Tuesday, 9 December 2025

Alive Again (Sunrise Heart)



“Alive Again (Sunrise Heart)” — Positive Psychedelic Version

(Verse 1)
I’d cross the stars just to feel you breathe with me,
I’d drift through gardens growing in the galaxy.
I’d walk the glowing streets with barefoot, laughing feet,
Just to feel your rhythm keeping time with mine in beat.

(Pre‑Chorus)
And when the colors start to bend,
I rise inside, I live again.

(Chorus)
Hope this feeling never ends—
I’m alive again, I’m alive again.
Your blue eyes,
Your gentle smile—
They turn the world bright for a while.
Hope this feeling never ends—
I’m alive again.

(Verse 2)
True love is the warmth that softly blooms inside,
The peace you feel when every fear has died.
It’s empathy in rivers, washing clean the mind,
A quiet joy, tender and kind.

(Bridge — floating, dreamy)
It’s the soft pulse of a universe breathing,
It’s the glowing shimmer of a soul that’s healing.
It’s the moment when all worlds align,
A sunrise waking in your spine.

(Chorus)
Hope this feeling never ends—
I’m alive again, I’m alive again.
Your blue eyes,
Your beautiful smile—
They make this strange world worthwhile.
Hope this feeling never ends—
I’m alive again.

(Outro — drifting upward)
In every color, in every sigh,
You lift me like a violet sky.
True love is the light we send…
And I’m alive again.



Sunflower Mind

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**✨ *“Sunflower Mind”* — 

*(Verse 1)*
I’ll chase the stars just to feel you laugh again,
I’ll ride the comet‑trails through lavender rain.
I’ll wander barefoot on a rainbow street,
Just hoping someday we might meet.

I’m not sinking,
I’m still blinking,
Your bright eyes,
Your cosmic smile.

*(Pre‑Chorus)*
Spinning in a neon garden,
Breathing colors, soft and golden.

*(Chorus)*
Come back, come back—
To the galaxy we painted black.
But now it’s glowing,
The flowers growing,
I found my light,
I’m getting my sky back.

*(Verse 2)*
Oh wow, what the hell was I thinking?
The past keeps echoing then shrinking.
Lucy… you were a strange illusion,
A hologram in my confusion.
But now you fade like morning rain,
Just drifting off my windowpane.

*(Bridge — playful, happy‑weird)*
Round and round,
I hit the ground,
But now I bounce like a circus sound.
You pulled me down,
But that’s okay—
I’ve found a brighter place to stay.

*(Chorus)*
No more shadows in my head,
No more nights of turning red.
You’re nothing but a dream set free—
Just a pixel in my memory.

*(Outro — floating, colorful)*
Now the sky is made of tangerine light,
And I’m dancing through the ultraviolet night.
Every hurt dissolves like smoke,
Every fear becomes a joke.
I’m blooming now,
In technicolor time—
You’re gone,
But I’m alive
in my sunflower mind.

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If you want, I can:
🌈 make it **trippier** (like Tame Impala / MGMT)
🎸 make it **Radiohead‑psychedelic**
🌀 add more surreal cosmic imagery
🎤 rewrite it into a catchy pop‑psychedelic chorus

Just tell me the vibe!

Painted echoes

Here’s a **psychedelic, reflective version** that keeps the emotional truth but *removes self‑harm themes* and replaces them with surreal, internal‑journey imagery. It stays melancholic, dreamy, and escape‑seeking—but safe:

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**✨ *Untitled (Psychedelic Reflection)* ✨**

*(Verse 1)*
This world is so bad,
It makes me feel so sad,
I just want to get out of here—
hear, hear—
I just want to take a trip to get out of here—
hear, hear—
Into a world so glad,
Because inside me I feel alone
and unreal,
Like a shadow made of glass
trying to learn how to feel.

*(Pre‑Chorus)*
Colors melt,
thoughts bend,
I’m floating somewhere
I can’t defend.
But in the swirl
of neon air,
I find a place
that says I’m still here.

*(Chorus)*
Psychedelic
waves roll through my mind,
Tuning me to things
I left behind.
I’m drifting slowly,
light unsealed—
Trying to understand
what’s false, what’s real.

*(Verse 2)*
The city hums too loud,
A trembling, broken cloud.
I fade like chalk beneath the rain,
Trying to outwalk the quiet pain.
But somewhere deep,
A spectrum grows,
A softer world
that only I know.

*(Bridge)*
A doorway opens
inside my head,
Where the colors speak
what can’t be said.
I step within
and breathe again—
A fleeting peace,
a different wind.

*(Chorus)*
Psychedelic
dreams to realign,
Painted echoes
redefine.
I’m floating lightly,
gently healed—
Searching for a place
I can reveal.

*(Outro)*
This world feels strange,
but I still rise—
A wandering spark
behind my eyes.
And as the visions
start to clear,
I’m still the one
who brought me here.

---

If you want, I can:
🌈 make it **trippier**, more swirling and cosmic
🎛 give it a **Kid A / Pink Floyd** ambience
📡 make it more **alien, fractured, or glassy**
🎤 turn it into **Radiohead‑style lyrics** too

Just tell me.
 

Fantasize

**✨ *“Fantasize (Extended)”* ✨**


*(Verse 1)*

Slip through the cracks in your mind,

Fall off the edge of your own design.

A quiet lake of silver glass,

Ripples bloom as the hours pass.

Nobody’s here, nobody calls,

Only the echo when the darkness falls.


*(Pre‑Chorus)*

And the sky bends,

Like an old film torn,

And the silence whispers,

“You were never really born.”


*(Chorus)*

Fantasize…

Where the shadows hum in code,

Where the daydreams overload.

Fantasize…

In the place your thoughts collide,

Where your ghosts refuse to hide.


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*(Verse 2 — sparse, dislocated)*

Glass skin, cold light,

Shiver in the satellite.

Breathing in a paper room,

Heartbeat hums like faulty doom.

Static falling from your eyes,

You disappear and fantasize.


*(Hook — whispered / ghostlike)*

Fantasize…

Fantasize…

You dissolve in digital skies.


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*(Verse 3)*

Wires in your chest vibrate slow,

Static in your head begins to glow.

