors explode, the universe wavers
Lost in the night with my cosmic savior
**Verse 2**
Laser beams cut through shadowed skies
Planets spin like the truth in disguise
Darth Vader, the space invader
Psychedelic dreams make me a crusader
Gravity bends, I’m weightless, I’m stranger
Time loops around in a rainbow danger
**Chorus**
Darth Vader, space invader
Riding the waves like a neon crusader
Colors explode, the universe wavers
Lost in the night with my cosmic savior
**Bridge**
Stars hum songs that vibrate my spine
Echoes of futures that’ll never be mine
Darth Vader, space invader
Pushing the limits, I’m a neon crusader
Mind on fire, perception on fire
Every moment burns higher and higher
**Chorus / Outro**
Darth Vader, space invader
Riding the waves like a neon crusader
Colors explode, the universe wavers
Lost in the night with my cosmic savior
---
Many Colours in My Head
**Many Colours in My Head**
**Verse 1**
In the darkness I can see the sunlight
You like to push the boundaries of your reality
LSD turn me on
All my friends are seeing tracers
Flashing neon signs, laser rainbow lights in the skylines
Looking like phaser beams
**Pre-Chorus**
There are many colours in my head
There are many colours in my head
**Chorus**
I can see the light of the sun in the evening
Shadows bend, everything’s revealing
There are many colours in my head
There are many colours in my head
**Verse 2**
Time distorts, and the walls start breathing
Shapes melt together, nothing deceiving
Rainbow sparks in the corners of my vision
Every heartbeat syncs with cosmic precision
Flashing neon signs, laser rainbow lights in the skylines
Looking like phaser beams, it’s divine
**Pre-Chorus**
There are many colours in my head
There are many colours in my head
**Chorus**
I can see the light of the sun in the evening
Shadows bend, everything’s revealing
There are many colours in my head
There are many colours in my head
**Bridge**
Spinning, twirling, the universe bends
All my friends are dancing, the trip never ends
LSD turn me on, let the night ignite
Laser beams and fractals collide in the light
**Chorus / Outro**
I can see the light of the sun in the evening
Shadows bend, everything’s revealing
There are many colours in my head
There are many colours in my head
---
Don’t Worry About Dying
---
**Don’t Worry About Dying**
**Verse 1**
Don’t worry about dying
You weren’t meant to exist
As your physical body turns to jelly
The life you once lived fades away
Colors melt into sound, shapes bend and sway
Time folds in on itself, night consumes the day
Whispers of memory drift into the void
Everything familiar, nothing left to avoid
**Chorus**
Floating through the neon sky
Feel your essence split and fly
Don’t worry about dying, let it go
Into the streams where the cosmic rivers flow
Your body fades, your mind expands
Dancing through dimensions with no hands
Life dissolves, but you’re not gone
Just a note in the universal song
**Verse 2**
Particles hum in fractal designs
Thoughts unravel, crossing all lines
Reality twists, laughing at your fear
Every heartbeat echoes in spheres you can hear
Gravity loosens, your skin turns to light
Darkness and color become the same sight
You’re nothing, you’re everything, all at once
The universe pulses, infinite, nonchalant
**Chorus**
Floating through the neon sky
Feel your essence split and fly
Don’t worry about dying, let it go
Into the streams where the cosmic rivers flow
Your body fades, your mind expands
Dancing through dimensions with no hands
Life dissolves, but you’re not gone
Just a note in the universal song
**Bridge**
Turn inside out, let your atoms sing
Merge with the silence that the void will bring
Every boundary, every form, every name
Melts into nothing, but nothing’s the same
Ride the wave of entropy, feel it bloom
Time is a circle, spinning your tomb
Yet in the collapse, new worlds ignite
A kaleidoscope dawn in eternal night
**Outro**
Don’t worry about dying
You weren’t meant to exist
Your jelly body drifts into the unknown
The life you once lived fades away
And somewhere, somehow, the cosmos hums
A lullaby for everyone who comes
---
Satan Dawning
Antidepressants
playing with razor blades
**ex bitch**
**Verse 1**
Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,
Trying to move on, live calm, but you’re chasing me,
Drama every day still banging at my door,
Same toxic cycle I ain’t living in no more.
