Lost in My Mind

**Title: Lost in My Mind**

**Verse 1**

Dying inside, but I’m breathing still

Walking these streets with a broken will

Shadows follow wherever I go

Smiling outside, but they’ll never know

Every night feels the same again

Same dark thoughts, same silent pain

Try to run but I’m stuck in place

Haunted by my own headspace

**Pre-Chorus**

And I scream but it don’t make a sound

Feel like I’m buried six feet in the ground

**Chorus**

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

Crying inside

Lost in my mind

Falling apart

Piece by piece

No way out

No release

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

**Verse 2**

Voices echo, they never fade

Every promise I never made

Looking for light but I’m going blind

Trapped in the maze of my own mind

Days go by but I’m standing still

Fighting a war I can’t seem to kill

Every breath feels like a lie

Living, but I feel like I’ve died

**Pre-Chorus**

And I try but I can’t break free

Feels like this is what I’m meant to be

**Chorus**

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

Crying inside

Lost in my mind

Falling apart

Piece by piece

No way out

No release

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

**Bridge**

If I disappear, would anyone see?

Or am I just what’s left of me?

Screaming loud in the silence deep

Wide awake but I can’t find sleep

Hold on tight but I’m letting go

Down this road that I don’t control

**Final Chorus**

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

Crying inside

Lost in my mind

Breaking tonight

No more disguise

Fading away

Right before your eyes

Dying inside

Lost in my mind

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

 That mystical love is so much misunderstood

Like fire in the veins, like it’s doing no good

They try to name the feeling, but they never really could

It bends the mind like shadows carved in wood

You see it in the colors when the night turns gold

Hear it in the silence, in the stories never told

It slips between the seconds, too wild to hold

A secret that the universe unfolds

**Chorus**

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A kaleidoscope of truth beneath the hood

It breaks you down to build you like it should

And lifts you far beyond the flesh and blood

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A burning light inside the darkest wood

You lose yourself to find what always stood

A deeper kind of knowing where you could

**Verse 2**

Drifting through dimensions in a liquid sky

Every thought dissolves, every question “why”

You touch the edge of something you can’t deny

A silent scream that teaches you to fly

Faces made of starlight start to breathe and glow

Whispers of eternity begin to flow

You are every place you thought you'd never go

A seed that only cosmic winds can sow

**Chorus**

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A kaleidoscope of truth beneath the hood

It breaks you down to build you like it should

And lifts you far beyond the flesh and blood

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

A burning light inside the darkest wood

You lose yourself to find what always stood

A deeper kind of knowing where you could

**Bridge**

Melt into the rhythm of the endless sea

Every form undone, every part set free

What you thought you were is just a memory

You are what you are, and what you’ll always be

Echoes in the void begin to harmonize

Every fear dissolves before your eyes

Truth is not a thing you realize—

It’s the spark behind the great disguise

**Final Chorus**

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

Not something evil, not something just good

It’s the pulse beneath all that ever stood

The hidden root inside the living wood

That mystical love is so much misunderstood

But once you feel it, you know that you should

Let go of everything you thought you could—

And become the fire that always would 🔥

cosmic carousel

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**Cosmic Carousel**

*Verse 1*

Spinning, spinning in the violet air,

Whispers tickle your thoughts, they’re everywhere.

Twist and tumble through the candy sky,

Past the clocks that melt and the stars that sigh.

*Chorus*

Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,

Round and round where secrets dwell.

Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,

Nothing is quite what it seems.

*Verse 2*

Colors tumble, bend, and fold,

Silver rivers of sound, bright and bold.

A little spark whispers, “you are more,”

Not just a shell on the sandy shore.

*Chorus*

Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,

Round and round where secrets dwell.

Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,

Nothing is quite what it seems.

*Bridge*

Let go of the fear, let go of the night,

Jump through the mirrors, step into the light.

Every pebble, every star, every sigh,

Is a wink from the universe as it floats by.

*Verse 3*

You are illusion, you are gleam,

A rolling bubble in a midnight stream.

Yet in the twist of the spinning tune,

You touch the sun, you touch the moon.