Drowned-out memories flicker thin,

Glass reflections wearing your skin.

You’re weightless on the trembling air,

Drifting through a world that isn’t there.


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*(Verse 4 — glitchy, fractured)*

Loose thoughts, slipping through your teeth,

Soft collapse underneath.

Wires trembling in your chest,

No signal, no rest.

A fold in time, a broken line,

You fade before you realize.


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*(Chorus — floating, empty, echoing)*

Fantasize…

Drift into the fever dream,

Melt into the in‑between.

Fantasize…

You’re a shape without a name,

Static whisper in the frame.


*(Chorus — original)*

Fantasize…

Where the shadows hum in code,

Where the daydreams overload.

Fantasize…

In the place your thoughts collide,

Where your ghosts refuse to hide.


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*(Bridge — ambient, dissolving)*

A glitch in the sky,

A fold in the day,

A thought that wanders

Too far away.

You try to wake,

But the dream won’t go,

It loops and loops

In undertow.


*(Bridge — second)*

Half awake in the snow of the screen,

Blue light washing everything clean.

Your shadow glitches,

Splits in two,

One is me,

The other’s you.


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*(Outro)*

Sink in the stillness,

Float in the void,

A quiet world

You never destroyed.

Fantasize…

Fantasize…


*(Final Outro — drifting away)*

Fantasize…

Fade into the colored noise,

Silence swallowing your voice.

Fantasize…

A world you almost recognize,

Slipping out behind your eyes.


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Warped Realities

 **Song Title: "Warped Realities"**


*Verse 1:*  

In a trance-like state, my eyes are closed,  

A rainbow light, a door that flows,  

Round and round, the wheel spins tight,  

A Greek temple looms in the spectral night.  

Columns rise, doors align,  

The Gatekeepers motion, it’s my time.  

I leap into the spiral glow,  

Twisted walls where the patterns grow.  


*Chorus:*  

Travelling through the hyperspace void,  

A triangle spins, its circles deployed.  

Round and round, they break and slide,  

The glowing gateway opens wide.  

A neon edge, a portal bright,  

Pulls me through the endless night.  


*Verse 2:*  

Warp speed carries me through the bend,  

A tunnel of shapes that never ends.  

Bobbing, weaving, my mind’s design,  

A wormhole space I can’t define.  

The patterns pulse, the colors scream,  

Reality melts into a dream.  

Through the chaos, I twist and flow,  

Where I’ll land, I’ll never know.  


*Chorus:*  

Travelling through the hyperspace void,  

A triangle spins, its circles deployed.  

Round and round, they break and slide,  

The glowing gateway opens wide.  

A neon edge, a portal bright,  

Pulls me through the endless night.  


*Verse 3:*  

Faster and faster, the vortex calls,  

The universe opens, I see it all.  

A dragon’s gaze at the cosmic core,  

Firestorms rage, the cosmos roar.  

The fire surges, it’s rushing near,  

A buzzing sound engulfs my fear.  

It eats the stars, the endless glow,  

Consuming all, the final show.  


*Chorus:*  

Travelling through the hyperspace void,  

A triangle spins, its circles deployed.  

Round and round, they break and slide,  

The glowing gateway opens wide.  

A neon edge, a portal bright,  

Pulls me through the endless night.  


*Outro:*  

The fire’s touch, it’s warm, it’s cold,  

It swallows me whole, my thoughts unfold.  

The dragon smiles, the void retreats,  

I wake to the sound of my own heartbeat.  

Twisted reality, the journey ends,  

Through the wormhole, I transcend.  

Bad trip through hell






### **1. "Samael's Embrace"**




**Verse 1**

I feel the cold, a shadow creeps,

Samael whispers, my soul it weeps.

In the darkness, I fall so deep,

Death's angel holds me, no escape, no sleep.




**Chorus**

Samael's embrace, I can't break free,

Tormented soul, drowning in the sea,

Of fire and ash, no light to see,

Samael’s grip is all I’ll be.




**Verse 2**

The fire burns, it’s not a dream,

Angels weep, but I still scream.

The gate to hell opens wide,

Samael laughs, there’s no place to hide.




**Chorus**

Samael's embrace, I can't break free,

Tormented soul, drowning in the sea,

Of fire and ash, no light to see,

Samael’s grip is all I’ll be.




**Verse 3**

No escape, no peace in sight,

Caught in the grip of eternal night.

Samael guides me, I’m bound in chains,

The echoes of my cries remain.




**Chorus**

Samael's embrace, I can't break free,

Tormented soul, drowning in the sea,

Of fire and ash, no light to see,

Samael’s grip is all I’ll be.




---




### **2. "Beasts of the Revelation"**

**Verse 1**

From the sea, they rise in wrath,

Beasts of fire, they carve their path.

With fangs and claws, they feast on sin,

Hell’s inferno waits to drag me in.




**Chorus**

Beasts of Revelation, come for me,

Tear my soul, set me free.

In the flames, no mercy I see,

Beasts of Revelation, set me free.




**Verse 2**

The earth shakes, the sky turns red,

The beasts are here, and I'm filled with dread.

With iron jaws, they rip and tear,

In their eyes, there's no despair.




**Chorus**

Beasts of Revelation, come for me,

Tear my soul, set me free.

In the flames, no mercy I see,

Beasts of Revelation, set me free.




**Verse 3**

The fire roars, the beasts devour,

Their hunger feeds on human power.

Screams echo, but no one cares,

Hell's embrace is everywhere.




**Chorus**

Beasts of Revelation, come for me,

Tear my soul, set me free.

In the flames, no mercy I see,

Beasts of Revelation, set me free.




---




### **3. "Iblis' Song"**

**Verse 1**

Iblis calls, I feel his gaze,

His fiery eyes, set me ablaze.

Rebellion is his cruel crown,

I sink deeper as he drags me down.




**Chorus**

Iblis' song, it echoes in my mind,

A symphony of madness, pulling me blind.

In the flames, my soul's confined,

Iblis' song, the end I find.




**Verse 2**

Shadows dance, they twist and bend,

Iblis smiles, there’s no end.

Whispers call, my sanity breaks,

The flames rise, the earth quakes.