Late-night ringing, same fight on repeat,
Stress in my head, can’t even get sleep,
Every time I block, you find another way in,
I’m trying to leave while you drag me back in.
**Chorus**
Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,
I’m moving forward, you ain’t holding back on me,
Phone on silent, I’m cutting you free,
No more chaos, just peace for me.
Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,
But them days done, you ain’t controlling me,
Door closed now, I’m done with the grief,
Moving on, finding my own relief.
**Verse 2**
Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,
All hours, mad calls, pure insanity,
She needs locking up and going back to the psychiatric ward,
I’m done with the late-night fights, I can’t take it no more.
Every conversation turns into war,
Same broken story we’ve heard before,
I tried to help but I lost myself,
Now I’m choosing freedom and nothing else.
**Verse 3**
Whole relationship sinking, watching it fail,
Too much hate, too much madness, life off the rail,
She's so fat she looks like a whale,
I’m choosing freedom while you scream and you wail.
All that shouting, all them threats on repeat,
Same toxic energy knocking me off my feet,
But I’m stepping away, cutting loose the chain,
No more living trapped in your pain.
**Chorus**
Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,
I’m moving forward, you ain’t holding back on me,
Phone on silent, I’m cutting you free,
No more chaos, just peace for me.
Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,
But them days done, you ain’t controlling me,
Door closed now, I’m done with the grief,
Moving on, finding my own relief.
**Verse 4**
She's been playing with razor blades now she's got tiger patterns all over her skin,
Every argument dragging me back in again,
But I’m stepping away, letting new days begin,
Leaving behind all the chaos you’re in.
Tried to stand by you through every breakdown,
But every time I helped, you still pulled me down,
Now I’m walking out, done with the storm,
Choosing a life that feels normal and warm.
**Outro**
Ex bitch constantly phoning me and harassing me,
Now you’re just history, not part of me,
Phone on silent, peace finally mine,
Your chaos stays there, my future’s mine.
If you want next, we can **tighten this to fit a specific beat timing** so it flows clean over a drill or grime instrumental.
**ex bitch**
Ex bitch constantly phone in me and harassing me
I’m trying to move on, get space, live peacefully
But every day it’s drama knocking back at my door
Same old chaos I ain’t living in no more
Ex bitch constantly phone in me and harassing me
She needs locking up and going back to the psychiatric ward
I’m done with the stress, done with the late-night war
Cutting all ties, I ain’t trapped anymore
She's so fat she looks like a whale
All that hate and madness never ends well
Whole relationship sinking, watching it fail
I’m choosing freedom while you sit there and wail
She's been playing with razor blades now she's got tiger patterns all over her skin
Every argument pulls me back in again
But I’m stepping away, letting my new life begin
Leaving the pain and the mess you’re in
Ex bitch constantly phone in me and harassing me
I’m walking forward, not going back, now you’re past to me
Phone on silent, peace finally mine
Your chaos stays there, my future’s mine.
Sunday, 15 February 2026
Ex bitch
Hey girl, I go forward, not backwards, that’s for sure
I’ve had enough, of feeling broken, I ain’t living rough no more.
I Saw graffiti on the wall, truth sprayed out there,
While you sat at home alone, fighting demons in despair.
City lights flicker while I’m dodging your drama, Every call, every message just adds to the trauma,
Trying to breathe but the past pulls tight,
So I lace up my boots and I’m gone in the night
I saw something graffiti sprayed on a wall
You were sat home playing with your razor blades
Every step away feels like escape,
From the chaos, the lies, every move you fake,
Not about walls or paint in the street,
It’s about getting free before I’m beat
I saw something graffiti sprayed on a wall
You were sat home playing with your razor blades
Friends tell me leave but you pull me back in,
Every promise you make just covered in sin,
Sharp words, sharp moods, cutting deeper than steel,
And you hide all the pain that you don’t wanna feel.
