Monday, 9 March 2026

killer teddy bears



killer teddy bears

(Verse 1)
A wasted and destroyed landscape
Twisting under acid skies
Shadows crawl and colors scrape
Where the empty laughter lies

Screening dancing killer teddy bears
Won’t let me in, won’t let me breathe
Their stitched-up faces leer and stare
And I can’t find the door to leave

(Chorus – trippy, hypnotic)
And now I know it’s never gonna begin
The walls are bleeding, spinning, wearing thin
The monkey cuts his tongue with a razor blade
As the writing on the wall starts to fade… no, starts to bleed

(Verse 2)
Clock hands drip like melting wax
The floor folds under every step
Eyes appear in the ceiling cracks
Every corner holding death

Candles scream with violet tongues
Paper moons shatter in my head
Silver ants march with broken drums
Leading me to the things I dread

(Chorus)
And now I know it’s never gonna begin
The walls are bleeding, spinning, wearing thin
The monkey cuts his tongue with a razor blade
As the writing on the wall starts to bleed

(Bridge – jagged, chaotic, almost spoken)
I reach for a window that isn’t there
The teddy bears grin and tear
Colors twist like broken dreams
Nothing is quite what it seems

(Verse 3)
My hands are floating, not my own
The air is heavy, the ground has grown
Rivers of crimson, violet skies
Mirror cracks reflecting lies

And I can’t escape, I can’t rewind
This labyrinth is in my mind
Every step just pulls me through
To a trip I never wanted to

(Chorus – final, screaming)
And now I know it’s never gonna begin
The walls are bleeding, spinning, wearing thin
The monkey cuts his tongue with a razor blade
As the writing on the wall starts to bleed

(Outro – whispered, fading)
Destroyed landscape, twisted view
The trip is over… but it’s still in you



Distorted View of Red and Blue

Distorted View of Red and Blue**

*(Verse 1)*
Spinning circles on the carpet floor
Whispers crawling through the door
Glass eyes flicker, shadows bend
Time dissolves, it has no end

Candles drip in crooked lines
Rivers hum in electric signs
I float between the walls and sky
Laughing at the reason why

*(Chorus)*
Mind revealing, soul receiving
I can see myself from the ceiling
As I'm dreaming this feeling
An altered state of perception
A distorted view of red and blue
Purple, it’s you
Purple light, violet night

*(Verse 2)*
Tangerine clouds and lemon rain
Tickle softly at my brain
Paper moons spin out of tune
Singing softly to the silver spoon

Velvet rivers twist and slide
Every thought is a butterfly
I hold the sky inside my hand
And watch it slip into the sand

*(Chorus)*
Mind revealing, soul receiving
I can see myself from the ceiling
As I'm dreaming this feeling
An altered state of perception
A distorted view of red and blue
Purple, it’s you
Purple light, violet night

*(Bridge – trippy, spoken/sung)*
Colors melt and bend and bloom
Faces fold inside the room
Echoes of a jellyfish sky
Blinking at the corners of my eye

*(Verse 3)*
Silver ants march up the wall
The shadows tumble, rise, and fall
Every note a golden thread
Weaving patterns in my head

Floating sideways through the sound
Gravity has lost its ground
Time drifts lazy, slow and new
As I’m tangled in the purple hue

*(Chorus – repeat, swelling)*
Mind revealing, soul receiving
I can see myself from the ceiling
As I'm dreaming this feeling
An altered state of perception
A distorted view of red and blue
Purple, it’s you
Purple light, violet night

*(Outro – whispering, fading)*
Red and blue, twist and turn
Purple light, I’ll never learn
Violet night, take me through
The distorted view of you…

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I Give Up



**I Give Up**

*(Verse 1)*
I give up on Jesus, I give up on God
I’ve been climbing mountains made of sand and sod
I’ve been looking for answers, they’re nowhere to be found
All the voices I hear just keep running me down

I give up on this life, can’t carry the weight
Every road I take just leads to the gate
The system is laughing, it’s choking my mind
I’ve been punching the air and I’m running out of time

*(Chorus)*
I give up! I give up!
No light in the night, no stars in my sky
I give up! I give up!
All the reasons I knew just passed me by

*(Verse 2)*
I give up on who I am, who I thought I could be
Every mirror I see just betrays me
I’ve been chasing shadows, I’ve been chasing lies
I’ve been swallowing fire and spitting out cries

I give up on trying to find out why
All the questions I asked just make me sigh
The walls are closing, the sky’s turning gray
I’ve been screaming to heaven, it’s fading away