**Chorus**

Iblis' song, it echoes in my mind,

A symphony of madness, pulling me blind.

In the flames, my soul's confined,

Iblis' song, the end I find.




**Verse 3**

The world is dust, nothing remains,

Iblis laughs, as my soul wanes.

A burning heart, a shattered mind,

In his grip, I’m left behind.




**Chorus**

Iblis' song, it echoes in my mind,

A symphony of madness, pulling me blind.

In the flames, my soul's confined,

Iblis' song, the end I find.




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### **4. "Zabaniyah"**

**Verse 1**

In the dark, they wait for me,

Zabaniyah, fierce and free.

With chains of fire, they bind my soul,

No escape, no place to go.




**Chorus**

Zabaniyah, hear their call,

Chains of fire, I start to fall.

In their grasp, I lose it all,

Zabaniyah, they make me crawl.




**Verse 2**

Their eyes are flames, their tongues are steel,

They pierce my heart, I can’t heal.

The heat consumes, my body breaks,

Zabaniyah, my soul it shakes.




**Chorus**

Zabaniyah, hear their call,

Chains of fire, I start to fall.

In their grasp, I lose it all,

Zabaniyah, they make me crawl.




**Verse 3**

The air is thick with sulfur’s scent,

Zabaniyah’s laughter, my torment.

I scream and beg, but none will hear,

Hell's flames draw near.




**Chorus**

Zabaniyah, hear their call,

Chains of fire, I start to fall.

In their grasp, I lose it all,

Zabaniyah, they make me crawl.




---




### **5. "Malik, Keeper of the Gates"**

**Verse 1**

Malik stands at the gate of flame,

Unmoved by my cries, he knows my name.

The Keeper of Hell, no mercy shown,

I’m locked in the place I call my own.




**Chorus**

Malik, the keeper, cold and cruel,

No escape, no hope to rule.

In the fire, I’m just a fool,

Malik, the keeper, lost to the duel.




**Verse 2**

The gates close, I’m sealed within,

The flames lick my skin, the pain begins.

Malik watches, with eyes of ice,

In this hell, there’s no paradise.




**Chorus**

Malik, the keeper, cold and cruel,

No escape, no hope to rule.

In the fire, I’m just a fool,

Malik, the keeper, lost to the duel.




**Verse 3**

No prayers can save me, no plea can free,

Malik’s grip, it’s all I’ll be.

In the darkness, I start to weep,

Forever bound, no time for sleep.




**Chorus**

Malik, the keeper, cold and cruel,

No escape, no hope to rule.

In the fire, I’m just a fool,

Malik, the keeper, lost to the duel.




---




### **6. "Lilith's Lament"**

**Verse 1**

Lilith’s voice whispers in my ear,

A siren’s song, a voice of fear.

Her wings of shadow, her eyes of flame,

In her web, I’m bound in shame.




**Chorus**

Lilith’s lament, it calls me near,

Her touch of cold, her voice so clear.

I fall into her endless sphere,

Lilith’s lament, my soul to fear.




**Verse 2**

Her hands are ice, her touch a curse,

She pulls me deeper, through the universe.

No escape, no path to grace,

In her gaze, I lose my place.




**Chorus**

Lilith’s lament, it calls me near,

Her touch of cold, her voice so clear.

I fall into her endless sphere,

Lilith’s lament, my soul to fear.




**Verse 3**

In the dark, I hear her sigh,

As I fall, I wonder why.

Lilith laughs, her grip is tight,

I’m lost forever in the night.




**Chorus**

Lilith’s lament, it calls me near,

Her touch of cold, her voice so clear.

I fall into her endless sphere,

Lilith’s lament, my soul to fear.




---




### **7. "The Antichrist's Fire"**

**Verse 1**

The Antichrist stands before the flame,

His eyes are dark, but I know his name.

He holds the torch that burns the night,

In his hands, all wrong is right.




**Chorus**

The Antichrist’s fire, burning bright,

No escape, no end in sight.

In his gaze, I lose my fight,

The Antichrist’s fire, my endless night.




**Verse 2**

He speaks in riddles, his voice so cold,

The lies he speaks, they take their hold.

I try to run, but there’s no way,

In his fire, I’ll always stay.




**Chorus**

The Antichrist’s fire, burning bright,

No escape, no




end in sight.

In his gaze, I lose my fight,

The Antichrist’s fire, my endless night.




**Verse 3**

The flames grow higher, my flesh it burns,

The Antichrist laughs, my soul he churns.

I’m trapped in hell, no way to flee,

The Antichrist’s fire, it’s all I see.




**Chorus**

The Antichrist’s fire, burning bright,

No escape, no end in sight.

In his gaze, I lose my fight,

The Antichrist’s fire, my endless night.




---




### **8. "Jinn in the Abyss"**

**Verse 1**

The Jinn rise from the darkest deep,

Their eyes glow red, they make me weep.

In the Abyss, they twist and scream,

Their hunger feeds on all my dreams.




**Chorus**

Jinn in the Abyss, they pull me down,

Into the pit, to where I drown.

In their claws, I lose my crown,

Jinn in the Abyss, I’m bound.




**Verse 2**

They whisper secrets, they tell no lies,

But in their gaze, my soul dies.

The Abyss calls, its depths unknown,

I’m trapped in its cold, all alone.




**Chorus**

Jinn in the Abyss, they pull me down,

Into the pit, to where I drown.

In their claws, I lose my crown,

Jinn in the Abyss, I’m bound.




**Verse 3**

The darkness swallows, no end in sight,

I hear the Jinn, I feel their bite.

In their embrace, I start to fall,

The Abyss is silent, it swallows it all.




**Chorus**

Jinn in the Abyss, they pull me down,

Into the pit, to where I drown.

In their claws, I lose my crown,

Jinn in the Abyss, I’m bound.




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### **9. "The Burning Worm"**

**Verse 1**

The worm crawls, its tongue of fire,

A devouring beast, my soul's desire.

In its belly, I am consumed,

No salvation, I'm doomed.




**Chorus**

The burning worm, it eats my soul,

In its dark, I lose control.

The fire rises, I lose the toll,

The burning worm, it’s my goal.




**Verse 2**

It gnaws at me, it pulls me in,

A fire's kiss, a fiery sin.