While I’m out here chasing air I can breathe,
You’re trapped in a cycle you never wanna leave,
And every night feels like walking on glass,
Trying to outrun memories moving too fast.
I saw something graffiti sprayed on a wall
You were sat home playing with your razor blades
**Bridge**
I ain’t trying to fight, I’m just trying to live,
Got no more pieces of myself to give,
Some people run streets, some run from pain,
Some sit in silence going insane.
**Final Chorus**
I saw something graffiti sprayed on a wall
You were sat home playing with your razor blades
**Outro**
So I move straight on, don’t look behind,
Leave the chaos and the cuts of the mind,
Forward motion, yeah that’s my lane,
Walking out free in the cold night rain.
Wednesday, 11 February 2026
Something to take the edge off
**Verse 1**
Long day dragging on my mind,
Every worry stacked in line,
Clock hands moving way too slow,
Need a place my thoughts can go.
Pressure buzzing in my head,
Words I wish I’d never said,
Just need peace for a little while,
Something soft to make me smile.
**Pre-Chorus**
Neon lights and midnight air,
Trying not to even care,
Searching for that gentle calm,
A quiet place away from harm.
**Chorus**
Something to take the edge off,
Let the heavy feeling drift off,
Let the noise fade into night,
Let the wrong start feeling right.
Something to take the edge off,
Let the sharpness finally drop off,
Just a moment to breathe and slow,
Something to take the edge off.
**Verse 2**
Friends all laughing down the street,
Music flowing with the beat,
Smoke curls dancing in the glow,
Troubles fading nice and slow.
No big plans, no place to be,
Just a little clarity,
Let the tension slip away,
Tomorrow’s fight can wait a day.
**Pre-Chorus**
City humming far below,
Thoughts begin to loosen, flow,
All the weight I used to hold,
Melts away into the cold.
**Chorus**
Something to take the edge off,
Let the heavy feeling drift off,
Let the noise fade into night,
Let the wrong start feeling right.
Something to take the edge off,
Let the sharpness finally drop off,
Just a moment to breathe and slow,
Something to take the edge off.
**Bridge**
No running, no disguise,
Just peace behind tired eyes,
World can spin without me now,
I’ll catch up later, somehow.
**Final Chorus (soft, extended)**
Something to take the edge off,
Let the long hard day just fall off,
Every worry floating free,
Nothing left but clarity.
Something to take the edge off,
Let the restless feeling drift off,
Just a quiet place to go,
Something to take the edge off…
Something to take the edge off.
If you’d like, I can shape it to fit a **rap**, **acoustic**, or **indie rock** style next.
Tuesday, 20 January 2026
Welcome to the netherworld
Welcome to the netherworld
*Verse 1:*
Welcome to the netherworld,
Where the colors swirl and twirl,
Lost in the shadows, I can't see,
The walls are closing in on me.
Blood red moon, it's watching me,
Reflecting all my misery,
I try to run but can't escape,
Caught in the spiral, can't relate.
*Chorus:*
The future’s a nightmare, twisted and cold,
The past is a blur, it’s breaking the mold,
The present is pain, tearing me apart,
A bad trip where I can’t find my heart.
Blood red moon, bleeding light,
Fading into the endless night,
Echoes whisper, what’s real, what's fake?
In the netherworld, I’ll break.
*Verse 2:*
Fingers trembling, I lose my grip,
Reality begins to slip,
I scream for help but no one's there,
A vision of terror fills the air.
The floor is melting, can’t stand still,
The world is bending to its will,
Whispers rise and shadows creep,
In this madness, I can't sleep.