*Chorus*

Oh, ride the cosmic carousel,

Round and round where secrets dwell.

Dreams are sparks and sparks are dreams,

Nothing is quite what it seems.

*Outro*

Spinning, spinning in the violet air,

Whispers tickle your thoughts, they’re everywhere.

Round and round and back again,

The carousel hums, and you ascend.

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painted dream

 **Verse 1**

In the twizzle-twine of tick and tock

Where the star-moths hum and the clocks go soft,

A whisper wriggles through the all—

Not quite a call, not quite a thought.

The zigzag trip to nowhere’s nook,

Through marmalade skies and paper moons,

Is where the nowhere folds itself

Into something that hums a tune.

**Chorus**

Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,

A giggle stitched in the in-between,

Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,

Find your face where the lines forgot—

Round and round where the maybes play,

Nighttime melts into yesterday,

In the hush of the upside view,

The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.

**Verse 2**

Kaleido-knot of fizz and flash,

Spinning sherbet in your head,

Where up is down and down’s a grin,

And the unsaid words are said.

You’re not just bones in a buttoned coat,

Nor a think-thing tied in lace—

You’re a ripple-rattle, a maybe-mote,

In the wobble of every place.

**Chorus**

Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,

A giggle stitched in the in-between,

Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,

Find your face where the lines forgot—

Round and round where the maybes play,

Nighttime melts into yesterday,

In the hush of the upside view,

The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.

**Bridge**

Slip your worries in a teacup crack,

Let them drip to the tulip floor,

For the oddity road goes roundabout

To the place you were before.

Through the jingle-jangle, threadbare bright,

You toddle the edge of the evermore,

Where secrets sit on upside chairs

And knock on an inward door.

**Verse 3**

You’re a perhaps, a mishap, a lantern dream,

A giggle in the cosmic seam,

A flicker-figure, a yes-and-no,

In the maybe-mean between.

So tip your hat to the nonsense breeze,

Let it tangle your name anew—

For the whole wide swirl of the what-is-not

Is quietly dreaming you.

**Final Chorus**

Oh, you’re a perhaps in a painted dream,

A giggle stitched in the in-between,

Spin with the swirl of the what-is-not,

Find your face where the lines forgot—

Round and round where the maybes play,

Nighttime melts into yesterday,

In the hush of the upside view,

The whole wide whirl is dreaming you.

Journey Through Myself

## **“Journey Through Myself”**

**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**

On a journey to find myself

Trying to change myself

I wish I was someone else

Maybe plastic dreams will help

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**[Verse 1 – wandering, introspective]**

Should I call myself Michael?

Or something wild from the initials of LSD?

Real self, old self, new self — which am I?

Let us reason why

On a journey to change myself

Trying to lose the shadow of yesterday

So I can meet the one who waits

Oh, how I wish I was someone else

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**[Chorus – swirling, hypnotic]**

Finally, I’m with myself

Talking to myself

“How to disappear?” — you’ll never find me

Where am I?

As I look into the sky

Oh my, I’m high, dimensions flowing by

Where am I?

Who am I?

Why am I here?

Why am I there?

Over here, over there

Real self, old self, new self — which am I?

Let us reason why

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**[Verse 2 – dreamlike, psychedelic imagery]**

Floating through colors I can’t name

Echoes of laughter, whispers of flame

The walls bend, the stars revolve

All my questions slowly dissolve

Finally, I’m alone with myself

And I feel a strange, soft peace

I’m at rest

The trip has no end

The mirrors all bend

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**[Chorus – repeat, layered]**

Finally, I’m with myself

Talking to myself

“How to disappear?” — you’ll never find me

Where am I?

As I look into the sky

Oh my, I’m high, dimensions flowing by

Where am I?

Who am I?

Why am I here?

Why am I there?

Over here, over there

Real self, old self, new self — which am I?

Let us reason why

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**[Outro – dissolving, echoing mantra]**

Finally, alone with myself

I’m at peace

I’m at rest

The journey folds in on itself

And I flow…

I flow…

I flow…

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Lyndaleigh

### ✨ *“Lyndaleigh (Cosmic Drift)”* ✨

*(Verse 1)*

Lyndaleigh, Lyndaleigh,

Why are the stars spinning around me?