No escape, no place to hide,

In its jaws, I’m turned to stone.




**Chorus**

The burning worm, it eats my soul,

In its dark, I lose control.

The fire rises, I lose the toll,

The burning worm, it’s my goal.




**Verse 3**

No hope, no peace, no end to be found,

The worm devours, I'm unwound.

Into the fire, my soul to burn,

The worm consumes, no return.




**Chorus**

The burning worm, it eats my soul,

In its dark, I lose control.

The fire rises, I lose the toll,

The burning worm, it’s my goal.




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### **10. "Hell’s Hymn"**

**Verse 1**

The hymn of hell begins to play,

A symphony of pain, led astray.

The flames dance, the darkness sings,

In this hell, no joy it brings.




**Chorus**

Hell's hymn, a song so sweet,

A melody of sorrow, in its beat.

In the fire, I lose my feet,

Hell's hymn, my soul to greet.




**Verse 2**

The demons march, their steps align,

In the fire, they make their sign.

I join the song, I join the fire,

Hell’s hymn calls, my soul’s desire.




**Chorus**

Hell's hymn, a song so sweet,

A melody of sorrow, in its beat.

In the fire, I lose my feet,

Hell's hymn, my soul to greet.




**Verse 3**

The hymn repeats, I lose my mind,

In hell’s embrace, no peace I find.

The fire burns, the demons sing,

Hell’s hymn is all I bring.




**Chorus**

Hell's hymn, a song so sweet,

A melody of sorrow, in its beat.

In the fire, I lose my feet,

Hell's hymn, my soul to greet.




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Second album




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#. ## **1. "Into the Abyss"**



**Verse 1**  

Falling through the cracks of time,  

The darkness swallows me whole.  

I’m chasing shadows, losing my mind,  

In the depths of an endless hole.  



**Verse 2**  

Screams are echoing in my ears,  

The air is thick with despair.  

The walls are bending, my soul disappears,  

Nothing left but this burning glare.  



**Verse 3**  

I see the flames, I feel the heat,  

But my body won’t move, my heart won’t beat.  

I'm trapped in this place with no way out,  

A prison of terror, drowning in doubt.  



**Chorus**  

Into the abyss, I fall so deep,  

Lost in a nightmare where shadows creep.  

The flames are rising, I can’t escape,  

This bad trip I cannot shake




---




### **2. "Caverns of Sorrow"**




**Verse 1**

I walk through caverns, damp and cold,

My steps are echoed by voices old.

The walls are weeping, the ground is cracked,

Every step forward, I can’t go back.




**Verse 2**

Lost in a sea of endless cries,

My mind’s unraveling, no disguise.

The air is thick with poison and dread,

In this cave of sorrow, I wish I were dead.




**Verse 3**

I try to scream but my voice is gone,

The weight of the shadows keeps me drawn.

I search for light but none exists,

Only the darkness that twists and twists.




**Chorus**

In the caverns of sorrow, I lose my way,

Trapped in a world where night meets day.

No escape from the pain, no end in sight,

The journey’s over, I can’t find the light.




---




### **3. "The Red Storm"**




**Verse 1**

Thunder cracks the sky in two,

The world is painted in blood and blue.

I’m caught in a storm that never ends,

The winds of hell, they twist and bend.




**Verse 2**

I see the fire burning my skin,

The storm’s madness is closing in.

The earth is shaking, the air is thick,

I’m drowning in this endless trick.




**Verse 3**

The winds scream, the thunder roars,

I’m trapped in chaos behind closed doors.

Red clouds circle, the lightning’s near,

But all I feel is a paralyzing fear.




**Chorus**

The red storm rages, no way to flee,

Torn between worlds, lost in the sea.

The sky is cracking, the ground’s aflame,

I’m spiraling down, I’m not the same.




---




### **4. "Wandering the Furnace"**




**Verse 1**

I walk through a furnace, burning bright,

The flames lick my skin, no end in sight.

The heat is suffocating, the air is dry,

I scream for mercy, but I can’t cry.




**Verse 2**

The ground beneath is turning to ash,

The fire burns with a furious flash.

I’m drifting through this molten sea,

The world is collapsing inside of me.




**Verse 3**

I see the faces, they burn in place,

Mouths open wide in an endless chase.

I’m running from shadows, chasing the light,

But every step pulls me further from right.




**Chorus**

Wandering the furnace, I can’t escape,

Trapped in the fire, burning in shape.

The heat devours, the flames consume,

In this hellish world, I meet my doom.




---




### **5. "The Hall of Mirrors"**




**Verse 1**

I enter a hall that stretches on,

Mirrors reflecting things that are gone.

Twisted faces, eyes of dread,

Each reflection fills me with red.




**Verse 2**

I reach for the glass, but it cracks and bends,

The reflections twist, there are no ends.

Every mirror shows a different face,

I’m lost in a world I can’t replace.




**Verse 3**

The mirrors shatter, the pieces fall,

A thousand voices answer the call.

I’m trapped in a labyrinth of my mind,

The truth is shattered, nowhere to find.




**Chorus**

In the hall of mirrors, I lose myself,

Trapped in reflections, my mind’s on the shelf.

The faces scream, but none are true,

I’m lost in a world that’s breaking through.




---




### **6. "The Inferno's Dance"**




**Verse 1**

The flames rise high, a twisted dance,

I fall beneath, no second chance.

The inferno calls, it pulls me near,

I’m burning alive, consumed by fear.




**Verse 2**

The fire twists and turns in my mind,

I lose all grip, I fall behind.

The heat is scorching, the smoke is thick,

I’m drowning in this endless trick.




**Verse 3**

I see the faces burning in the glow,

Twisted figures that I don’t know.

They reach for me, I try to run,

But the inferno’s dance has just begun.




**Chorus**

In the inferno’s dance, I lose control,

My body burns, my heart is cold.

The flames are rising, the air is thick,

In the dance of hell, I can’t escape the trick.




---




### **7. "The Eyes of the Beast"**




**Verse 1**

I see the eyes, they watch me close,

A hungry gaze, it feeds on my woes.

The beast is coming, its eyes are red,

I’m drowning in its gaze, filled with dread.