*(Chorus)*
I give up! I give up!
No light in the night, no stars in my sky
I give up! I give up!
All the reasons I knew just passed me by

*(Bridge – raw, spoken)*
I’ve been holding on, I’ve been falling apart
Every beat of my heart feels like a broken dart
The world keeps spinning, it doesn’t care
I’m bleeding inside, but nobody’s there

*(Verse 3)*
I give up on laughter, I give up on love
I’ve been crawling through the dirt, the sky above
I give up on freedom, I give up on dreams
Life isn’t as kind as it once seemed

I give up on fighting, I give up on pain
I’ve been dancing in circles in the pouring rain
I give up on hope, I give up on fear
All that I wanted has disappeared

*(Chorus – shout it out, build fury)*
I give up! I give up!
No light in the night, no stars in my sky
I give up! I give up!
All the reasons I knew just passed me by

*(Outro – quiet, bitter, drawn out)*
I give up… I give up…
I give up… on everything…
I give up…

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**I Give Up**


I give up…
I give up on Jesus
I give up on God
I give up…
I give up on this life
I give up…


I can’t carry on no more
I can’t fight the system no more
All the walls are closing in
All the doors are locked again


I give up!
I give up!
I give up on who I am!
I give up!
I give up!
I give up on trying to find out why!


I gave my heart
I gave my hope
I ran and ran, I couldn’t cope
The sky is grey
The streets are cold
Everything I touch turns old


I can’t carry on no more
I can’t fight the system no more
All the noise is in my head
All the dreams are hanging dead

I give up!
I give up!
I give up on who I am!
I give up!
I give up!
I give up on trying to find out why!

Why? Why? Why?
The world’s a cage and I’m the bird
Flying blind and never heard
I gave it all and it’s not enough
I gave it all, I give up…

I give up!
I give up!
I give up on who I am!
I give up!
I give up!
I give up on trying to find out why!

I give up…
I give up…
I give up…

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No Smoke, No Hope

**No Smoke, No Hope**


*(Verse 1)*

I can’t cope, I’ve lost all hope

Got dope to smoke but I don’t care

Ash on the floor, staring at the door

Wondering why it’s never fair


Hands shaking, head breaking

Nothing left inside my head

Smoke was my friend, it never stayed

Now it’s just a ghost instead


*(Chorus)*

No smoke tonight!

No green light!

Just the ceiling and the pain!

No smoke tonight!

No comfort in sight!

Only silence in my brain!


*(Verse 2)*

It’s not fair when you’re in despair

And nobody’s anywhere

No will, no spare time to feel

Just emptiness in the air


Mind racing, heart pacing

Every minute twice as long

Used to drown it in the haze

Now the silence screams a song


*(Chorus)*

No smoke tonight!

No green light!

Just the ceiling and the pain!

No smoke tonight!

No comfort in sight!

Only silence in my brain!


*(Bridge – fast, jagged)*

Cold room, slow doom

Nothing moving in my head

Throw it away, face the day

Even if it isn’t fair!

Even if it isn’t fair!


*(Verse 3)*

I can’t cope, I’ve lost all hope

Got dope to smoke but I won’t care

Throw it away, face the day

Even if it isn’t fair


Somewhere past the shaking

Past the hollow in my chest

There’s a quiet little whisper

Saying maybe this is best


*(Chorus – repeat, shout it out)*

No smoke tonight!

No green light!

Just the ceiling and the pain!

No smoke tonight!

No comfort in sight!

Only silence in my brain!


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Violet Light, Purple Light

Violet Light, Purple Light

Violet light, purple light
Spilling through the ceiling tonight
Dripping down the painted air
Turning shadows into squares

Purple light, violet glow
Whispers where the day can’t go
Laughing in a silver chair
Floating in electric hair

Spin the moon like a vinyl plate
Let the starlight oscillate
Candy clouds and marmalade skies
Blinking through your butterfly eyes

Violet light, purple stream
Running softly through the dream
Tapping on a crystal door
Where the clocks don’t tick anymore

Purple light, violet flame
Calling every hidden name
Pebbles dancing in your shoe
Planets painted cobalt blue

Ride the ripple of a sigh
Watch the paper pigeons fly
Fold the night into a kite
Tie it to the violet light

Purple rivers hum and glide
Tiny galaxies inside
Teacups spinning round the sun
Counting backwards just for fun

Violet light, purple rain
Washing softly through the brain
Jellyfish of neon green
Swimming through the tangerine

Close your eyes and you might see
A ladder growing from a tree
Climb it past the lemon sky
Wave goodbye as you drift by

Violet light, purple sea
Sailing through your reverie
Silver laughter in the breeze
Buzzing softly through the trees

Purple light, violet tide
Rolling gently side to side
Dream machines begin to start
Painting circles in your heart

Violet light… purple light…
Everything is soft tonight.