*Chorus:*
The future’s a nightmare, twisted and cold,
The past is a blur, it’s breaking the mold,
The present is pain, tearing me apart,
A bad trip where I can’t find my heart.
Blood red moon, bleeding light,
Fading into the endless night,
Echoes whisper, what’s real, what's fake?
In the netherworld, I’ll break.
*Bridge:*
Where does the madness end?
Spinning in circles, my mind can’t mend,
Drifting deeper, no way out,
Drowning in silence, I start to shout.
*Chorus:*
The future’s a nightmare, twisted and cold,
The past is a blur, it’s breaking the mold,
The present is pain, tearing me apart,
A bad trip where I can’t find my heart.
Blood red moon, bleeding light,
Fading into the endless night,
Echoes whisper, what’s real, what's fake?
In the netherworld, I’ll break.
*Outro:*
Welcome to the netherworld,
Blood red moon, I’m cursed and swirled,
Fading, fading, into the dark,
A bad trip, leaving its mark.
Take Me Back to the Sky
**Title: Take Me Back to the Sky**
**[Verse 1]**
Take me back to the sky,
Where the clouds learn how to sigh,
Paint my name in lemon light,
’Cause I just want to get high.
Teacups spin inside my head,
Full of clocks and marmalade,
Every word I never said
Turns into a paper parade.
**[Chorus]**
Oh, take me back, take me back,
To the place where colors talk,
Where the pavement hums in tune,
And the moon goes for a walk.
**[Verse 2]**
Silver-haired girl on the radio,
Says that time is only air,
Breathe it in, then let it go,
Floating free without a care.
Shoes of sound, they don’t touch ground,
Every thought is upside down,
Whispers curl and spin around,
In the kaleidoscope town.
**[Chorus]**
Oh, take me back, take me back,
To the place where colors talk,
Where the pavement hums in tune,
And the moon goes for a walk.
**[Bridge]** *(Barrett-style whimsy)*
High like flowers on the moon,
Blooming sideways, out of tune,
Trumpets melt into the floor,
Yesterday is knocking at the door.
Spin me soft, spin me slow,
Paint the world in candy glow,
Fold me in a velvet sky,
I just want to learn to fly.
**[Chorus]**
Oh, take me back, take me back,
To the place where colors talk,
Where the pavement hums in tune,
And the moon goes for a walk.
**[Outro]**
Take me back to the sky,
I don’t need a reason why,
Fold me in the velvet blue,
I just want to get high.
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Mystic Sky
**Song Title: "Mystic Sky"**
*Verse 1:*
Purple mountains, amber sky,
Waves of sound flowing by,
In the winds, the whispers fly,
Guiding me to where I lie.
Rolling stone, the spirit's call,
Through the land, we stand so tall,
Native wisdom, ancient grace,
Tells the truth of time and space.
*Chorus:*
Mystic sky, oh, watch and see,
The sacred dance of land and sea,
From the earth, the stars align,
Revealing worlds where hearts combine.
*Verse 2:*
Ancient rivers, flowing free,
Carrying the soul to be,
In the fire, the spirits burn,
Their wisdom’s flame, we seek and learn.
Mystic visions fill the night,
Shining in the soft moonlight,
Through the haze of timeless dreams,
We are one in cosmic streams.
*Chorus:*
Mystic sky, oh, watch and see,
The sacred dance of land and sea,
From the earth, the stars align,
Revealing worlds where hearts combine.
*Bridge:*
Echoes of the elders speak,
In the quiet, we find what we seek,
Through the smoke, the path we tread,
With open hearts, we’re gently led.
*Chorus:*
Mystic sky, oh, watch and see,
The sacred dance of land and sea,
From the earth, the stars align,
Revealing worlds where hearts combine.
*Outro:*
Purple mountains, amber light,
Carry us through endless night,
In the rhythm, in the flow,
We are one with all we know.