**Verse 2**

It moves in shadows, it lurks in space,

I feel its breath on my face.

The eyes are endless, they burn my soul,

I’m lost in the beast’s control.




**Verse 3**

I scream for mercy, but no one hears,

The beast is laughing, feeding on my fears.

Its eyes grow larger, its grip tightens still,

I’m trapped in the beast’s will.




**Chorus**

The eyes of the beast, they take me down,

I’m lost in the gaze that makes no sound.

No escape, no way to fight,

I’m consumed by the beast in the night.




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### **8. "The Scream"**




**Verse 1**

I hear a scream, it cuts the air,

A thousand voices, a thousand prayers.

I try to speak but no words come,

The scream consumes me, I’m numb.




**Verse 2**

The scream is endless, it shakes the earth,

I feel the pain, I feel the birth.

Of nightmares crawling into my mind,

I try to escape, but I’m blind.




**Verse 3**

The scream is growing, louder still,

It echoes through the blackened hill.

My body trembles, my soul it quakes,

I am the scream, the world it breaks.




**Chorus**

The scream is rising, no end in sight,

It fills the day, it fills the night.

In the scream, I lose my mind,

I am the scream, I’m intertwined.




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### **9. "Chained to the Flame"**




**Verse 1**

I’m chained to the flame, I can’t break free,

The fire burns inside of me.

The chains are heavy, they weigh me down,

I’m drowning in this endless town.




**Verse 2**

The flames lick higher, the chains are tight,

I can’t escape the heat and light.

My body screams, but I can’t flee,

I’m chained to the fire, burning endlessly.




**Verse 3**

I’m lost in the blaze, I can’t be found,

The flames consume me, no sound.

I am the fire, the fire is me,

Trapped in the flame, no way to be free.




**Chorus**

Chained to the flame, I cannot flee,

Burning inside, it’s consuming me.

The chains are heavy, the fire’s bright,

I’m bound to the flame, lost in the night.




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### **10. "The End of the Trip"**




**Verse 1**

The trip is ending, the sky turns black,

I’m lost in the void, I can’t turn back.

The shadows whisper, the stars explode,

I’m walking the path, but the road’s eroded.




**Verse 2**

I see the end, but I can’t find the door,

The trip is over, but it’s so much more.

The colors fade, the lights go dim,

The journey’s over, but it feels so grim.




**Verse 3**

I fall through the cracks, I lose my grip,

The end of the trip is a sinking ship.

I see the face of death, it grins and waits,

I am the trip, I am the fate.




**Chorus**

The end of the




trip, I feel the fall,

The void is calling, I hear the call.

The colors fade, the shadows take,

The trip is over, my soul it breaks.




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There are two different albums here combine them both to create a new album of 10 songs with 3 verses and the chorus

Barbed Shores and Ghost Towns

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**✨ *“Barbed Shores and Ghost Towns”* ✨**

*(Verse 1)*
Barbed wire beaches where we once played,
Clouds are barrage balloons, the sand decayed.
Sandcastles crumble beneath your feet,
Spent shells scatter where the waves meet.
Bodies drift in waters that swell,
Seagulls no longer sing, only dwell.
You stand there, fragile, with a withered bloom,
Blackpool fallen, swallowed by gloom.

*(Chorus)*
The tide decides where the driftwood goes,
Morning light paints the world in shadows.
Beneath the waves, the deep ones sing,
Titanic secrets in rusted, broken rings.
Submerge with me in the endless sea,
Where beauty and darkness collide endlessly.

*(Verse 2)*
Midnight haunts the abandoned fair,
Ghost rides creak in the cold, stale air.
The ghost train runs with no one to scare,
Boats float lonely in tunnels that glare.
Laughter long gone, love torn apart,
Ghosts of seaside towns press on your heart.
Every ride, every sound, a fractured memory,
A carnival twisted by eternity.

*(Bridge)*
It never hurts, it never leaves bruises,
But the shadows twist with the colors of illusions.
The sky folds inward, the waves reach high,
And everything you loved begins to die.
Hands reach for you, but the water pulls,
Every secret, every dream dissolves.

*(Chorus)*
The tide decides where the driftwood goes,
Morning light paints the world in shadows.
Beneath the waves, the deep ones sing,
Titanic secrets in rusted, broken rings.
Submerge with me in the endless sea,
Where beauty and darkness collide endlessly.

*(Outro / Nightmare Drift)*
Barbed shores and ghost towns, the carnival of night,
Seagulls and driftwood swallowed by fright.
Blackened waves whisper, the ocean sighs,
Take my hand, pale Siren, and drown your eyes.

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If you want, I can **also make an even more trippy, looped, “mind-melting” version**, where the imagery stretches and warps like a continuous bad trip, full of hallucinations, distorted seaside horror, and sinking surrealism.

Do you want me to do that?

Shades of Darkness



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**✨ *“Shades of Darkness”* ✨**

*(Verse 1)*
Shades of darkness surround me,
From the realms within they call.
Twisting shadows, crawling slowly,
Silent whispers through the hall.
My hands are heavy, my mind is fire,
Every thought a tangled wire.
The walls are breathing, the floor is gone,
And I float where nightmares spawn.

*(Chorus)*
Shades of darkness, closing in,
I’m falling deep, can’t tell where I’ve been.
Twisted visions, fractals scream,
Lost inside a broken dream.

*(Verse 2)*
Eyes behind me, watching, leer,
Voices echo all I fear.
Time unravels, a river of black,
Nothing to hold, no turning back.
Colors bleed and spin in pain,
A storm of fire inside my brain.
Every corner hides a ghost,
Every heartbeat’s what I fear most.

*(Bridge)*
I try to run, but I dissolve,
Into the maze I can’t resolve.
Walls melt down, I’m torn in two,
The darkness whispers, *“You belong to me too.”*
Reality frays, my senses twist,
Floating in a blackened mist.

*(Chorus)*
Shades of darkness, closing in,
I’m falling deep, can’t tell where I’ve been.
Twisted visions, fractals scream,
Lost inside a broken dream.

*(Outro / Nightmare Drift)*
Shades of darkness surround me,
From the realms within, endlessly.
A mind undone, a soul on fire,
Trapped inside the nightmare choir.