Monday, 16 February 2026

Purple Mountains

**Purple Mountains**


**Verse 1**

Purple mountains, amber sky

Waves of sound flowing by

Rolling Stone, drifting free

Native American spirit guiding me


Mystic wisdom in the breeze

Whispering through the swaying trees

Colors shimmer, twist, and bend

Journey through a world that has no end


**Chorus**

Purple mountains, amber sky

Close your eyes, let your mind fly

Waves of sound, the river calls

Mystic visions through cosmic halls


**Verse 2**

Rolling Stone, hear the song

Ancient echoes moving strong

Native drums beat under moonlight

Guiding souls through the endless night


Mystic wisdom, secrets unfold

Stories of the young and old

Waves of sound, a sacred trance

In this kaleidoscope, we dance


**Chorus**

Purple mountains, amber sky

Close your eyes, let your mind fly

Waves of sound, the river calls

Mystic visions through cosmic halls


**Bridge**

Floating on a prism tide

Time dissolves, worlds collide

Colors drip from every tree

Native chants set the spirit free


**Chorus / Outro**

Purple mountains, amber sky

Close your eyes, let your mind fly

Waves of sound, the river calls

Mystic visions through cosmic halls


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Direct Flight to Neptune

**Direct Flight to Neptune**


**Verse 1**

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope

Pass me a bag full of dope

The beat of my heart is about to dance

As I’m slipping into a trance

A psychedelic vision of the mid-60’s

On a direct flight to Neptune


**Chorus**

Lost in Cyberspace, we die by candlelight

We are healed by the daylight

Just the same as you, just the same as you

Colors bending, everything feels new


**Verse 2**

Stars drip like liquid gold

Time unravels, stories unfold

Neptune’s oceans swirl in electric hues

Galaxies spiral in my mind’s own muse

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope

Every heartbeat a fractal, every thought a scope

Slipping deeper into cosmic hope


**Chorus**

Lost in Cyberspace, we die by candlelight

We are healed by the daylight

Just the same as you, just the same as you

Colors bending, everything feels new


**Bridge**

Tripping through the echoes of neon rain

Mid-60’s visions pulsing in my brain

Floating on a wave that the cosmos made

Slipping through dimensions where the colors fade

A bag full of dope, telescopes, and light

We dance in the stars, lost in the night


**Chorus / Outro**

Lost in Cyberspace, we die by candlelight

We are healed by the daylight

Just the same as you, just the same as you

On a direct flight to Neptune, everything’s true

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope

A psychedelic trance where the mind can elope


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**Direct Flight to Neptune (Mantra Version)**


**Chant / Verse 1**

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope, stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope, telescope

Pass me a bag full of dope, full of dope

The beat of my heart is about to dance, dance


Slipping into a trance, into a trance

A psychedelic vision of the mid-60’s, mid-60’s

On a direct flight to Neptune, flight to Neptune

Colors melt, the stars all swoon, all swoon


**Chorus / Mantra**

Lost in Cyberspace, lost in Cyberspace

We die by candlelight, we die by candlelight

We are healed by the daylight, healed by the daylight

Just the same as you, just the same as you


**Chant / Verse 2**

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope, stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope, telescope

Every heartbeat a fractal, fractal

Every thought a scope, a scope


Slipping deeper in cosmic hope, cosmic hope

Neptune’s oceans swirl in electric hues, electric hues

Galaxies spiral in my mind’s own muse, own muse

Floating through the light, there’s nothing to lose, nothing to lose


**Chorus / Mantra**

Lost in Cyberspace, lost in Cyberspace

We die by candlelight, we die by candlelight

We are healed by the daylight, healed by the daylight

Just the same as you, just the same as you


**Bridge / Trance**

Bag full of dope, telescopes, and light, light

Dancing in the stars, lost in the night, night

Tripping through echoes of neon rain, neon rain

Mid-60’s visions pulsing in my brain, brain


**Outro / Fade**

Pass me Dr. Who’s stethoscope, stethoscope

Pass me Galileo’s telescope, telescope

On a direct flight to Neptune, flight to Neptune

Colors melt, the stars all swoon, all swoon


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