Lyndaleigh, what are you showing me?

Lyndaleigh, I thought we could float through time, just you and me.

Lyndaleigh, why are you dancing in shadows I can’t see?

*(Pre‑Chorus)*

Lyndaleigh, are you lost in a neon sky?

Do you not feel me when I’m drifting by?

*(Chorus)*

Lyndaleigh, you have

slipped away like light through fingers,

Lyndaleigh, you have

lost me in the cosmic glow.

And I’m floating, I’m floating,

Searching for the you I used to know.

*(Verse 2)*

Lyndaleigh, the echoes of your voice

Bend the air, twist my choice.

I reach for you in a kaleidoscope haze,

But you’re a shimmer, fading in the maze.

Lyndaleigh, why are you playing in the unknown?

Why are your colors never fully shown?

*(Bridge — surreal / trippy)*

The planets spin in your name,

The moons reflect your flame.

I drift, I dissolve,

In this space where we once evolved.

*(Chorus)*

Lyndaleigh, you have

slipped away like light through fingers,

Lyndaleigh, you have

lost me in the cosmic glow.

And I’m floating, I’m floating,

Searching for the you I used to know.

*(Outro — floating dream)*

Lyndaleigh, Lyndaleigh,

Maybe one day you’ll return,

Or maybe I’ll learn

To float alone among the stars,

And keep your name in sparkling scars.

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The Infinite Unseen

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## **“The Infinite Unseen”**

**[Intro – drifting, echoing]**

What is born will die…

What is gathered will disperse…

What is high comes low…

Collapse, dissolve, flow…

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**[Verse 1 – surreal imagery]**

No words can tell it,

No sound can reach it,

No example points the way.

Nothing touches it,

Nothing names it,

No one shows it to the day.

Knowledge doesn’t harm it,

Naivety doesn’t help,

In its stillness

Nothing can be removed,

Nothing can be added.

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**[Chorus – mantra-like, hypnotic]**

It has never been born,

It has never died,

Never ended, never stared.

Never free, never deceived,

Never existed, never nonexisted.

No limits at all… no limits at all…

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**[Verse 2 – flowing, cosmic drift]**

What has been built up

Will crumble into dust.

What has been accumulated

Will vanish into rust.

The mountains fall, the oceans fade,

The stars collapse in silent parade.

All things high are brought down low,

All streams of being endlessly flow.

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**[Bridge – abstract, hallucinatory]**

Infinite mirrors

Reflecting nothing and everything,

Shadows of shadows

Where time does not cling.

The unseen whispers

Through corridors of space,

A song with no sound,

A face with no face.

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**[Chorus – repeat, layered]**

It has never been born,

It has never died,

Never ended, never stared.

Never free, never deceived,

Never existed, never nonexisted.

No limits at all… no limits at all…

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**[Outro – dissolving, echoing]**

Born and dying,

Gathered and dispersed,

Accumulated, exhausted,

Built up, collapsed,

High and low,

All dissolves…

All flows…

All fades into the infinite unseen…

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What is born will die 

What has been gathered will be dispersed, 

What has been accumulated will be exhausted, 

What has been built up will collapse, 

And what has been high will be brought low. 

no words can describe it 

no words can explain what it is 

no example can point to it 

nothing can find it 

no one could show you it 

knowledge does not make it worse

naivety does not make it better

in this there is not a thing to be removed or not a thing  to be added 

it has never been born it has never died 

 it has never ended it has never stared 

it has never been free 

it has never been decived

it has never existed 

it has never nonexisted 

it has no limits at all 

 What is born will die What has been gathered will be dispersed, What has been accumulated will be exhausted, What has been built up will collapse, And what has been high will be brought low. no words can describe it no words can explain what it is no example can point to it nothing can find it no one could show you it knowledge does not make it worse naivety does not make it better in this there is not a thing to be removed or not a thing to be added it has never been born it has never died it has never ended it has never started it has never been free it has never been deceived it has never existed it has never nonexistent