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Excelsior in the Stars



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**✨ *“Excelsior in the Stars”* ✨**

*(Verse 1)*
Shades of night were falling fast,
Through a cosmic village we did pass.
A youth, whose sword was frozen light,
A banner twisted in electric night.
Stars were swirling, oceans of fire,
Planets humming, spirals that inspire.
Comets whispered secrets untold,
And nebulae bloomed in colors bold.

*(Chorus)*
Excelsior, through the spiral gate,
Twisting through the edges of fate.
Galaxies bend, the moons collide,
Kaleidoscope starships on a rainbow tide.
Excelsior, in a cosmic dream,
Riding the pulses of a plasma stream.

*(Verse 2)*
Floating towers of violet flame,
Gravity laughing in a neon game.
Orbs of mercury spinning slow,
Waves of sound that melt and glow.
Time dissolves in a liquid hue,
Every thought becomes something new.
A thousand suns flash in my mind,
And all of space is unconfined.

*(Bridge)*
Spiral serpents of light descend,
Through wormhole corridors that never end.
I taste the color of a dying star,
And ride the tail of a comet afar.
Mountains of crystal in zero-g,
Laughing moons orbit endlessly.
Electric oceans hum to the tune,
Of cosmic winds on a silver dune.

*(Chorus)*
Excelsior, through the spiral gate,
Twisting through the edges of fate.
Galaxies bend, the moons collide,
Kaleidoscope starships on a rainbow tide.
Excelsior, in a cosmic dream,
Riding the pulses of a plasma stream.

*(Outro / Cosmic Drift)*
Shades of night, they swirl and spin,
Through the infinite, we dive within.
A sword of ice, a banner bright,
We sail forever through electric night.
Excelsior, beyond the sky,
A thousand universes wink an eye.
And I dissolve, and I ascend,
On kaleidoscopic trails that never end.

---

If you want, I can also **make an ultra-psychedelic, more “I Am the Walrus”-style version**, with more surreal wordplay, strange imagery, and playful cosmic nonsense that would feel like the song is literally spinning your mind in orbit.

Do you want me to do that next?

stoned again



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**✨ *“Stoned Again”* ✨**

*(Verse 1)*
Stoned, stoned again,
I like to get stoned when I can.
When I’m feeling down,
And I’ve got no hope,
I light it up, take a smoke.

*(Verse 2)*
Smoke flowing, keeps me going,
Now I’m glowing, time for showing.
Deep thinking, daydreaming,
Out of touch with reality,
Spaced out again, I’m floating free.

*(Chorus)*
Pass me a cap full of LSD,
A psychedelic vision of the mid-sixties.
On a direct flight to Neptune’s land,
To the sunshine superland, hand in hand.

*(Verse 3)*
Northern lights shining bright,
Purple haze, it’s a blaze tonight.
Rainbow rays dancing, moving, jumping,
Fire is light, the light keeps pumping.
Burning bright inside your mind,
Colors twist, unwind, and bind.

*(Verse 4)*
Once upon a time I dove in deep,
Looked inside my mind to see what I could keep.
As thoughts are spinning, playing in my mind,
I find the secrets the world left behind.

*(Bridge)*
In the darkness I can see the light,
Shining bright, rainbows in the night.
Rainbows warping, twisting, turning,
Yin and yang, lines that zig and zag, burning.
Symmetric patterns, purple haze, a craze,
Magic potions make your brain ablaze.

*(Chorus)*
Pass me a cap full of LSD,
A psychedelic vision of the mid-sixties.
On a direct flight to Neptune’s land,
To the sunshine superland, hand in hand.

*(Outro / Cosmic Drift)*
Stoned, stoned again,
Floating high with no end.
Smoke flowing, glowing, going,
Psychedelic mind forever showing.

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Psychedelics Never Die

**✨ *“Psychedelics Never Die”* ✨**


*(Verse 1)*

Psychedelics never die,

They ripple through the velvet sky.

Colors breathe, the walls dissolve,

And all of life begins to evolve.


*(Chorus)*

Psychedelics help you to fly,

Lift you past the low, past the lie.

Weightless in the electric sea,

Three of me in the ceiling, watching me.


*(Verse 2)*

Psychedelics stay with you forever,

Time twists, bends, and breaks like leather.

Every laugh, every tear, every hue,

Echoes of a world you never knew.


*(Bridge)*

The experience changes you,

Melts the old, reveals the new.

Floating high, untethered, free,

A ceiling circus of infinity.


*(Chorus)*

Psychedelics help you to fly,

Lift you past the low, past the lie.

Weightless in the electric sea,

Three of me in the ceiling, watching me.


*(Outro / Mantra)*

Psychedelics never die,

Psychedelics help you to fly.

Psychedelics stay with you forever,

The experience changes you—forever.


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If you want, I can make a **more intense, looping, cosmic version** that reads like a hallucination you can almost hear spinning in your mind—truly ceiling-bo

und and surreal.


Do you want me to do that?

Three of me in the ceiling

**✨ *“Three of me in the ceiling”* ✨**


*(Verse 1)*

Fifteen grams and the floor melts open,

Colors breathing, every heartbeat spoken.

I blink once—then the room divides,

And three of me rise in neon tides.

I see my body lying there,

But I’m drifting in electric air,

A whisper made of trembling light,

A split of self in the glowing night.


*(Chorus)*

Three of me in the ceiling,
Watching myself, feeling,
Floating high where the light bends,
Breaking apart, but never ends.
I see me see me, watching me fall,
Three reflections in a silent hall.
I’m untethered, weightless, unseen—
Three of me in the ceiling.


*(Verse 2)*

One of me laughs like a solar flare,

One hums low like a midnight prayer,

One just stares with a child’s delight

At the rainbow veins of endless night.

My hands are stars, my breath is sound,

Gravity forgets to pull me down,

And I float where the quiet sings,

Unstitched from all my earthly strings.


*(Chorus)*

Three of me in the ceiling,
Watching myself, feeling,
Floating high where the light bends,
Breaking apart, but never ends.
I see me see me, watching me fall,
Three reflections in a silent hall.
I’m untethered, weightless, unseen—

Three of me in the ceiling..


*(Bridge)*

I see myself seeing myself,

A mirror inside a mirror’s melt,

A spiral of being breaking free,

The universe humming inside of me.

No up, no down, no ground below—

Just a drifting, breathing afterglow.

If time is a thread, tonight it’s torn,

And three of me step through reborn.


If I could climb into one of those forms,

I’d ride the colors through shifting storms.

No gravity, no wall, no ground,

Just the soundless echo of what I found.

Three of me, watching, laughing, free,

A ceiling circus of infinity.


*(Final Chorus)*

Three of me in the ceiling,
Watching myself, feeling,
Floating high where the light bends,
Breaking apart, but never ends.
I see me see me, watching me fall,
Three reflections in a silent hall.
I’m untethered, weightless, unseen—
Three of me in the ceiling.


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If you'd like, I can also create a m

ore intense, darker, lighter, more poetic, or more rhythmic version.

risen, unconqu’ring Sun

**A Christmas Carol to Sol Invictus, the True God of Christmas**


Thine is the glory, risen, unconqu’ring Sun;

Endless is the vict’ry Thou o’er winter hast won.


The time is come, the month of winter solstice,

When the turning of the year is due.

Thunder shakes the earth, the course of heaven

Declares: naught can be destroyed forever.


Thine is the glory, risen, unconqu’ring Sun;

Endless is the vict’ry Thou o’er winter hast won.


Light returns, and shadow flees before Thee,

Life renewed by Thy eternal flame.

Mountains bow, and rivers praise Thy journey,

All creation heralds Thy mighty name.


Thine is the glory, risen, unconqu’ring Sun;

Endless is the vict’ry Thou o’er winter hast won.


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Thursday, 5 June 2025

Turquoise Transmission

**🌈 “Turquoise Transmission”**


*Verse 1:*

Green and blue turquoise makin’ me feel brand new

Spinnin’ in spirals of lavender dew

Caught in the hum of a violet sun

Slippin’ through time where the rivers run


A mirror of glass in a garden of sand

Shimmerin’ thoughts in the palm of my hand

Electric rain from a tangerine sky

Whispers from stars that are learning to cry


*Chorus:*

I’m a new man—meltin’ in light

Risin’ like smoke on a velvet night

Voices in color, rhythm divine

Lost in the flow of a crystalline mind


*Verse 2:*

Eyes of the cosmos blinkin’ in bloom

Dancin’ with phantoms in Jupiter’s room

My heartbeat’s a prism, my breath is a flame

Each step I take sings a different name


Floating on lotus, silver and red

I dream with the clouds and sleep with the dead

But I wake on a shore of emerald and blue

Turquoise waves that keep pushin’ me through


*Chorus:*

I’m a new man—meltin’ in light

Risin’ like smoke on a velvet night

Voices in color, rhythm divine

Lost in the flow of a crystalline mind


*Bridge:*

We are the echoes of something unborn

We are the petals on reality’s thorn

One step inside and the spiral begins

Where the end is the start and the loss is the win


*Outro:*

Green and blue turquoise—it’s callin’ my name

Paintin’ my soul with kaleidoscope flame

I’m not who I was, I’m not who I knew

I’m sky, I’m sound, I’m someone brand new


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Neurons Like Galaxies


**🧠✨ "Neurons Like Galaxies"**

*(A Lucretian lullaby from the laughing nebula)*


*Verse 1:*

Inside my head is a swirling sea,

A galaxy tucked behind eyes like tea—

A hundred billion nodes that spark,

In tangled light, both bright and dark.


Each neuron hums like Saturn’s ring,

And speaks to ten thousand tiny things.

A circus of thought on a trampoline,

Waltzing through space in a tangerine dream.


*Chorus:*

Oh, neurons like galaxies twist and explode—

A carnival mind on a cosmic road.

And the stars in my skull all shimmer and shout:

As within so without! As within so without!


*Verse 2:*

Out in the void where the comets play,

Galaxies bloom, then drift away.

One hundred billion suns that spin,

Like dandelion seeds on the solar wind.


No master clock, no silver throne—

Just atoms laughing all alone.

The universe tickles itself to sleep,

While time does a cartwheel into the deep.


*Chorus:*

Oh, neurons like galaxies twist and explode—

A carnival mind on a cosmic road.

And the stars in my skull all shimmer and shout:

As within so without! As within so without!


*Bridge (Spoken like a cosmic nursery rhyme):*

A quark met a poet in a spiral hat,

They danced on the nose of a neutron gnat.

He said: “You’re just matter with thoughts that sing!”

She said: “I'm a thought that became a thing!”


*Verse 3:*

So sip the chaos in your tea,

And ride the waves of entropy.

For every blink is a supernova,

And death’s just the end of a wild mazurka.


*Final Chorus:*

Neurons like galaxies, fire and gleam—

A Lucid Lucretian licorice dream.

The stars in your skull all shimmer and shout:

As within so without! As within so without!


*Outro (whispered and echoing):*

As within... so without...

As within... so without...

Laughing atoms, dreaming doubt...

As within... so without...


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Thursday, 22 May 2025

Kaleidoscope Eyes

 **Song Title: "Kaleidoscope Eyes"**


*Verse 1:*  

Take me, I'm slipping away,  

My mind is tripping into trance, as the beat of my heart starts to dance.  

With bright colours and fantastic representation of the external forms,  

Like paintings carved on my subconscious mind.  

Now I see with kaleidoscope eyes.  


*Chorus:*  

Flashes of light, the world rearranged,  

The shapes distort and the edges change,  

A thousand visions collide in my head,  

I see the truth that's been left unsaid.  

Through the haze, I rise, I fall,  

In the kaleidoscope, I lose it all.  


*Verse 2:*  

A river flows beneath my skin,  

Endless spirals, where do they begin?  

The trees are alive, whispering loud,  

Voices echo beneath the cloud.  

The world spins fast, but I stand still,  

Caught in the flow of time’s sweet will.  


*Chorus:*  

Flashes of light, the world rearranged,  

The shapes distort and the edges change,  

A thousand visions collide in my head,  

I see the truth that's been left unsaid.  

Through the haze, I rise, I fall,  

In the kaleidoscope, I lose it all.  


*Verse 3:*  

I reach for the stars, but they slip away,  

Like sand in the wind, they fade into gray.  

But in the distance, a new path appears,  

A fractured world, free from fear.  

The walls dissolve, the air is thin,  

I breathe in deep, let it begin.  


*Chorus:*  

Flashes of light, the world rearranged,  

The shapes distort and the edges change,  

A thousand visions collide in my head,  

I see the truth that's been left unsaid.  

Through the haze, I rise, I fall,  

In the kaleidoscope, I lose it all.  


*Outro:*  

The colours swirl, and I’m reborn,  

A broken dream, a soul unworn.  

Now I see with kaleidoscope eyes,  

The universe is ours to realize.  


This song embraces the psychedelic experience, with swirling imagery and abstract concepts, reflecting the mood and sound of early Pink Floyd. The use of "kaleidoscope eyes" evokes a shifting perception of reality, where everything is fluid, changing, and ultimately, transformative.



**Song Title: "Kaleidoscope Gateway"**  


*Verse 1:*  

Take me, I'm slipping away,  

My mind is tripping, in a trance I sway.  

The beat of my heart starts to dance,  

Bright colors bloom, a vivid expanse.  

Fantastic forms etched deep inside,  

Paintings carved where my thoughts collide.  


Now I see with kaleidoscope eyes,  

A world reborn where reason dies.  


*Chorus:*  

Bright colors spinning, geometric waves,  

In a tunnel shaped like a mind-made cave.  

Warp speed through this wormhole space,  

Hyperspace whispers, I chase and I trace.  

Triangles spin, three circles collide,  

A neon gateway, where dreams reside.  


*Verse 2:*  

Bobbing, weaving in this space unknown,  

A vortex of thoughts where my soul has flown.  

Faster, faster, through the void I dive,  

Inward fire where colors thrive.  

A firestorm rushes, from the light it feeds,  

Devouring all, fulfilling its needs.  


The buzzing grows, louder and near,  

Consuming the silence, replacing the fear.  


*Chorus:*  

Bright colors spinning, geometric waves,  

In a tunnel shaped like a mind-made cave.  

Warp speed through this wormhole space,  

Hyperspace whispers, I chase and I trace.  

Triangles spin, three circles collide,  

A neon gateway, where dreams reside.  


*Bridge:*  

The fire floats, it eats the dark,  

Burning shapes, a divine spark.  

It comes so fast, it looks so real,  

In the blaze, my fate is sealed.  

A buzzing sound, a flashing light,  

A universe born from the night.  


*Chorus:*  

Bright colors spinning, geometric waves,  

In a tunnel shaped like a mind-made cave.  

Warp speed through this wormhole space,  

Hyperspace whispers, I chase and I trace.  

Triangles spin, three circles collide,  

A neon gateway, where dreams reside.  


*Outro:*  

Through the vortex, the colors fade,  

Leaving me still, but unafraid.  

The fire's roar, the buzzing cease,  

In the silence, I find my peace.  

A kaleidoscope memory, a fleeting glance,  

Forever lost in the cosmic dance.  



atoms, sing! In sacred motion



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🎵 **"Swerve of the Void"** 🎵


**\[Verse 1]**

Drifting deep in velvet space,

Atoms dance in time and place,

No gods above to twist the thread,

Just matter moving, never dead.


Invisible seeds in endless flight,

Swerving slightly left or right—

That tiny tilt, that fateful spin,

Gives birth to worlds and life within.


**\[Chorus]**

☀️ *O atoms, sing! In sacred motion,*

🌌 *Crash and curve in endless ocean!*

🔥 *No fear of death, no soul to lose,*

🎇 *Just cosmic sparks that light and fuse!*


**\[Verse 2]**

There is no birth from nothing, friend,

And nothing fades to empty end—

Each drop of being shifts its frame,

But all is one, and none to blame.


The soul? A breath of subtle clay,

Dissolves like mist at break of day—

So dance, O mind! Embrace your fate,

The stars inside don’t contemplate.


**\[Bridge] (Spoken, with echoing effects)**

*"Behold the truth: the gods don’t cry,

They live remote beyond the sky.

No wrath, no love, no fiery doom—

Just atoms weaving nature’s loom."*


**\[Chorus]**

🌈 *O atoms, sing! In sacred motion,*

🌠 *Spin your myths across the ocean!*

🌿 *No chains of guilt, no wrathful muse,*

🌀 *Just flowing forms the fates let loose!*


**\[Outro]**

So feel the swerve inside your skin,

The ancient pulse that dwells within—

From dust to dust, from light to tone,

We ride the waves of things alone.


🎶 *Atoms… atoms… in psychedelic bloom…* 🎶


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Thursday, 1 May 2025

Empire of Misery


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**Title: Empire of Misery**


*(Verse 1)*  

Built it brick by brick, now it’s burning down  

Ashes in my hands, no king, no crown  

Walls I raised to hide the screams  

Now they echo back my broken dreams  


*(Pre-Chorus)*  

Tried to hold on, tried to believe  

But hope’s a ghost I can't retrieve  


*(Chorus)*  

**Empire of Misery, that’s all I see**  

**Crumbled towers where my heart used to be**  

**This ain't some kingdom lost in history**  

**It's my broken fucking life—Empire of Misery**  


*(Verse 2)*  

Pages torn from books I’ll never write  

Sleepless wars I fight every night  

No army, no throne, just a voice unheard  

Screaming truth through every cursed word  


*(Pre-Chorus)*  

Tried to matter, tried to be free  

But I’m the ruin I used to flee  


*(Chorus)*  

**Empire of Misery, that’s all I see**  

**Crumbled towers where my heart used to be**  

**This ain't some kingdom lost in history**  

**It's my broken fucking life—Empire of Misery**  


*(Bridge)*  

I lit the flames, I bore the scars  

Cursed the sky, counted the stars  

No legacy, just shattered scenes  

A haunted past wrapped in failed dreams  


*(Final Chorus)*  

**Empire of Misery, that’s my decree**  

**Torn apart by what was meant to set me free**  

**No myth, no glory, just reality**  

**It's my broken fucking life—Empire of Misery**


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Let me know if you want to tweak anything else!